friday, 25th may 2007

trust...
ppl can come to me and ask wads trust...
its like u tot u noe everything abt trust?

and seriously... u come and tok god and spirits with me?
u think u can meddle with this kind of things beta than me is it?
seems like u forgotten wad my whole family did for a living?
connection with the other world... well said nicely...
i tell u... i believe only in my buddha...
my buddha teaching is believe wad u see...
i dun believe in ur god and spirits...
i believe in material proof...
show me wad u got and come tok abt ghost with me then...

u treat me like a fool and idiot?
my IQ is a retard is it?
we all are wide wide awake... u r still in ur own world...

u come and talk abt my mum and grandpa with me?
firstly...
mum and grandpa is my own family problems...
i do nt have the obligation to tell my family problems to let u ppl noe....
i just blog wad i wan... coz this is my blog...
and wad the hell r u to come and tell me i only blog of my dear but nt my family?
and look at urself... wad u said abt ur own family?
u r no beta than me ok??

u wan t say u r soooo wei da... tt u help me when my fren die?
u even dare say is u help me nt sherm?
first... i dun even noe sherm yet tt time...
second... its nt only u... theres even chenghui...
in the end.... i pick up myself... frm the courage of u and ch... but i pick myself with my own strength...
i do not have to feel indebted to u...

a lie...
i consider it serious...
i do nt need frens tt lie abt death...
death is serious to me...
u play serious ard with me?

thursday, 24th may 2007

woah... nv been blogging for few days...
lolx...
okie... sunday been to working and yh's bdae celebration ar...
monday also celebration at qx hse...
had marcoroni and potato salad for dinner... >.<
though potato nt tt cooked... but dunno why i seem to be the only one keep eating it... lolx...

tuesday was the meeting up with the guys... chong sx ray...
the rest either nt coming or working...
chong said: haha our ppl seems to become lesser and lesser...
lolx tts true lo...

watched bridge to terabithia...
was a erm... okie the ending turn out to the kid's fantasy and imagination...
some parts in the middle im gonna fall aslp also...
honestly dun appreciate this kind of movies...
i wan real fantasy... some actions and fighting... great storyline... comedies~

after movie... mr lee sick... so he went hm first liao...
chong drove us to eat nasi lemak at NUS there...
then went dear hse to stay over for the nite...

wanted to stay another nite dee... but stupid mum...
yea stupid mum... bleah~

wednesday was rotting at home...
lolx...

today gotta dinner at jp subway with BB's pri sch frens...
filonia and victoria bah..
filonia gt same chinese name as me... lolx...
she is chen lijun... haha... first time knowing a person same name as me dee...

go home rot after tt~

tml... yea... tml...
happy go bank take my pay for this mth... my little miserable pay of 200 only... haiz...
dun even noe enuff for whole mth anot >.<
and happy go watch pirates of the carribean 3...
yea... my long awaited pirates... johnny depp~~

okie... now i wanna say another thing...
now i really feel like a stupid idiot...
i treat her so gd before... like a princess lidat...
and she can actually say tt... 'u tot tt she is my fren mah..'
our frenship is only a 'tot'...
so stupid....
and also... another fren...
if us frens really make u sick and tired...
im feeling tt too...
but i tot i can hold on to this frenship... we can gif in to each other...
but seems like... its nt being appreciated at all...
think afteralll... i do nt need frens tt make used of me and bluff me to appreciate me...
i really do nt wan lose any of frens...
so im keeping quiet...
to waste away de frenship or hold on... up to u all~

saturday, 19th may 2007

today dear's off work... yippee~
went out to far east to makan my MANGO LINGO~
favourites dessert of all >.<
and is healthy snack with no fats....
eat more!!!

then eat wanton mee at lvl 5 for dinner...
walked ard de shops... eeeks... found nth tt worth to try and buy...
then chengyi started msg dear to say come meet us... >.<

walked over to taka...
coz wanted to buy kino voucher for yh's bdae and also a taiwan beauty mag to browse~
been obssessed with taiwan mag lately...
gt fashion gt skincare~ lolx...
nt like local mag so boring >.<

haha tt yong en meimei really come all de way to meet us at kino...
say a very courteous hello and gdbye to us~ ^^

walked to heeren next...
immersed in jap cd collection again...
arh~ mika nakashima's YES album~ i haven bought yet coz no $$$... sobz...
looking thrgh other cds... dear say go toilet...
when wanted to listen to otsuka cds... dear come back with a hmv plastic bag in his hand~~
arh!!!! my mika!!!!
sobz sobz.... almost cry... really really...

BB i love you muackz~

after tt go take bus 14 and 99 back till home ^^...
wah~ chelsea vs man u...
no need observe de match also noe will 1-0...
and zhun bo~ really 1-0...
wahaha~ i still strong in soccer....
........
>.< cannot cannot must quit!

tml have to work...
listening to mika album now...
I LOVE YOU

friday, 18th May 2007

lazybones are acting up....
cant wake up to go find BB early... >.<
in then end meet him jp then je then he went work....

laze ard popular then at 7 go platform to wait for karin...
didnt noe mel has already arrived and is sitting the bench behind us seperated by a wall...
taima come le... then take train to vivo...

wanted to eat BOSSES initially...
but the prices nt really tt gd.... >.<
poor me... haiz...
ate mussel guys in the end... ate a 3-course meal for a seafood spaghetti...
wasnt enjoying the food really... tasted common...
or i arent hungry....
spent my last last last 20 dollar i had... >.<

walked to the bridge to look over to st john power station...
mel has nv seen it before...
i have nv went in too... although i gt multiple invites... zzz...

went sat down at coffe bean... 4 ppl share one belgium chocolate...
chat until to catch last train...

..........................................................

i wan to complain... abt myself... >.<
increasing dark eye circle and heavy eyebags... EEKKKKSSSSS....
even u have pretty eyes and pretty double eyelids but with dark eye circles and eyebags... u r ugly...
wth wth wth wth wth....
weight is decreasing bt the face just gets rounder and rounder and rounder... EEEKKKSSSS....
so wad u lose weight but the fats all come to the face and make u have BIGFACE...
wth wth wth wth wth....
more and more pimples acne and blemishes showing up....
my skin used to be flawless... it just get worser and worser...
help me~~

few weeks ago i cut myself a bang for my fringe...
today... i read up my women's magazine... and discover than this season...
longer fringe is hotter as u can style it up... style it down... style it sideways... and most impt...
style it funky and tts wad i wan!!!
really regret cutting it although it looks 'cute' or 'neat'....
turning 20... just cant fake cute le la... who would wan employ a xiaomeimei work when i grad? >.<

all i can do now i to find a stylist and thinned my fringe + hair...
i need new clothes too...
been wearing de same things even though match with different things...
zzz... sian sia...
i just need money to get off being miserable...
i just need to work to get money...
i just need to grad to work...
so wads the hell with so many hols for this sem???
stupid sp just doesnt wan me to get out fast...
shit u damn stupid sch... zzzz....
ppl out there... agree with me... sp biz sch is stupid...
bleah.

Labels: i hate my eyebags...

thursday, 17th may 2007

i think blogger's mad...
i rmb i wrote a whole lot on my frens ytd nite de leh...
the part frm jia ni to shuxian was missing!!! and also the part on my dear dear de~~ eeks!

how how how... roughly i noe wad i wrote la... but nt every single bit leh....
zzz...

okie i mention one more time...
jia ni...
c&p...
shu xian...
des...
u all r the best frens out there...

dear shermie...
u r the only one i wan to kiss...
the only one i like to knock knock knock...
the only one i wanna spend my life with...
and alot more!! argh~ this part is missing... i cant rmb wad i wrote here...
sobx...... :(

back to todays' update bah...
so sad.... bo mood le...
wen to eat clementi hawker's famous western food with dear today...
i had my ususal fish and chips whilst BB had his chicken cutlet rice lo... and 2 piece of tofu >.<
eat finish le... took bus 99...
BB alight at jurong east and i went all de way home...
hmm~ 645 now le... he's abt to start work lo...

coming sun... he's finally gg to end work le... heex...

haiz... sad post today... i wrote so much ytd... how can it go all missing???!!!!
argh~ stupid blogger... hmpf~
can anyone tell me... have ur read my original post mah? its long long long~

wednesday, 16th may 2007

same routine as usual... dear's hse... slack... home... dinner... waiting for dear's call... hehe...

i dunno wad to blog today...
blog abt my shermie and frens bah... haha...

i had a bunch of fantastic frens that i made in sec sch...
first in line... yufen lo...
classmate since sec 3... even bdae are just 3 days away...
we always went to eat instant noodle tgt... and fried chicken after sch...
think tts how i gt my present size... >.<

of all...
i think i noe why i really love my BB sooo much...
ever since met him... only see tio him...
ytd he said to me... u r the only gal that will choose me over fren..
suddenly dawned on me everybody thinks fren is the more obvious and gd-looking one... ya u all r true and correct...
but for sure...
he is the only one i just ever see tio...

okie la... enuff for this posts le...
looking forward to tml clementi's western food ^^
yummy yummy~

tuesday, 15th may 2007

today dear's off day....
so it also means gg out lo~
hehes...

meet 130 at jp...
BB overslept... dot dot... but nvm~
always he wait for me soo long... this time i wait for BB~

took train to vivo...
bought tix at 420 for 28 weeks later...
then go eat at thai express... yum yum~
followed by dessert gelato.... hao chi hao chi~
BB bought me a niu niu de purse... lolx...
muackz~ xie xie dear...

watched 28 weeks later...
its a human-turned-zombie movie... similar to resident evil...
caused by some di siao virus bla bla... then how ppl run for their lives...
but in the end all mati jiu shi le....
somehow like resident evil...
first they gt gorgeous milla jovovich... and more action-packed... lols...

movie finished le... take train go back boon lay...
walked back to gek poh da pau dinner for dear's mum and also mac fries...
then home sweet home for 200 pounds beauty and southpark...

tts my day for today~

monday, 14th may 2007

well... if u read my previous posts... haha yup i did have some disagreements with my BB and fren...
but now is over le... a sunshine day and im happily again~
i think... things just work wonderfully when im with BB~
miss him so much...

thks for frens out there who called me msged me and pm-ed me...
thks for ya concern...
xie xie~

i noe im in big wrong...
all the wrongs is nt with my BB... yet i can only angered upon him...
poor BB... have to endure my xiao jie pi qi... sobx...
yes... all the wrongs are nt on my BB...
is the freaking kbox super who wans my BB to work until so hard so tired so chiong and yet underpaid my BB... damn kbox... my next visit i will throw the whole peanuts ard the room and spoil de microphone... wahaha~
and also the hua chi and the 2 bananas who make me jumping mad...
hua chi... aka my fren also... or say used to be my fren? dunno since when we r nt so close le... he changes... while im on the same track...
all i can say... think abt wad u r doing...
i shall nt say much abt u again... i zip up my mouth...
but coz u r fren... i concern for u.... then i say out.... plz think over lah... last advice for u... hmpf...

ooo.... dunno wad to blog...
today BB nt feeling well...
i accompany him lo...
tts all folks...
haha...

saturday, 12th may 2007

dunno wad to blog...
actually wanted to blog abt chalet things...
how i won alot of monoploy...
actually wanted to blog abt new asia bar...
how beautiful is the scenery from 70th floor of equinox...
the jumbo lychee martini we had...
and how we posed for the crappy pics...

my mood spoilt...
terribly spoilt...
colleagues say... maybe PMS bah...
another fren says... problems arise due to circumstances and the environment...
total crap... so chim... i dun fucking understand...

im nt trying to find fault out there...
first... im drunk abit and i ate panadol with it without thinking...
stomach was hurting like hell... but i still manage to drift into slp...
all i wanted is to say 'byebye' to him before i really slp...
but then... one stupid msg is all that is needed to make me wide awake and clear-headed...
from this sun... to next thurs... im okie...
then to next sun.... im nt okie liao...
its nt tt i dislike him working there too long... its nt tt i wanted him wholly to acc me...
but... a simple promise is broke...
fren says... nt his fault... i noe... its nt his fault... i noe he's working there v happily...
but im just nt happy.... dun ask me why... but im really frustrated...
fren says... its the effect of the alcohol and panadol...
ya im thinking too much... but frens out there u noe my pattern...
i value promises....

too bad... is it really fated tt im gg to be continue bad-mooded...
i noe i gave bad him temper and tone...
in the morning i knew he will send me sorry notes so i checked out my inbox...
i dun wan to continue like this i hate it...
i wanted to do something in return for being bad... so i went to brownie's factory to order two brownies...
one for him and one for fren...
but just when i get better frm my hangover... after sulking in the storeroom and puke wadever acid in my stomach...
he came with royce...
honestly i didnt expect he came... and honestly... v honestly... i didnt feel beta...
dun ask me why again... its bcoz im stunned tio...
why stunned... i dunno...

asked him to go walk ard with his fren and fren's frenssssss....
i had to eat my lunch with shuxian...
coz... already booked le...
again is the cursed msgs that make me boom...
so the fren's frenssss i tot was colleagues... but it appears to be total strangers... wtf
fren says... oh... so ur BB come find u with his fren and 2 gals he dunno and first met la... haha so funny.... again im stunned tio... didnt even realised this simple fact...

i gave fren no face...
he says i make whole thing gan ga... wth... r u trying to repeat someone's mistake again?
dunno why... fren doesnt seems to be the fren i used to noe...
he wasnt lidat... but guess... ppl changed...
another one agreed with me... seems like im nt thinking too much for this...

he says dun give up on fren...
i say its nt my problem anymore... wo bu guan...
i say sorry to fren... hope he accept... and i zip my mouth frm now on...

he tot tt coming to visit me at work with royce was to make me happy...
i understand tt and i tot tt i would gradually get over with it...
but tt 2 zha bo spoils everything...
i get angrier and moodier instead...
dun ask me why... its nt jealousy... i dun care tt 2 zha bo... looks like despos to me only...
i can tell u all... all i feel is WTH and SIAN...
and the angry mood comes fast enuff...

blame me for direct blame me for bad temper...
i only noe i do things according to my mood my preference...
i just do wad i wan to do...

i noe u r trying to make me happier...
but dear...
just the wrong ppl and the wrong time...

i keep seeing despos everywhere...
just encounter a guy who gift me a jumbo lychee martini followed by a request for number...
i turned him down even though we drank finish all de martini... (haiz...)
then today i saw 2 zha bo trying to jio a fren...
wth...
but think think... im one too?
haha... im so super-duper moody and sian...

i wonder how am i really able to get happy... but im really happy for the instant when eating royce...
mum dad bro says its nice...
and im eating happily too...

i have to say sorry on my part...
i can start to see how unreasonable i get frm thinking over today's incident...
i just dunno how i act lidat...
zzzz.... the once in a while de xiao jie pi qi acts up le...

wednesday, 9th may 2007

woah~ lack of updates sia...
yeah... i been pretty lazy after getting back from chalet...

had a wonderful time during chalet...
will get pictures upload real soon ^^

day 1:
- meet weijie karin kimsua at BL market to buy de BBQ stuffs
- took train from BL to pasir ris for 1 hr
- bought somemore stuffs at PR NTUC
- check in at 2
- ate mac
- played 6 hrs of monopoly with wj and karin
- played until i richest
- banker went bankrupt
- the rest of the gals reached at 11 plus
- alvin reach at 4am+

day2:
- slept till 1+ coz damn tired
- marinating of BBQ food
- BBQ time
- went a stroll at the beach
- mac chatting coz cannot fall aslp
- left de chalet at 5am+ with yh and xq

after de chalet... went dear hse...
watched him slp... i slp too... had to recover de lost slping time i had in chalet...
then dear went to work...
i slacked at home waiting for him...
watched d.gray man whole day sia...
also slacked whole day at home on monday...
just slack slack slack...

bought a shirt of bee's discount at BPP ytd...
present for 2-mth anniversary wif dear...
gave it to BB today...
look more si wen to me... must wear more old liao la... ^^

happy 2-mth le wor BB~
love you~

wednesday, 2nd april 2007

its 3rd liao... coz its past 1.30am... lolx...

anyways... today event is... skip a lecture...
coz its free attendance so nvm...
and its stupid and boring to go for a one hr lecture...

dear hse... kfc at jp... then movie for spiderman 3...

i nv watched spiderman 1 and 2...
but the story is pretty straightforward...
easy to understand...
the fighting scene is pretty good and exciting...
one part makes me almost cry though...
when spidey's aunt thinks of his uncle's past thing...
so touching... sobx...

tml finally can get pay frm valerie lo... havwe to go vivo somemore... zzz...
and its only 100+ sia... sure + confirm + guarantee + chop = not enuff for whole mth...
haiz... poor me...

dear~i miss u~muackz~

tuesday, 1st may 2007

gt a mahjong session at taima hse...
players are me taima er ge n mr lee...
desmond and meow meow cant play though...
ended de game at ard 3 plus...
after that went je kbox to fetch dear alan ray for supper/breakfast...

mr lee might be too tired... keep driving wrong directions... lolx...
waited at macdonalds while the trio took one hr to finish their cleaning...

ate prata at NUS there...
rained heavily... kena drenched by the rain splashing in sia...
cold......

finish eating... mr lee send us home one by one... haha...

slp at dear's hse until he went for work... papa drove me home also...

*****
haiz... i cut my own fringe coz its poking my eyes and its irritating when i sweat on my forehead...
however... the result turn out bad... i cut too short and not straight...
besides the fringe is too thick i do not noe how to thin it...
think its time for another rebonding le... my last rebond is almost losing its holding power...

money money... can get pay frm valerie tml le...
but... 100+ only... think can only tahan for 2 mths... lolx...

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