blogging time lo~

recently... this 4 phrases keep appearing in my mind...
like a song... here it goes...

i am a big fat pig
LALALA~
i like to eat eat eat
LALALA~
i like to slp slp slp
LALALA~
i was a big fat pig
HAHAHA~

the first 3 phrases is like the present me lo...
but soon the 4th phrase will be for the future me... haha~

will be kinda busy these few days...
first... im moving house in 12 days!
and i haven even start packing la~
really wished to get one day off from work to do the packing and stuffs...
but i paisei to ask from super... lol~

anyway my new room is fantastic~
(my wingwing didi say de la, he say his look like eew~~)
like me describe describe lo...
coz i haven gone up there before to see... busy working nia...
i rmb i had a wall painted plum satin (pinkish purple)...
then de other walls were painted contrasting light yellow...
then my 5-feet long full height cupboard was laminated striped-grey-black...
with sand-blasted glass too as courtesy from papa...
my ceiling light is of spiral 6-round-bulbed design... v pretty and stylo~
had a string-curtain at my corridor...
feel like...my room is so oriental~
going to buy a chinese standing lamp soon...keke~

second, me and BB's anniversary is also coming in 12 days time!
aka same day when i move house...
so maybe will celebrate one day in advance...
although i said the moon river shirt is for both valentine and anniversary occasions la...
but i already tot of wad to buy for anni le...
in case BB see my blog... i dun write first... hoho~
i can only say... its something gd for ur brain workout~

upcoming is for this 2 events la...
soon maybe will go malaysia since now got abit money lo...
my pay is every 2 weeks...
so it seems like i haven spend finish my last pay the next pay already come le...

since april will be going back to sch...
maybe will talk it out with them to extend my contract... haha...
honestly... hate full time job... v sian...
its not like everytime got work to do...
it feels so fulfilling and envy when i see my seniors having their desk FULL of papers and contracts...
now for me... my work seems to decreasing liao...
maybe dun work here lo...
go find another one...
i really wan a job that got many things to do... coz time flies faster la...

jia ni have been introducing me into de construction sector...
first its booming... next lack of ppl...
but advise from mr lee is that it will die down in 3 yrs time... even his father lso sy close down the company soon to go retiring...

construction booms bcoz of IR... so after IR... eat wad?
also correct la... haha...
but jia ni's company is de top construction co in sg... her table is full of papers~ so im envy again... and her pay is wah~! and she got namecard too...

namecard at her age leh... but graduate and not even 21 yet... -.-

and ya too... her 21st bdae coming... maybe buy swarovski for her...
thinking she deserve that anot... coz she deserves more...
but ar... help ur oldest fren here think think... i poor leh~ lol...
ya... among all frens... she and i knew each other all de way back PAP kindergarden lo... haaa...

ok... finish blogging... go work lo~

SIAN!!!

no doubt i was quite thrilled when BB mentioned buying DS to me...
not that im a big DS fan la...
de games are so-so but...
first time BB say wan buy a ex gift for me mah...

if i really wan to play DS games.. i can dig all de more rpg kinds de also...
i can kill time when im bored also...

but... all crashed when timo's wanting back de psp liao...
so BB will have to buy another PSP when he's bored in camp...
PSP games also cant attract me...
they have little rpg and most of it i played already...

or maybe i shouldnt wan a console liao la...
just concentrate on ps3 lor...
but still... kena felt like poured cold water... zzz...

watched L change de world with jia ni on friday...
so sad when L's back view disappeared from the sun... lol...
nv expected that Near was a thai... tot he is ang moh like in the comic...
waited for the song to sing finish... just for one more scene... zzz...
alot of the other audience also waited for high hopes sia... much to our disappointment... alot yelled 'chey~' then walked out... i started first though... lol...

dun like bugis cinema... so low... and got a rubbish smell... the floor is filled with rubbish la...

bought another 3 episodes of saint seiya~
let BB bring in camp to see also...
pure fighting comic like dragon ball...
i like~ lol...

bought a esprit white blouse... 50% off...
so $19.95 only...
cheap and gd material... so fast fast buy liao...

just got pay and i spend like 100 dollars?
gotta eat on just 100 dollar for de next 2 weeks lo...

im feeling... sadded now... wet blanket... zzz

im so happy im so glad~
that i nv struck lottery~

see another doctor again...
32 dollars fly~

anyway... if anyone read de lianhe zhaobao ytd...
jack neo criticized my favourite steven chow's CJ7 of copying his I'm Not Stupid...
TOTALLY ABSURD!
anyone who reads this sure noes jack neo is cooking up stories...
coz as simple: steven chow dun even noe u small fry! hahaha~

critics sure have their judgment for giving jack neo's movie half a star while giving steven chow's 4 stars...
while i think these 2 shows are not the funniest movie of the year...
though i'll still give thumbs up to steven chow... haha~

now waiting for: 300 spartans~

its not gd to be struck with MC... headaches... sudden fever... cough... and phlegm...
and for 2 weeks
i once tot i might be pregnant... lol...
but the possibility is zero (-.-)...
and fever and cough are not signs of pregnancy...

i once tot i had dengue... but i had no rashes...

its been 2 weeks...
and for 2 weeks i had not been feeling well everyday...

i missed money although work's forever boring...
why am i sick?

i think i found my call...
arts in mass comm...
decided on SIM-RMIT...
2 and half yrs... 27K round up...
its part time with evening studies... so maybe i can continue work on and off... resting whenever i wan... haha...

most zhen dian for mass comm at RMIT...
its mostly individual project work... hoho... perfect for me...

by the time i should finish my studies... i think i would be lao kok kok liao... haha...

money money money...
forecasted i shall spent alot these few months...
unpaid poly sch fees...
new additions to my new room...
malaysia getaway in april...
BB's fren getting married in april (angbao money)...
c&p chalet in may...

i wish to struck 4D right now...

im feeling.... wasted right now ;)

thanks to many who shows their concern...
appreciated ^^...
anyways im fine... BB's fine too... we are one happy couple waiting for our one yr anni again~
BB even come to fetech me from home to go jp eat xiaolongbao and watch Jumper...
any one normal day but it just feel sweeter to have him take care of me when my sickness is still down... lots of kisses lots of hugs...

but still...
im still angry at the ppl...
dogs and his cousin... maybe a little bit of his father...
i beta say abit of wad happen so i will always rmb this thing...

in case to some ppl, it may sounds like a small thing... but it offends me lots...

ytd... as always i was at BB hse slacking... but in addition i was sick with sudden fever and headaches...
i was constantly wriggling coz i dun feel comfortable... hence if something keeps harrassing me... i get irritated easily... here it goes...

BB's cousin, guojun, bring his gf over to BB's hse for mj... with their dog too...
as i always dun encourage couples on the same mj table... this couple keeps like to play on the same table...
so wad happens when both are playing de same game? the dog.
so the dog is left running ard de hse with shit and urine.
wads worse, its a make dog which is NOT CUT OFF.

i also wanted to play too, BB's uncle and mama also wans to play..
so naturally we open another game on the floor table...
dunno why THIS FUCKING IDIOT DOG keeps coming up to me, climb on my hand and body, and rub his FUCKING DOG DICK on me.
sounds gross? its v gross, and nevertheless, offending.
mind u, even though it sounds ok la~ its only a dog, im a gal ok.
and more angry, de dog owner are happily playing mj, and BB's poor mother have to help to shield me from the dog with cushion, hence getting her hands scratched and bitten...
it totally spoils my mood, i lost 20 dollars..

i dun mind losing.. im just so fucking angry...
ur dog has totally no manners, keep shitting and urinating and go sexually harrass ppl? u think tts is funny is cute? go to hell with ur dog plz.
i have absolutely no love for dogs. i have no compassion for u dog-lovers either.
im realistic. since u dog-lovers are so compassionate for dogs, why cant u shown ur compassion and love for those poor orphans and elderlys instead? u cant even care for all de humans, yet u wan to care for a stupid dog?
and even if u love dogs so much, can u just plz fucking take care of ur stupid dog?
leaving it go and dirty other ppl's hse..
theres also female dog but u dun wan buy, go and buy a male dog and yet nv make it CUT OFF, 你就是天生下贱 lor!

more, absolutely disappointed with BB's father this time..
nv did he ask his nephew to take care of his dog when its harassing me, when i say to guojun ' i will let u see flying dog if u still dun come take care of it ar', his dad actually say 'oei, shh'... meaning cannot say lidat to other ppl's dog...

i dun care wad golden dog u r, next time i will just send u and ur dog flying...

all angry, i ended de game early coz i cant stand de stupid ppl breathing de same air with me anymore...
i keep pouring my scolds on BB...
i noe he's not happy for me saying his family... but who cares??

at home, i call him up to chat, talk this issue again... suddenly i cannot help it anymore, i felt so much like crying, i just cut short de talk, and called up yufen to cry...
tts it... cries and msn thereafter...
on msn, i changed my nick naturally...
im stupid like hell, why should i bother so much when u didnt even cared for de bit...

here it goes, the more i think, de more angry i am...
wad are u doing when de dog is harassing me, i asked...
he says, im lazy to stand up and carry de dog away and i dun like to carry dogs...
see this, i appear offline to cry...
come on, who doesnt when u receive answers like this...
im ur gf and u just let ur cousin's fucking dog lidat do that to me, and carries it off as lazy dun wan to move...
he called me thrice, but i nv pick up, resume my talk on msn again...
i told him, yufen broke up her ex 4 yrs later coz of his buay auto.. i dun wan to waste 4 yrs like her...
and he said, so afterall u mean i wasted ur time?
see this, i cried again... who doesnt?
if i meant that he wasted my time, why do i still need to go after him one yr ago, to fool him ard or fool myself?
then moments later, i make it to him that, u r right, we should really think that if we are de ones really meant for each other before getting married...
haha, these things said by his guy frens... that all honeymoons are gonna end, so it will end...
and i said, u arent gonnna protect me from a dog, how are u going to protect me in the future...

all and all... is my ever first time tgt with him that i will so grey-hearted at him...
his buay zi dong, his insensitive, his lack of self opinion...
i cant marry someone lidat, i cant even be tgt with someone lidat, as much as i dun care abt my mum, i also wun wan her to worry abt me for being with a useless chap...
yesh, for the first time ever, i think that he is a useless fool...

i told him, im beginning to feel tired to always tell u wad to do... always go and guess ur feelings right and force u to say ur true tots, when u dun even appreciated and dun improve...
im just sosososososo tired...

my first time ever, i wanted to say good bye for eternal...

he guessed so my intentions, and asked for chances...
i noe i will forgive him, i will forgive his buay zi dong his childishness...
coz i will absolutely not break up with my love over a fucking dog...

he called me up, promised he will changed...
we cried on the phone tgt...
de mighty laikuan cried ever so bitterly so sadly...

really, he will change (maybe), and no such bad things ever happen again...

so in all, i noe someone might think, chey~ small issue quarrel so big for wad...
just for the childish-thinking ppl, sometimes a small issue had even bigger underlying problems...
left unsolved, its good bye forever...

thinking back, if i would really break up with BB ytd... i will make it to the headlines today for killing a dog and bashing up a couple...
i have broken up my bf, why should i still bother if u r his cousin anot, just beat the crap out of u and ur dog la!

took me half an hr to finish this post... i noe not much ppl will read my blog... probably some close frens, cnp, kepo ppl, and ppl who wans me destroyed...

im nv gonna get destroyed, my life is hard enuff...
i hope sadness nv gets me and BB again...
nth ever...

all in all...
wo zhen de zhen de hen ai hen ai ni...
u said, wo ye zhen zhen de hen ai ni, u r all i had...
u r also all i had...

thanks to fen for hearing my cries...
thanks to fen for being able to understand...
thanks so much for being there when i could turn to no one to cry...
xie xie... ai si ni le...

dun feel like writing wad happen...
coz i am darn sad, angry, disappointed now...
i dun even noe wads gonna happen to me...
mood swings, sickness, all de unhappy things rush up to me at one go...
and i definitely cant imagine wad will happen when we really get married...
suddenly, dreams gone and reality come back...
im tired to tell u wad to do...
coz nobody tell me wad to do...
i will keep my mouth shut...
even i dun wan to...
when i try to have the best for u...
wad i get in return is just caring too much things that is not my business...

maybe i wun get married...
even though i did say i WILL...
coz u r right, we might not be meant for each other afterall...
all is my own wishful thinking...
we should really go and believe that honeymoon periods are gonna end...
even though i dun wan to end...
but ppl say will end so will end...

and...
I HATE DOGS U PPL DUN EVER MENTION DOG TO ME AGAIN OR I WILL BITE U

dear BB,

sorrie i totally spoil today's mood... sick liao still wan go walk ard eat maggie mee drink milk tea then walk shopping... behaving like a worm, wriggle here and there coz im weak and uncomfortable... keep being picky when i noe u wan buy me something but i keep cannot find one... then keep wan eat this and that but suddenly last minute change mind dun wan... then keep suan-ing when i say i dun wan u buy expensive stuff for me but actually pretty things are all expensive... (-.-) and then still have to make u pay for expensive taxi fare to send me home... then u wan to walk allllll de way home...
make u soo soo sooo worried for me...
our first valentine tgt but we nv have a gd celebration... sorrie BB...

so... forgive me... can i eat watermelon and play mahjong?

nth much for this post... just some random puffy face pics...
feeling b.o.r.e.d.

abit lost at wad to blog for my cny things...
the other posts that frens have blog seems so fun and lively...
while de cny parade at my old home in malaysia is soo soo much different from before...

this yr... it was dead-quiet and SIAN...

biggest reason i think is bcoz ah gong is paralyzed and cant move much...
he's always de one who cooked up all de meals and even hold banquets for the relatives...
this yr nobody wan to take up de cooking chores... so ppl just come and go as fast as they can... when there is nth for them to eat... this is what ppl behaves... pathetic la... -.-

then... my youngest aunt's daughter down with heavy fever... gotta send her twice to hospital twice in a nite...
poor baby gal only 6 yrs old... allergic to medicine causes her whole face to swollen like pig's head... kelian kelian...

back to myself... stuck at home for 3 whole days... watch tv eat crackers eat mandarins eat cakes... everywhere also nv go... called BB twice a day... can hear his laughters and mahjong tiles from the background... haiz... while i sian like hell ya...

then back in sg... jammed in malaysia... a usual 7 hrs trip turned into 11 hrs trip... kns...

most horrigible... ang paos money shrink drastically!!!!

reasons bcoz alot of relatives and frens of mama who always give big ang paos like 30 and 50 met up with funerals... all cannot give ang paos... zzz...

of coz... including 2 frens of BB who had to send their father and grandpa away this cny... buddha bless...

had 2 tiffs with BB in 2 days... first tiff due to after i arrive back in sg... call him up to chat and due to a small misunderstanding which i wun elaborate further... coz v paisei... its abit due to mahjong and sms la... haha... mahjong~

then the second one is after watching CJ7 today when going back to his home...
coz bee call BB to tell him that km's papa passed away...
maybe i probe too fiercely when BB says he dun wan to go and offer prayer...
then talk la scold la cry la... then at last i noe BB dun wan go bcoz he dun wan see ppl sad during cny and make him sad too... haiz...
then of coz i must apologize to my BB for this... but hor... BB also must say reason fast fast next time mar...
love u lots BB...

oh ya... watched CJ7 today... not say its a big disappointment la... but it only succeeds as a father and son love, not comedy...
of coz it makes me cry too... steven chow can make crying movies liao... teared when CJ7 mati... sob sob... so cute.....

then had 'cny dinner' with BB at gek poh foodcourt... eat 3 dishes zi char... sweet and sour pork, fried beancurd, chillied potato leaves and 2 white rice... v v full... makan alllll up... eat so bao so happy...

ok tts all... although craving for mahjong and more food... i have to accompany my BB more bcoz he's going away to india real soon again!!! zzz!!!

simply crazy over devil may 4...
see a article that the chronology of the DMC series story is as DMC3, DMC1, DMC4 and DMC2...
thinks its just some rumors... DMC4 is just like a total new series with a new male lead and dante's grown old too...
i do not wan to play the past 3 series neither... if have to... means i will have to collect PS1 and PS2 platforms for that... nah nah...
DMC4 will have PC edition in april... think i will wanna buy that and burn thrgh it~

more gaming news... FF13 series might come out at the end of the year... have to wait until neck long.... just hope it wun be as disappointing as FF12...

and kingdom hearts 3 wun be calling kingdom hearts anymore... new story new characters new series... meaning a new name... but will be seeing mickey mouse and a older sora... hehehe...

i love sora to bits~

but i decided to call my future son roxas... sounds more ang moh la~

going back malaysia to spend CNY... boring but... bo bian le~ mama say ah kong like cannot make it liao... but yrs ago she also say ah ma cannot make it... she's still alive today leh... o.O

been burning thrgh online hana kimi episodes lately...
funny japanese drama... can luff until stomach roll...

went to vivo to have dinner with jia ni...
ate kim gary... until so full like gonnna vomit...
luckily de after-dinner-walk helps...
walk walk walk... walk until bought a river island shirt for BB...
as my valentine gift bah haha...
not that cheap for river island... $95 leh... but thinking of just buying for BB... then wun xin tong liao... lol... aiya money meant to be spent lolx...

then got home, give ma and pa 100 dollar ang bao each... lol...
lidat the grandparents no need gif liao... mama say she will settle them haha...
lidat give here buy there... left 100 cash in hand le... sob...
luckily 2 more weeks pay coming.... BB's pay also coming lo~

dunno why... haven grown up le becoming older le... taste changes too...
clothes in far east and bugis no longer suits me...
instead im beginning to find haute coulture and labels attractive... but these hautes cost a bomb for a piece... like BB's river island... $95 is not cheap for a piece but do count in the design, style and material, brand name, its worthwhile le...

i just have to work more OT and eat less costly meals and i can cover my expenses liao haha...

miss BB... wan to see him try on de shirt fast fast... dunno can fit him anot... hahas...

sibei sian...
scheduled to leave for kampong on chu yi...
sibei sian...
even though just got salary...
half of it has gone off...
sibei sian...
wanted to eat sweet stuffs, gourmet...
just lazy to get out or ppl just doesnt wan to eat -.-...
sibei sian...
just have to noe this: give up a minority, goes along de majority...
sibei sian...
i just wan to have cny in sg...

these are my woes... zzz...

quite happy...
bank acc at BB's gonna reach 20% of our target le... not alot but is 20%...
quite happy...
spent quality time with BB for this weekend before leaving for kampong...
quite happy...
march's coming and next holidays coming soon...

these are my happy things...

btw... guys plz confirm ur seats for the malaysia holidays...
oops they are lazy ppl...
gonna call them one by one zzz...

anyway... next next week after get back frm malaysia will have lots of outings with different ppl...
money fly money~

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Lijun. Laikuan. 20+ years old. Attached to Sherman BB. Presently studying and slacking.

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