a quick post before i ended today, 260809...

so used to writing dates in this format due to work...

i just ended my group project with my classmates on msn...
and this is wad im gg and have to do for the next 3 years...
rushing home after work...
eat hastily...
wash plates not-so-cleanly...
bathe relaxingly-in-a-while...
hang clothes superly...
brush teeth...
and sit in front of laptop...

play games? do project lah.

so many projects...
one single module already 3 assignments... i still have 21 modules to complete yet!

not sian, feel pumped instead... adrenaline is rushing when im satisfied with the results and answers i got from hard studying...

i got good classmates too, boys are indispensable in studies and work... its their nature to treat gals just a-bit-specially... bcoz of their ego? lol...

i cant even talk or chat more than 5 mins with my BB per day...
and he started work too...
and i can only passed with a bun and a quick peck on the cheek...

thats what i can do only...
not much i can do...

sorry BB i neglected u...

and im gg to super love our 30th month-versary...
its 090909....

and now, im gg to feed myself pills, pills and pills...
dun worry, im nt plucking in panadols... lol...

i discover that, to have frens, u need to socialise, ALOT.

and socialize = money.

so, no money no frens, no talk.

the same goes for school, no sch fees, kick u out.

the same goes for family, no money, complain here and there, either ask u give more, or ask u move out.

the same goes for dating, no money, cannot wear nice nice, cannot eat good good, rather dun go out.

i envy those who can say loudly in ppl's face: FRENS, FAMILY, LOVE AND WORK/STUDIES CAN CO-EXIST AND BALANCE WELL!


tsk, i used to think that i CAN too.
sadly, this is quite an impossible feat for a person like me.

this duty called work occupies 70% of my life, from the moment i step out to the moment i step into the area called 'home and bed', sometimes it can be 7pm, sometimes it can be 9pm, i tried 10pm before though.
and soon, internal stock take can go up to the midnights.

i can only see the person called 'boyfren' mostly on weekends, or some short evenings on weekdays for a quick meal, or nua at his home, he play his dragonica and i play my harvest moon. never forgetting, to nag him always 'find a full-time job quickly, go and learn driving asap.'

i feel tt his laziness is harming him, u gt a damn gd father to give u money for learning driving, yet u dun even wanna go for it, poor gal here have to pay for her own sch fees and take taxi home coz its always too late for bus.

BB, pls go and have a license.

i can only see the ppl called 'parents and brother' after work everyday, for 2 to 3 hrs, then its either their slp time or mine.

so where did the group called 'friends' gone to?

i think, this is just a natural process to most ppl out there that friends are meant to be made and then lost.

whats left in a person at the end of the day is never-ending work, not so much of money, naggy parents, lil bro, a few best frens (2 in fact) and then a satiable bf who is always there for me.

but, something is still missing, and i cant help but keep pondering.

this post, is just a reflection of my life till now.

i hope it can go all the way beta...

by the way, how do you define the beings called 'friends'?

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Lijun. Laikuan. 20+ years old. Attached to Sherman BB. Presently studying and slacking.

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