after school, went to balestier with mom to work first day at hazel's office as part time admin clerk...
she's gonna teach me filing, data entry, and accounts soon... hope to learn more...
after tt, take bus 143 with stupid mom and sit on that stupid bus for 1 and a half hr... dotz dotz...

watch One Liter Of Tears on SCV today, poor aya gt diagnosed with some problematic brain dysfunction disease at a age of 15... the ending of the drama will be rapid deteriorating of muscles function and then death... truely she died within a year...
today's episode had a story which she told abt her father, made me teared abit...
aya's father has been changing jobs, working now and then, he has been a watchmaker, admin worker, tailor etc... nv been able to hold onto a job industry for long... it was until some yrs later that he was willing to taker over her grandfather's tofu shop and live his life happily as a tofu shop owner...
wat she means is that... ppl make lots of detours and shortcuts in life, to attain their ambition and goals, however, ppl will actually realise their true goals in life after making a long journey, having lots of life experience... thus, ppl shld take a break occasionally, leave urself away frm daily routines, try and enjoy life... since we r still young, live out and burn out ourselves, only then we will noe wat we actually wan for our life...
we have been slogging for studies and monies, its truely a time that we took a break and relax... time does nt really matters, as there is nothing such as wasted...

ah ha!! think i found back my tear glands le... SCV is airing 1 Litre of Tears today... this drama 100% can make ppl cry like hell... wat i need is this kind of show now le...

dunno why takanori-san from T.M. Revolution suddenly become a vocal for the new band Abingdon Boys School... some sort of music like Uverworld... new single: Innocent Sorrow... nt bad though...

today routine: wake up, eat, go sch, go JP eat LJS with jiani, home, watch TV, talk on phone, eat, bath, here i am, and later TV and slp... one day with no much excitement...

where has the excitement gone? so damn boring... any form of entertainment will do... haiz... think abt last time, used to frequent zouk and madam wong de... now... no money anywhere also cannot go...

really looking forward to my bdae... means im 19... no more sweet eighteen... is smart nineteen... yeah... gotta be more smarter and noe wats gd for me wats nt.... but then... telling lijun aka laikuan to be smarter... i think win lottery is easier...

search through my cupboard... woah... i gt 3 magazines haven read... deathnote vol 3 to 12 haven read... d. gray man 8 haven read... gintama 11 & 12 haven read also.... so i just bought tons of comics and books and i have nt touched them for... 1 mth plus i think...
wat the hell am i so busy with these days? i cant rmb wat im busy with... im still the same old lijun aka laikuan... but maybe nt the same old one anymore.... seriously my mindset abt things have changed greatly... all thks to someonessssss..... alot of ppl actually... lolz...

chatted alot of jiani today... told her my everything... ers... just think tt im sick of being alone... always constantly need frens ard me... but then... i wanted to be alone... coz im sick of faces or watever shit... but then... also hope tt someone can share all my f***ing problems...

all i need is money now.... money can do wonders... lolx... :D
sian...

sometimes... just have to wonder...
no matter how much u like tt person, if he doesn't have any feelings back for u, no point hanging on rites??
ya, to me is lidat de....
put down - heartbreak - cried - relieved - reborn
better life awaiting for me... i have to go and achieve tt...

gt a really happy msg frm brudda des today... he ask me wat i wan for my bdae... so direct ar... i like i like... haha...
think here think there, i wan clothes, so friday meet him then go pick tgt...
hmm.... think i will get enuff hongbao frm my relatives and aunties uncles...
so i wan clothes for my bdae.... lots and lots of clothes okayyy??? haha
plus.... im nt S size so plz dun bother buy anything S for me....

suppose to meet up, but then he's tired so watsoever, in the end just meet up joanne at bugis... had my eyes cued on Anna Sui Secret Wish... her colleague could get 40% off for me on the spot... woah... i getting tt with my next pay liao... hehe...
after tt go meet up taima... wanted to go PS to see meiwah... but she go off early le... so eat LJS... and some tiramisu ice-cream... then go home...

one day passed like this...

hmmm... suddenly rmb this... i wan a whole bdae cake wor!!!
blueberry cheesecake or chocolate cake also can.... pls!!!
i will be extremely grateful and happy!!!

haiz... lately been having a hectic lifestyle, dun even have time to play my final fantasy 12... been sort of lazy though....
something's wrong with meiwah and fuming... if fuming doesnt wan to save himself... theres nth i can do too...

argh... dunno wat to write... im so stressed up!!!

by the way, i changed a new blogskin, edited some posts for grammar and spelling mistakes, and im publishing my blog to everybody... so frens if u happen to see my blog, pls leave ur footprints in the chatterbox kkz?? thks very much...

oh dear.. and its 4am now... cant slp though... insomnia acting up again...
meiwah nv called ar... think she afraid of pulling me into all the troubles... but really im nt afraid of troubles... everything's fated... and fate says im gg to help fuming.... i will be able to... if nt, then means he gotta take care of himself...

my pay is 450, and i left 150 now... and its just the first day of my payday!!!! dotz dotz gonna eat grass for the rest of the mth le....

argh!!!! yufen if u see this pls contact me!!!!
for god sake's SIA is conducting a career talk and interview at SP!!! on 29th Nov!!!
now there are a few problems... mega problems...
firts, my lesson ends at 1 tt day... i dun intend to wait until 3.30 lo....
second, i wan go work tt day at balestier... clear all the admin duties that are piled up like a hill...
third, look at ME!!! yes! i have standard height of 1.65m, but i dun have standard weight lah!!! droopling arms... flabby stomachs.... thick waist.... ugly hair.... chubby face.... argh!!!!!!!!!!!!
there goes my chances of being and SIA stewardess..... im screwed.....

i wan to mati la...... nonononono..... i wan to be stewardess..............
haiz....

next, wanna tell ur abt my 19th (20th) birthday wishes...
first, i wan to earn back the money i lost, esp 3000 and above....
second, i must by hook by crook obtain my driving license by this yr....
third, i must try nt to pon ten so much lessons...
fourth, i must learn hard to fall asleep and wake up in time...
fifth, must work more, more money!
sixth, must make more frens, more sociable = more network...
seventh, will find a guy that LOVES me ONLI!!!!
eighth, revamp my wardrobe, more beautiful clothes, pretty makeup and skincares and comics!! ninth and last, HK! Genting! Taiwan! Australia! Europe! must start my first backpacking trip!!
soooooooooooooooooo.... yeah!!! wishes = targets.... must fulfilled and will fulfilled.....!!!

i finally bought my FINAL FANTASY 12 today at JP at a price of $82!!!
first hands-on experience: wow wow wow!!! the graphics, CGs, are all very nice, although the battle system proves to be challenging and the monsters are hard to kill...

after that went to work, yansheng exchange his samurai x whole set with my dragon ball gt part 3... hoho... will have lots of things to play and spend at home le...

well... maybe nt... mama helped me found a admin job at her boss' workplace somewhere in balestier... one week can there once or twice to do filing, cheques duties etc... one mth will get 200 and higher... nine west will continued on sats and suns... hoho... tt will mean i will have more money... but less time for play and study lo.... dun care... money is impt...

today my tutor said this in class... money is nt everything, money is the ONLY thing... haha... she's damn rite lo... money can buy anything, including happiness...

on the way to work, mao mao called... asked me how i wanna celebrate my bdae... dotz i really dunno... presents wat i wan... dotz i also dunno... coz i already gt my ff12... i had enuff for the moment le... so i say let me think... in the end i decided to go taka shop clothes... as well as used up the 20 taka voucher tt i got on the annual dinner... he says... can... well... but actually again ar... think here think there... i dun need presents lah, i gt everything le lo... i just need money!!! so frens out there, if u wan buy presents for me, no need lah, i just wan money, give me angpao can le, hohoho...

presently wat i says all throw into the rubbish bin kkz? i really cant do wat i say out... dotz dotz... cant put down still cant put down...

okie... and i haven do my PPP paper for MA2 yet... and i haven gone for that sickening tutorial yet since sch started... eh... if i failed this agin... im expelled frm sch le... haha... like i say dun care first... lolz....

gg to get busy real soon le lo... sch... work... all those regular shits that u have to do everyday...
meow meow jie say my entries write until very blur... i go read myself... quite true also... haha...
okie okie... i will revamp my blog into a very pretty blog with tagboard and graphics soon...
and very soon i will open the address to everybody bah... ermmm... see first...

today also boring... late for work... then complain everything to yansheng... all he say is 'be good to urself more'... ah... true fren ar... then desmond say... 'up to u, as long as dun regret can le'... ar... best brudda too... but for me... i dunno wat to do... but since i initiate the whole thing le... there's no turning back le lo....

hence, for the remaining days to 2007, i will be a gd gal and nt have anymore this kind of stupid relationship shit gg on again...

*** the whole paragraph has been taken away...
p.s. to yufen... i hoped i have nt let u down...

work, home, KFC, home...

went to work today, saw the patent black GUESS? bag that i wanted... $149.90... so ex leh... but was very pretty and chic and cool... must ren....
today the valuators come our hse... they will be compensating us $184,600... woah... mum promised me and wingwing each of us had a TV set and Hi-Fi Set and a jp-styled bed and a cool tinted glass wardrobe... wahaha... i wan a ps3 too... but she say... buy urself...
gg to buy ff12 tml le... cant tahan... hands so itchy... need soemthing to frustrate on.... need something to spend time and divert away my attention... ned something to make me stay at home... need something to make me nt think of anything else...
and tts gonna be my ff12... haha..
i say gd bye, take carez, love ya...
i say maybe i loved u nt deep enuff, tts why i lost u, forgive my selfish for breaking tt promise, wish u happiness. take carez...
im gonna stop... at him... no point...
next yr... plz come quickly...
bdae... plz come... i wan to perk up my life...
and lastly, gd bye dear...

haha... hehe... hoho...
had my heart broken into pieces...
and broke that promise...

anyways, im looking forward to my great 19th bdae...
hope i can really get hld of my fabulous Final Fantasy 12 soon...
its the only game that can keep me at home ... no need go out... no need spend money...

time to concentrate on wat im having now...
no use holding on to things that doesnt belongs to me...
im a stupid who falls deep... but im also an clever who gets out quickly... trust me... haha...

but then, love him, bye bye, take carez...

today is chenghui's bdae!!!
went to celebrate with her tgt with vl and karin... watch STEP UP at the cathay... a nice movie... the music... the dance are so nice... hip hop infused with modern dance... very groovy... gonna get a STEP UP soundtracks soon...
after movie go eat Secret Recipe coz all the other restaurants was packed with pple....

tml still gotta go meet him early in the morning and then to sentosa for the rest of the day... haiz... extreme tired lo...

laikuan aka lijun is nt meant to be trifled with!!!!
mao mao... how dare u bully and fu yan me.... i will hang pig head on ur hse!!!!
ehs... think to think... im the pighead bah... ers... dun care le... im pissed and frustrated now...

here are some photos meant to be uploaded...
















me and qx at marina swensens celebrating my bdae...
was yellowish coz i nv turn on the flash...















taima and chenghui behind the us dollar swensens menu...














grp photo...

dunno wat happen to my pc, cant log in to blogger le...
then have to update my entries in sch, missed out on uploading the photos, esp those frm mun ying's bdae de... haha...

he pangseh me again on friday... then saturday also missed me out on my lunch time... only manage to see me awhile after my work on sunday...

went quarreling with my mama again on friday... coz i die die wanna go joanne's hse to play mahjong with voon ling they all... she die die wont allow and i die die went out of the hse... so cold war until now... haiz....

actually met for movie de lah... in the end no timeslot available at bugis... go eat hawker then play arcade... one day passed lidat... sian wor... i wan to watch movie... so sian... si bei sian ar...

can i go eat roti prata?

today nv went sch.... juz kinda slept through coz last nite nv slp tt well...
he said he will choose me, but now i think all are lies, haha, i can live well alone... although had once wished that a person will be there for me... but it isn't him....

went to vivo to watch sinking of japan with jia ni today.... talked alot with her... eaten thai express again and had a cup of caramel latte at white dog cafe... she die die wan to take a picture with the snow man....

sinking of japan... give it a rate of 3.5 over 5 bah... visual effects nt tt stunning... storyline quite boring.... dotz dotz.... of all of this kind of genre of movie i like armageddon best... only bruce willis know how to act well to make ppl cry... lolx...

have to chiong financial planning by tonite... coz intend to skip friday afternoon lecture... finish fast also gd...

ytd went to vivo again to watch DEATHNOTE with desmond.. bought a DIVA necklace for 10 dollars... although noe their necklace is nt silver and will tarnished damn fast... still cant stop the urge to buy it... coz its so pretty and alluring!!

after the movie (hate yagami love L!!!), desmond very fast fast lend me 150 dollars.. so grateful to him... although he say can very very slow return him bad, think i give him back 50 dollars evry mth bah...

also went to his hse before meeting desmond at vivo, pass him the ring that i bought for him, it was supposed to be the parting gift, but then, aiya things turn out to be more and more complicated...

then it was at nite... he couldn't get through to M, and then they were broke up again.... haiz... how long r they gg to keep this kind of shit gg on?

then today morning... think they meet up and reunited again (coz he msged me through M's 2nd phone), and then all was well, until at nite lidat suddenly call me, say he cannot tahan michelle cheat him again and again, wanted to meet me tml to pass her things back to her... wat the hell happen again... no eyes see...

turn out M was nt cheating him, just low batt, she nv go out with J, then he gt all serious say he die die wan M to choose between him and J... M might nt choose him after all has happened...

wat the hell, knowing mao mao michelle and pearly has indeed made me more frens la... but they r a problematic sort lah... and then their problems are so 'fantastic' that u can filmed into some sort of drama with high viwer ratings somemore...

and it was him, i make the most difficult promise in my life, wat the hell was i thinking i also dunno.... haiz... sian.... hope tml is a gd day after gg out with jia ni bah...

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