haiz... knn... slept until 645 on friday...
wanted to go pasir ris wait for BB de lor...
end up gg to be late... have to return back on the train to boon lay while BB take cab...
but but but...
end up BB took cab at tanah merah at 845... by that time i already at there liao if i nv return on the trip la...
:(

went to gek poh buy meat porridge for myself and BB...
take my jacket frm the washing store also...
made a tantrum at BB... :(...
sorry BB... i also dun wan... but die die must make de dream effects go away... and ur siao siao sms make me diaooooo....
but... i love u v much wor...

and today, 我也是好爱好爱你~
meet BB at mrt to take train to vivo~
meanwhile wingwing call me and say his-XXX-gf-haven-reach-tampines-yet-he-have-been waiting-for-one-hr-and-the-movie-start-at-2pm-and-the-time-is-already-145-and-the-movie is-at-jp...
gd luck bro... who call ur gf stay bedok... wahaha~

go vivo walk walk walk, walked till de roof there with water and seaview de... walk till coffe bean BB buy caramel for me to drink~ 550 for the simpsons movie...
quite lame plus funny...
BB laugh until v baby... lolx~
spider pig spider pig~

after movie... nt yet hungry... go keppel bay tower help auntie take free printer... she offer to bao my taxi fare... so took taxi back jurong... then eat KFC at gek poh... lol...

poor BB... both arms so 淤青 still help me carry de heavy printer... sob sob...
nite go home.. also go back with me and carry my printer... have to go hm alone...
:((((((

i can only view down frm my hse and see him walk out to playgrd... haiz... if only we live few blocks away... if only my ma dun force we MUST go hm at wadever time... zzz...

BB next week field camp le... 2 weeks then book out... see him next time is aug 9 national day liao... sob...
nvm i already gt lots of things-to-do lined up...
BB dun need worry me... go ur field camp... must xiao xin... be careful... see wild pig must run!!!

muackz muackz... love u v v v much~

bro wanted to make cookies for his gf...
thus helped him baked the cookies after dinner...

u cant say 'we have fun baking de cookies~ yeayeayea~'
its way too childish to tok lidat...
our baking experience was simply too lame and hilarious...
wahaha~

first, the butter couldnt seem to melt with the sugar...
second, we use milo powder to substitute the cocoa powder...
third, we used toaster instead of oven...

if anyone has baked cookies before, u could imagine the outcome well enuff...

first, there isnt any shape of the 'product-made'...
second, a bit chao tar at the outer...
third, actually the taste quite gd wor, but the look is not nice...

outcome of this baking thingy, couldnt make it a passing score nia...

liaising with lots of suppliers for my 'business'...
i wun call it a business yet...
i call it a pre-order portal...
just like country clubs exists for members...
my spree exists for interested buyers...
hence to all, plz support me~
the tw clothes are real damn nice u wun regret buying it de...
more support, i might really open a shop de wor~
lolx...

i wan watch Black Sheep lah... but BB says its a lame show... T.T

hahaha~
im opening my spree blog soon~
welcome all to support me and order the products from me~
lolx...

more news and updates will be rolling over soon...

KNS...
say my BB is a marching ball...
U MARCHING CHOPSTICKS BAMBOO!!!
HMPF~~~

haiz... another boring day...
bored of life... no motivation nia...
only think is eat, slp and anime...
zzz...

come online is also anime, frenster and blogging...
occasional comic if the com isnt lagging...
how i wish i could do some real online shopping or business... lolx...

i wan a debit card!!!
UOB MINI VISA DEBIT CARD!!!
but kns kns kns la...
need $500 in the savings account to apply for it...
zzzzzzzzz...

BB had field camp next next week...
dammit...
wad am i gonna do for 2 boring weeks??
argh!!!!!

-dead-

lets see...
how many of us can hold on and achieve our dreams and goals?
have already given up on the initial goals and changed course?
or just like me, doesnt even noe wad goals i want?

being kids in sec sch, gals will sit in bunch and start talking abt the future...
polytechnics often advertise themselves as 'choose us, choose ur career'...
as a kid, i often dreamt of being astronauts la, historians la, geologists la, oceanologists la, even vocanologist... lolx...
as a teenager, i dreamt of holding high-paying jobs, like banker, accountant, broker, dealer, lady-boss, high-class designers...
and now as a adult, i just wished to have a job of mthly pay ard 1.5k, abke to pay my bills, and save money for marriage...
maybe when rs just go back, i just wan to be a hsewife and look after kids...

where have all de initial dreams and goals went to?

im not sure abt my own future... for one v basic goal that i still stick on to... is my ambition of conquering all de different countries in the world...

it seems like most of my peers have move on to uni... and it makes me even more sure that no degree = no future...
20 yrs ago... o levels is a requirement for a job...
10 yrs ago... a diploma is a plus...
now... u cant live without a basic degree... and that doesnt include ur masters and PhD yet...

i wan to study again... poly was a mess for me...
im sure that i could pick up study again if i was given a new environment and new start...
however, if i were to set myself a new goal of saving up for 2 yrs and then to uni 2 yrs... i will be so disappointed if it was fulfilled 2 yrs later...
thus i dun even set it as a goal...
goals are meant to be altered and diminished...

my present course, will be to work, then decide for the future...

*************

badly disappointed with the fashion in sg nowadays...the quality and the designs...
cant even find a proper piece in far east nor bugis...
shifted my attention to online spree presently...
they ordered directly from taiwan suppliers... prices are fair... ard 20 to 25...
only that u cant try the clothes and u have to wait 1 to 1.5 mths for the clothes to arrive...
been wanting to buy some from there... but too many designs to choose from... have to see each by each... zzz...

****************

i had bad dreams... bad bad dreams...
i thinking too much le...
dreams are opposite of reality... yesh...

watched harry potter on saturday at jp...
the opening part of the movie scared me abit...
where de skeleton deatheater suddenly appear and scared potter... lolx...
new characters in harry potter series were Luna and Cho Chang...
Luna acted well... she was de same gal who acted in bridge to terebithia too...
on the other hand, Cho Chang does not noe how to act...
more like a kelafare i felt...
just like mutton says in perfect 10... she ought to be thrown into de globet of fire!!!
LOL..
think her main point in this movie is to kiss potter...
hope she dun appear in the next potter movie...

after movie take taxi to IMM coz it gonna rain soon...
ate cafe cartel for dinner...
had fish and chips with prawns...
dear had hawaiian pork chop...
think i eat back my hawaiian pork chop next time bah...
im a pork-lover... lolx...

took shuttle bus to jp then 243 back dear's hse...
slacked till 1am then go home oink~~~

today...
had french fries and oreo for breakfast..
then afternoon nap with dear all de way till 5pm...
we r piggies~~~~~
wake up... packed bag... played psp... makan...
same routine... accompany dear to jp... he took mrt i took bus home...
haiz... 5 more days of alone again~

im not afraid of lonliness actually...
i can play ps2 when im alone...
i can watch tv watched one piece when im alone...
im more efficient in working alone...
i can slack at home alone...
im more afraid of boredom actually...
going out can be bored... esp with mum...
she likes to entertain aunties and uncles...
i dun... zzz...
going out is even more bored when... there's nth to shop and watch...
stay at home... beta la...

miss BB...

freaking bored at work...
TODAY!!!
my work's done... all de correspondences listed...
and im left slping at the sofa...
snorezzzzzz....
my whole morning gone lidat...
luckily mid noon there's simple filing for me to do...
but that takes one hr only...
maybe still too slpy-eyes... nv see tio de sharp edges on the cabinet...
scratched tio my leg...
painnnnnnn~~~ *sniff sniff*
no blood come out though... but left a line of reddish blood clot there...
so ugly... like kena stabbed or slashed by parang lidat sia...
after tt...
continue snore snorezzzz until 3.30...
wake up... kope one ribena frm de fridge... LOL...
then go home...
zzz....

went jp to buy tix for harry potter tml...
last two row and its a small hall leh...
wonder will be too high anot...
aiya beta than low seats bah...
then go buy my fav d.gray man volume 11...
i have already been missing out fullmetal vol 15 and 16...
gif up liao... no $$$....
went to ntuc buy groceries...
one whole tin of milo... i been craving for milo at midnite for supper but the supply's been out...
bought 3 danone chipmores and doubley chocolate~
1 for didi 2 for BB~
and then a umbrella coz its raining heavily again!
gotta claim back all frm mama...
im broke...
she's denying... zzz...

gt home played awhile of FF...
then online checked frenster...
saw my BB's updated info was 'updated profile 3 mins ago'...
.......
.......
.......
he's supposed to come out tml morning de leh...
???????
???????

anyways... today blogged early...
later at nite either auditioning or FF liao...
these are my activities for the few nites...

finally... exam dates out...
aug 13 and aug 20...
one more mth...
IM FREE!!!!

a working day...
a rainy day...

project was done today...
by right i was nt able to keep my job after tt...
but it continued...
lolx...
wan to keep doing this job until sept...

gt nightmares these few days...
all dreams nt signifies ill luck...
but the more nightmares i gt...
the more lucky i got...
this is wad we say de reversible of dreams...

its past midnite... its friday...
BB coming out tml... gonna but tix for harry potter tml...

had a chat with brudda des since sooooo long...
talked alot... exchanged recent lives...
and i realised...
im nt a v v v gd gf yet...
i still have more to learn from BB...
and more to teach to BB...
sometimes i just really wan to 撒娇。。。
and so glad that BB here's to sayang me...
nth more i can ask for...
miss him so much... rite now...

dear dear...
i will try to learn ur 'lame'...
although it feels quite 冷...
lolx...
if u cant nake me laugh... i will make u laugh...
muackz...

* * * * * * * * * *

recently, i dunno i shld feel sad or happy...
happy that i got myself out of a sh*tty possible accident...
sad that... i feel i lost... something??
fen asked... '你现在是开心还是失望？'
i dunno eh...
just feel that...
好像有重要的东西不见了。。。
重要的东西。。。 是我很想要得。。。
但不是现在。。。

lolx the previous post has no captions at all...
lazy to put captions le... so just be it bah...
they r the photos taken with the gals at marina sq last fri...
personally like de pic with me holding the pink piggy...
the pink piggy is soooo cute... reminds me of **... LOL

had blaw test today... could do all de qns luckily...
think can pass liao... lolx...

meet yufen at far east...
just eat eat and eat...
she had british chips with curry chicken bits and fried mars bars...
i ate shihlin chicken chop, mango lingo, chicken rice and gelare waffle...
-.- fattening~

gonna jian fei jian fei... yea jian fei jian fei... lolx...

nth to post lately... life's been randomly the same bah...
sch work home ps2 anime...
watched new animes lately... devil may cry...
its the big-hit instalment for capcom games... pretty gd...
and back to my fav one-piece since de missing episodes have been uploaded le...

how it feels like to have a baby, yea?
LOL
=P

gotten snapped on this pic by Mel unknowingly... im smiling coz im actually squeezing the blue voodoo doll happily... heh heh heh *evil grinz*





Piggy~ pink Piggy~~~ cute cute~~~





caramel, mocha & chocolate chip





4 of us - quite blurrrrrrr





we





reflections in the mirror





^^





ZILIAN - dressed for work once



lost de pic that i grabbed 蜡笔小新 ... will find it soon coz my face v hao siao... haha

continued to my previous post bah...
just got back from white sands...
was there to send BB off to camp...
ate hei sushi for dinner....
it was also sherm's mum's birthday...
i think BB clearly forgotten... -.-
his dad was like saying: 'sherman nv wish ur mum happy birthday?'
BB said: 'huh?'
-.-....
and sherm's dad keep stuffing me with de food...
lolx...
my family wun stuff me with food... coz they will eat it themselves...
自己吃饱就好。。。lolx...


its so agonizing nt to be able to hold hands tgt when he was in uniform...
damn....

im home alone now... mum and bro went to jacky cheung's concert... gonna bath... wait for my BB's call...
then FF time... haha....

oh ya... the twin-headed snake har...
两头蛇。。。
it means ppl with dual different intention towards to different ppl...
the most classic example would be...
A go and gossip abt B to C...
then A also go and gossip abt C to B...
then B and C forever got this misunderstanding abt each other...
then A will enjoy de attention and popularity from B and C and of course D E F G H...
i dislike this kind of ppl damn...
just say wad u wan... dun be afraid of other circumstances...
simple straightforward and direct...
i dun like ppl with lots of hidden feelings and intentions...
it just irks me...

saturday supposed to watch harry potter de...
but BB's granny birthday... was nv watched le...
also gd la... bro went to buy tix but to no avail...
i see online... i was either single seats left or first two rows...

went to eat at PSA there...
the usual chinese makan dinner lor...
but as i can say... BB's entire family really really small eaters... lolx...
if it was in msian... de food will be ALL GONE...

friday was the outing with vl karin and mel...
had thai express and also starbucks caramel...

saturday, BB gaf me his atm card and some cash too...
last week before he had also already gaf me another 200 to use...
sometimes i just like to grumble to him... 'no money lo eat wind lo'...
i do not wan him to say gif me money la...
i just wan to have a person to grumble to... to have BB acc me even thrgh sms and calls...
but everytime... it will end up 'i wun let my baby starve de la... dun worry still gt me..'
and its true... >.<

before tgt with sherm...
i was always alone... u can say im a typical loner...
immersed in my own stuffs... my animes my comics and my PS2...
i dun care wad ppl says wad ppl gossip...
i only like to say wad i wan and do wad i wan...
i admit im downright selfish and straight... but this is me...
i like wad i am... and i do not need ppl to correct that away...
but but but...
strong and stubborn and 男人婆 i used to be...
i can just be damn nice and gentle-voiced with my BB...
no more faked front i need to put up when im in public...
i used to dislike weaklings... but just as well like to protect weaklings...
now can i finally no need to protect anyone else and just look after my BB?

my BB's not weak... the reason i look after him...
its bcoz he protect me...
i love him...
its bcoz he love me too...

luckily as i shld say...
most of my impt frens are strong emotionally...
no need deal with weirdos and emo ppl...
dun ask for help easily... coz that will make u look weak...
and... if a help was asked from u, repay it.. and u would be indebted..
theres no rubbish that a help will be forever indebted... foolish tots...

bath time... ps2 time... and slp time...

my BB gonna book in again le...
sad....
tonite gonna blog more...
just discovered a damn thing...
so much twin-headed snake has appeared...
zzz....
KNS

wednesday, 11th july 2007

these are de animes i have been burning midnite oil for...
d.gray man... poor daisya is dead... alot with other finders... total 6 exorcists mati... think 3 or 4 and kena take care of by tykki...
claymore... clare gt a new arm by irene... so now she's gt de no.1's flesh and blood and no.2's right hand... and she killed ophelia of no.5 who turned into a awakening somemore... ophelia quite sad actually la... but awakening can only be killed... and poor irene lost both arm... kena targeted by no.4 le...
elfen lied... alot of blood splashing here and there de... arms lying ard body cut half head gone... murders are a bunch of small gals called diclonius who have horns... they have invisible arms which can reach out v long and kill ppl in a distant... sad ending...
jyu oh sei... talked abt some kids who been abandoned in a primitive planet and he has to work hard to be the king of the planet so that he can go back to his high-tech planet and find out who killed his parents... lame ending coz all his gd comrades died in the v v v last episode of last 10 mins...

think all these anime lately is either this die or that die... no gd ending left....

planning to go msia hols ard sep with my BB...
genting and KL...
just nice he POP and i grad...
this yr msia... next yr i wan tw... lolx...

dreamt weird stuff ytd...
dreamt a big tsunami... about 15 storey high... as high as my flat... is attacking over...
dunno why my bro sudden become small kid...
i was carrying him and ran all the way to some shelter...
but still de water came and swept us away...
hold on to bro real tight... then discover he dun look like bro...
but still in my dream he was my bro...

few days before de dream even weird...
was sitting in a flying car... the one driving the car is mr ting...
reach de church... the one marrying is me... but wth im pregnant... zzz...

and also... dreamt that i was waiting at BB's hse for him to come back...
then 12am le... too late and i was about to go back...
BB coem back with 3 frens whom i dunno...
then i walked out he go in...
i called him but he bo chap me and closed de door...
it was like he nv saw me...
zzz...

and also one more... dreamt abt 'someone'...
cant say much details but she's in there...

dreams have been v clear these few days... think too much? or more yet stuff gg to appear?

gt de designs of my new bedroom...
IT SUCKS...
my wonderful dreamy land BAROQUE-style has turned into some sweetie-pie PRINCESS-style...
it was WTH...
totally puked by de designs... it was no design at all...
corrected de whole design myself...
coz my bedroom's weirdly shaped... i have to weirdly positioned my bed and wardrobe...
zzz... headache...
anyways... die die i must have de purple wall and animated wall.... and also my slumbing couch...

cant watch harry potter this week le...
coz BB's grandma birthday... got to go for dinner...
anyways also left no nice seats... those nice seats were like being booked weeks ago?
all de seats sucks practically....
next week then watch bah...
not that addicted to harry potter anymore...
coz daniel radcliffe is ugly in this episode... wad a ugly head... hairstyle i mean...

eww... slping time... miss u dearr....

tuesday, 10th july 2007

bad news.... my BB can only book out on sat morning...
then back inside by sunday evening...
zzz...

planned to go vivo watch harry potter de...
gg to by de tixs tml afternoon at jp first...
but dearrr says he dun mind tiring...
nvmnvm... sunday can slp bao bao le lo...
hee....

finished 2 project reports in a single day...
my contents were fabulous...
this weird thing abt me...
i can do my job v fast and v accurate...
but think i have been damn lazy all the time...
haha...

haven submit yet... lazy to print out... have to switch com sia...

so wad have i been doing during my free time?
since sch is nt that busy soon le... all projects done...
tests next week but studied for anyways...
exam next mth end la...
wed and fri is my fixed working days...
the boss paying me a really weird rate.... $5.75 per hr... lolx...
mon tues thurs gt sch... but sometimes just skip it and slack at home to play my ff12...
now my ff12 haven been completed yet for more than half a yr...
its just a game with no great storyline to addict u to it...
but complete it for the sake of completing... i bought it for 82 bucks... dun waste it sia...
sometimes will just see abit tv...
at nite will be in front of my com...
chatting at msn...
see friendster.... blogging...
watch my animes at veoh.com....
just finished watching elfen lied ytd... a series of 13 episodes....
cried leh... de wei da father die with his murder-daughter...

gonna watch the next few animes soon...
boring life will be occupied with animes... lolx...
ergo proxy, eureka seven, ghost in the shell s.a.c., ghost hunt, darker than black...
all abit mature themed, aka lots of blood spilling and brutual killings...
but thats wads gd anime... lol...

slpy~

saturday, 7th july 2007

today's 070707...
no special abt this day la... it just looks like a nice figure...
heard many ppl getting married today...
lolx...

wanted to go out today, afterall my BB is confined in tekong for so long...
haven really go far out to walk walk...
but!!!
dear dear fall sick...
cough, flu, sore throat, bod ache everything also gt...
brought him to doc see see...
still have to go book in despite having a mc...
zzz...
so xin ku for him... feeling so gek sim... haiz........


get well soon, BB...

thursday, 5th july 2007

a working day, was fine with it until...
the mee siam that i ate for lunch make me feel like vomiting whole day...
makes me no appetite for dinner until...
me and fen had desserts at ah chew dessert shop...
heh heh...
i had mango sago with ice... appetite revived... lolx...
mango makes me happy~

went to chop my tresses before yufen reaches...
cut it at the fu lu shou complex...
cost me 15 bucks...
same length same style just that i had it thinned...
the fringe gets too thinned but it will just take 2 weeks for me to grow it back bah...

yufen reaches... walked ard bugis street...
nth found to buy.... bored... zzz...
eat long john for dinner... talked abt...
cannot say... dun think the other way however... .....

guess theres nth left to buy in bugis...
however clothes in flagship stores like topshop and fox and mango suits me more...
quality = durable wear...
bugis getting downgraded le... zzz...

i wan clothes~~~

in less than 24 hrs... im able to see my BB again lo...
so fast... a week's over...
soon soon... im getting de hell out of SP....

broked.

wednesday, 4th july 2007

i wan rebond!!!!!
i wan rebond!!!!
i wan rebond!!!
i wan rebond!!
i wan rebond!
i wan rebond...
i wan rebond..
i wan rebond~

hair sucks... zzz...

home-rotting-day...

drafted out my bedroom design... gorgeous.... woah~~~

bored.

tuesday, 3rd july 2007

3 more days to friday...
hehehehe...

gotta lots to say today...
first thing in hand...
stupid ong simin...
u beta dun slander michelle and me again...
u stupid woman dunno anything at all... just take in and believe every word de bastard says...
is ur bastard go and step on lots of boats...
michelle is nt a third party... she's just a innocent party...
and im de fren who support her and shield her...
u this kind of woman is throwing all of us woman's face away...
stupid like hell...
if u wanna noe the truth, feel free to ask me anytime...
i tell u all!

angry stuffs aside... now the happy and norm stuffs~

today nv went sch... its a short lecture of less than 1 hr...
mum ask me skip sch today.... accompany her go hdb hub to re-select our flat....
bought 988 de 7th floor flat.... a 5-room which costs us 200k...

sg flats getting expensiver even for 4-room needs ard 200k+ le...
makes me wonder how much me and my hubby gotta earn each mth to buy a flat of our own...
mum says she gonna buy me a car since the mthly instalment for the new flat is less than 200...
i wan a nissan march for a start... but sometimes... this mum of mine just 'tok tok' only nia... lolx...

after selecting... went to mum's designer office to ask de designers to design our flat...
i decided i wan a baroque style bedroom for myself...
deep-purple painted wall with baroque black prints on it...
a platformed black-luminised bed below the window...
and a full-lengthed cupboard with tinted-glass sliding door....
a standing baroque style lamp post with laced-trimmings...
a curvy wavy sofa chair...
a flurry black baroque carpet and a shiny-black coffee table on it...
all completed with a curtain at my corridor with shiny beans strung tgt...
and of cuz... my curtains need to be custom-made too...
my baroque bedroom... lolx...
and of cuz... a chandelier~! tts when i gt the money to buy it first...
a pretty one cost 200+....

after that went ard with mum doing business...
then eat at hawker...
home sweet home...

talked with BB early today... just nice when im bored...
talked alot to him today of my dream bedroom...
too bad he's gotta lights off at 10 today...

im looking forward to seeing fen on thurs...
im looking forward to see my BB on fri...
love ya all~

sunday, 1st july 2007

friday:
-meet BB at jp, take bus to ngee ann
-meet up with mr ting and collect their grad cert tgt
-mr ting drove us back to jp (he gt a new car O.O)
-ate macdonald's for lunch
-watched transformers~!
-went to BB's aunt hse to eat dinner
-home sweet home (my BB's home ^^)

saturday:
-slacked whole day at home
-its really whole at home
- rotting with BB... heee....

sunday:
-ate KFC for breakfast aka lunch... lolx...
-BB had to book in again le... :(
-waiting for next weekend liao... haiz...

few things to note out:
-thurs meeting yufen for dinner... finally~
-brother gt a gf... lolx...
-i wan to rebond my bed hair~
-bored.... sian... haiz...

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Lijun. Laikuan. 20+ years old. Attached to Sherman BB. Presently studying and slacking.

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Holidays around the world. Backpacking. Tiffany/Cartier Ring. Playstation 3. Final Fantasy 13. Kingdom Hearts 3. ROM 2009/2010. and lots of Clothes, Shoes, Bags and Moolahs~.

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