new games on my DS!

Time Hollow

Millionaire heir: Mystery Case

Dragon Quest 4

From The Abyss

Sim City Creator

just playing DS can keep me at home and not go out for 2 weeks, heh heh~
going to collect my Acer Aspire One tml lo!

new job coming up, but im nt gonna work till mid-oct!
hohoho~ play play slp slp eat eat...

i can not spend a single cents just staying at home, im saving up my every penny!!
just that im fats are accumulating~

and well, even money runs out, BB says he will yang wo yi bei zi... hoho~

gonna get my new laptop soon... will power it up so i can play PI Story...

and...

my 21st coming in 3 months...
im not thinking of wad celebration should i have, or wad kind of gifts i will receive...
anyway, all these years i have never receive any good presents la... and after childhood times, no more nice celebration also la...

oh ya, im thinking, wad have i achieve for 21 years?

wad have ppl achieve for 21 years?

im still thinking, so, to be continue la...

sweet~ no working days = slack at home = eat home de = no need spend money
swee~~~~~

few highlights...

now, i really regret not gg to misia concert, totally sian diao when i heard the critics on the radio and newspapers...

one podder says : it rocks.

IF I NOE THAT THE GST OFFSET IS COMING (actually my fault, i forgotten), I WOULD HAVE PAID FOR ME AND BRO'S TICKET AND WENT!

slap myself. i wanna die.

next, now that i finally finish sch, im lazy to work...
i got lot of programmes coming up.
10 oct ~ 13 oct: BB's bdae at downtown east chalet
9 nov: ma's bdae and my chinese bdae too, we are gg to genting to roll it out.
3 dec: my bdae~ i wan to slack for a week.

so, play or work. i dunno.

today, we had crabs dinner at the ang mo kio avenue 2 crab restaurant, aka mellben restaurant.
it just got renovated. those small stalls that used to sell other food got bought over by mellben boss and the whole stall is his now.

anyway, the food is greater today. and ppl are queue-ing up for 2 hrs.
but we no need queue~~ wahaha!
why? bcoz the guy who's cooking that famous chilli crab in the kitchen is my 表叔... aka my ma's cousin lo...
not only he reserve 2 tables for us in the busy weekend, he even design our menus for us specially!
quite expensive, but eat until shuang la!

the menus are: chilli crab, pepper crab. beehoon crab, fried tofu, bamboo shoot with scallop, steamed red garoupa and herb chicken with sea cucumber (also mini man tou).

no pictures sorry, got one actually, a picture of how big is that pincer... but i lazy to upload... lol...
use ur imagination ba, it's as big as that plate that they serve.

yum yum, we are full, sooo full...

going to watch the last few episodes of Fated To Love You (finally!)... then continue to search for potential buffet caterers tml...

tada!

Currently.........

feeling insecure?
yes, i am.

feeling grumpy?
yes, i am?

feeling unhappiness?
yes, i am.

feeling weak?
yes, i am.

feeling uncertainties?
yes, i am.


im wondering why i have so many negative feelings recently...

i just had a dream from my afternoon nap...
i dreamt that it was first day of school in uni...
and the teacher blast out my name 'WAN LAI KUAN U NV PAY FOR UR SCH FEES GO OUT AND PAY NOW!!!!'

frightening.

its more frightening than those blood-thirsty vampire, chasing dinosaurs, huge tsunami dreams that i used to have.

even when in dream, im still worrying for money.

kns.

i should be happy and contented and satisfied.

these few days, i received my results. i passed!
i received the GST offset package, additional $75!
and more, i received my ettusais hamper of $50 worth of facials, from CLEO!
the first time ever i won something from CLEO after participating in so many of their sms contests.

but good luck ends.
dun u think tt whenever gd luck comes, the bad luck is waiting at ur doorsteps.
but, when bad luck is in the hse, good luck is waiting to take over.

it always happens to me.


why am i feeling insecure and uncontented and having uncertainties?
further studies.

yeap, the first time ever i attended sim open hse. im stirred.
feeling so excited can, like a kid pulling BB's shirt all over the place to scour for brochures and informations.
thinking back, when im choosing secondary school and poly, i nv attended open hse.

i wan to continue study.
a diploma can suffice now? NO.

but i wan to continue study, wad if the same thing happens in poly happens again?
thanks to jia ni, she keep encouraging me and she's the only one will ever do.

my frens? nah, one say no need study so much i got this i got that. the others? they are already in uni.
my family? they always have no money de la.

and, if i wan to study, i gotta do it now.
1 and a half yr, once and for all.
but, 18k in one shot, where can i find it?

and worse, im not given a chance to even have half a yr to prepare the money or wad.
theres only one intake per yr, starting january every yr.
and the next intake, closing date for applications ending on 25 oct.

i need 6k upon acceptance.
i only got 1k now.

wad? wan to chid me for not working hard enuf rite?
save ur words.
im beta off for not asking a single cents from parents. tsk.

but now, im thinking of borrowing money from BB's papa le.
my parents are just kinda 'worthless' when it comes to money.
or it just me. 'worthless' regarding money that concerns me. blah.

6k, pls pop out. at least just tahan for the opening sem. i will get a job for the 2nd and 3rd sem.

next, why am i feeling grumpy and unhappy?

okay, time of the month. grumpy of course.
and then, i cant score the job i wan.

no calls. or just calls that says 'we need experience de oh~'
if i got the experience, i wun be knocking on ur door, miss.

yea, i wan to go into the shipping line, but its all experience experience.
if i gotta study, i beta just find a chop chop part time. zzz.

im confused. wad shld i choose?
its critical. its the last.

a full time study, to be completed in 1.5 yrs, 18k of school fees.

a part time study, to be completed in 2 yrs, 16k of sch fees.

which one will ya choose?

DIPLOMA AWARDED

hehehehehehe, after 4 long yrs, i finally passed my diploma...
to think i really dragged but sustained through these difficult periods of times...
times where i got lousy results...
times where i have lousy classmates...
times where i failed in my course...
times where i appeal shamefully...
times where i really pick up my butt to go and study for the final sem...

this time, its really my final sem...

i had PASS.

sometimes, i really cannot take it but to shake my head and had a bitter laugh.

but were you guys, and me, doing when we are 15 years old?

me, im studying everyday on weekdays, occassionally sleeping during recess time, after lessons go for usual band practices or go mama shop to eat maggi mee with fen, the tuition again.

i look thrgh my v cutie brother's blog.
and his frens.
his frens de frens.
his frens de frens de frens.

tell u all, the 90's-after kids nowadays 太恐怖了...

even from where my blog started, i do write abt heart matters...
but not till the extend of grieving la, digging my heart out, and cry until my eyes blind that sort.
nor do i write abt a guy with sooooo much feelings, so much literature.

kids nowadays, they are almost 感情泛滥.

wads tt? if ur chinese are up to a kind of standard, u noe wad i mean.

and i have been asking him why hasnt he blog abt his japan trip, he said 'actually not v fun la'.
wa, kns!
i haven even got the chance to relate a foreign place as not much fun la~

i just chatted with my BB over the phone minutes ago that 'BB, when we dun have money, but we feel to wan to have a place away from home and stay few days out of home, we book chalet stay ba, ur mama help book only 35 dollar for 4 days straight only.'

we agreed on that. well, i wun be stupid yet to spend thousands on holidays nor other fili-falei things...

money must be saved.

on saturday, me and BB went to SIM open house...
woah!
saw yanhui, or rather she saw me faster...
paisei ar yanhui, ur fren here 慢三拍... lol...

and she told me someone is late, hor hor...

anyway we went for the briefing by UOL...
its v er, according to BB, quite boring...

we left before the speaker finish...

then we went ard to collect brochures...

after tt went yio chu kang to meet with BB's bunkmates to go gabriel hse celebrate his bdae.

happy 21st bdae mj kaki!

but quite sad, alot ppl pangseh his celebrations...
but but but...
it doesnt stop from 'ppl' having fun...
in fact, its dirty fun... LOL

gabriel's doggy, Fido (a golden retriever which is v frenly and v cute) has power tail whips!

BB's bunkmate, dianyan, had a good puke that night.

followed by princess-carry from their ex-sir wee ping.

and, lastly, dianyan woke up from his hangover and said to BB ' sherman, 下次我去你家吐'
chua tio ar!

but BB's bdae will be chalet (most likely), u can puke all u wan and slp all u wan :D

sunday, mj at BB's hse with poly gang, shaoxiang chong alan.

faster inform them must come BB's bdae chalet too...
and they say no problem!
lol, my BB de face really v big...
even me i dun even can guarantee i an have a big bunch of frens to celebrate altogether.

after tt rush home to eat dinner, mid autumn dinner.

tml and tuesday, BB off~ hoho...

*i wan to eat cheesecake.
goodwork park's mango mooncake is real yummy, i ate one whole piece, sinful!*

i have not blogged for days... so unlike me...

but too bad, its bcoz im busy working ot everyday and playing my fav harvest moon everynite...

but working is too much a toll now, i only have half and hr to play my ds and im soothed to slp..

dead-beaten tired... im actually forced to gave up on my ds just to have a gd slp...

abt my new job...

this is the ever first job that can keep me wide awake from 9am to 9pm, without having a slpy worm attack me...
work is tedious, fast-paced, busy...
but the busy keep me alive and awake and not boring...

i like this job... lots of ot...
lots of experience gained...
lots of new frens and colleagues...
lots of monies....

i need monies...
look at why i needa monies...

1. lots of bdaes coming up
- the prezzies are making me crazy!!!

2. my teeth
- i just spend 170 dollars to fill my corroded teeth
- i gotta save 1200 to make 2 teeth crown for my corroded teeth

3. my bdae trip
- as much as its just only malaysia, a few hundred bucks is still needed to go

4. return ppl
- i still owe taima that 100 bucks for ever~~~
- i dun even rmb how much money i took from BB, i just gotta return him bit by bit

5. study fees and loans
- that 5000 dollar poly loan and yet to be repaid fully
- my uni fees for next yr

5. my fav buys
- shopping expenses, nv to be missed

ppl are lidat, u earn, u spend.
when can we ever saved lots and lots in this society?
NEVER.

updates for the week:
- wall-e and vivo and night safari on saturday (refer to my boy's blog for little review)
- shoe-shopping on monday with fen
- a date with the dentist on tuesday evening
- OTs on wednesday
- OTs on today

tml... it will be ot, shopping, blah blah blah...

i dun have a life?
nah.
no money, no life.

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Lijun. Laikuan. 20+ years old. Attached to Sherman BB. Presently studying and slacking.

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Nintendo DS Lite. Anna Sui Wish. Kanebo Eye Glitter. Nokia 6280. Nine West shoes. Coach Carryall. LG KF350 Pink Ice Cream Phone. Coastal Scents 88-Color Palette.

Holidays around the world. Backpacking. Tiffany/Cartier Ring. Playstation 3. Final Fantasy 13. Kingdom Hearts 3. ROM 2009/2010. and lots of Clothes, Shoes, Bags and Moolahs~.

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