saturday, eventful day... why? bcoz its karin's enagagement day today!

ConGraTuLaTions, Karin and Benny!!!

noe benny will treat her and love her very well de lah... haha...

meet the others, yanhui qiaoxuan chenghui at cck mrt at 5 30... then go ntuc buy 2 glasses of wine for karin as presents... after that meet the rest and go benny house together... the gal's side gt us 11 frens... gt me, yanhui, qiaoxuan, chenghui, alvin, weijie, melissa, xiaoqian, voonling, munying and rafar... reach there le congrats karin and benny together... then sit awhile at the living room before gg out to the corridor to eat buffet...

the buffet gt nice food leh... pineapple rice, oatmeal prawns, curry chicken etc... that me and chenghui sat at the other corner to eat and talk while the rest sat at the other corner... coz we think that corner we sitting not that crampy... and the corner we sit is so near the dessert area that me and chenghui talk and eat half of that melon dessert something... no wonder i gt a bit stomachache... eat too much 'cold' food le lah... but the buffet is nice... and yanhui say the catering line they ordered is expensive somemore... no wonder the food very gd...

after tt we went in to the living room and the cake and rings were brought in... the cake was erm... i think is white chocolate and cranberry de... quite pretty with three strawberries somemore... and then karin and benny stand before the cake and say 'i love u' and then kissed.... oh my god... so romantic leh... first time kissing scene no need go movie watched leh... the effect is very different wor... haha... so sweet and i so xie mu... when they kissed and exchanged rings we clapped loudly... and then they cut the cake...

after that, photo session started... we as the gal's frens take photos first followed by the rest... eat cake... and then sit down to talk... after that benny's frens gg kbox while we actually anything also can... then go cck see gt wat movie but the times not suitable... then go mcdonalds eat ice cream and talk awhile... i got to go first... but then they also go le so take home by train... mama meet me at jurong east and then take car home...

ah... i think today the most happy thing is seeing benny say i love you to karin le... and the exchange of rings is so delightful... feel so happy for karin... she has founded her The One, benny also has founded his The One... hoped will hear good news soon... haha...

then chatted awhile with him today also... same old topics... but he gt asked me congrats them lah... but then i forget to tell karin... then he also gt asked wat ring benny bought for karin... wah... the rings is lee wah de destinee lor... quite ex de leh... i said i wanted one... then he say buy a plastic one for me... ki siao lah... then he say at most perlini... coz he not as rich as benny... haha... then tt sebastian on the phone again... nerdy boy... intro himself again... but this time gt it rite... noe im not his mother liao... haha...

6 more days... countdown...

went to kbox with qiao xuan yesterday... sang k student... wah... really cheap sia... abt 10.50 only leh... sang all the songs that i wanted... so shiok man... but really dun like those creepy kbox staff lurking outside our room... dun like kbox door coz is transparent de... will see through... haiz... if hansome nvm lah... so ugly somemore... wan to puke lor...

after kbox go eat kfc... after that go home le...

today wake up damn early for blaw... after that meet up with 2 other gals of that class together with kel to analyse blaw projects together... think i will need to do alot of stuff... dun think that kel noe how to do... got to know wei lin and michelle and her ben... ha... noe alot of new ppl today lah... and also go eat pizza hut with them also at fc5... concluding... i dun think i can communicate well with kel... and i dun wanna communicate with him watsoever...

after tutorial... go library to transfer files... saw ben... then see michelle... quickly ask for her number... coz i tell her i dun really wan to communicate with kel if possible... actually i just wan to knew more new frens bah... quite like her actually... then meet up with mun ying at bridge and take train together back to home...

still, saying the same thing, i think im crazy le... just like yu fen says... wat she says really knock something into me... maybe i have to learn to let go something now...

talk to him awhile today... talk on and on, then he call that nerd sebastian on the phone to say hello to me... that nerd intro himself as sebastian and then ask if i was his mum! wat the?! mother's voice gt my voice so nice meh?? then i say no, i am his fren... then dunno he giggle on for wat sia... haiz... 7 more days le...

boring wednesday... been interrupted by 3 calls in the morning... the first was kelvin... wanted to tell me of the blaw project... siao de... i was slping... so i give him a very bo chap voice that i call him when i woke up... the second was amelia frm robinsons... even more siao... ask why today i nv work... hey! i stopped working already le leh... and nine west ppl nv report to work no need ask me de mah... and the third on was desmond... hmm... ok... coz i was prepared to roar at the person wh0 called but saw it was him... okay i nv roar... he called to ask me helped buy 4D... dotz dotz...

haiz... maybe yufen is rite... i gg siao siao liao... but really hor... he also noe my true pattern lah... i won act act in front of him de mah... haha...

katherine auntie sms me said voon ling finally sms-ed her... oh... finally... and the reason she gave auntie for not turning up for work is family gt problems... okay.... not my troubles since she nv ask for my help... but kinda worries abit though...

rotting at home whole day... only go out of the hse at 3 plus to buy 4D and also bought a McFlurry to eat...

then at evening Lee Choo auntie come visit the house for my mum's La Mien... even bought a oreo cake from Prima Deli... Oooo... delicious man... hehe... he also promised me a cake on my birthday le... haiz... for yrs no birthday cake le... and yufen and he say will buy for me this yr... haha... gt 2 also nt bad lah...

he seems very happy in the army everyday... gt a nerdy and a gay to make fun of... life's nv boring... like tt gd lor... but then... haiz... im suffering mundane matters in the outside... haiz... one more week then can see him le... sian wor....

my coming wish: 2 more weeks and no more sch... i hope i wont need to see that kelvin yap again... yes!

today is a gloomy day... due to being busy in the morning, was supposed to meet up karin and mun ying at fc1 for lunch but has to missed it... yes... today is the first day of hungry ghost festival for a continuation of 2 months... which in turn means that i have to be poor for 2 months...

gt my pay credited to my account today... abt 500 dollars... next mth i will have to eat wind le... coz nv work much... salary will be ard 100 only... haiz...

to add on the gloominess... jia ni have to come up to disturb my quiet mood today... send me 2 msgs damn early in the morning to say that she very sad lah... blah blah blah... ask her if she broke up with her boyfren le... then she say until like i wan her to break up... i will be very happy... really kina siao....

then keep giving me missed calls... my definition of missed calls here is that she calls me... and when my phone starts to ring by 2 secs she put down the phone... thus my phone screen will have '1 missed call'... that means i have to call her back... today she like that missed call me twice le... hey woman... i dun have the duty to reply ur missed calls and hear ur craps... u wan to talk to me u shld call me not i call u... unless i wan to talk to u then i use my outgoing calls rite?

and then when i give her that 1 minute allowance to talk by using my outgoing calls, she says that im giving her attitude... she is the one giving me these kind of crap and expects me to be happy abt it is it? now is like everybody out there is taking me for granted... i dun owe her and her anything... even treat ur moviez, kboxz, mealz before, can't they be more grateful, ingrates?

i need to save more on this mth's phone bills le... even if he call through the army i will use my hse phone to call him back... coz he told me his phone bill last mth was 250 dollars... really dunno how he use it... besides, my free outgoing calls only left 15 minutes... these minutes have to be saved up in case when im outside i need to make urgent calls rite??

my life seems to be afloat with ingrates and backstabbers and ignorant fools... all swarming ard before my eyes... esp that 2 statues in home... i have a quick thought today... save up 20,000 in 3 years time and buy my own flat... so i can be free away from that donkey... another dreadful thought swarm through my head... office work is not bad... OMG!

wanted to do some homework... been packing my life with magazines, TV programmes, homeworks, projects, revisions, tidying the room... i just really wan to be more busy at home... so that time seems to flies past faster... although he does calls at nite... and he's coming out soon le... will be seeing him soon... that's gd... but yesterday... for the first time im so sian at him... when he ask 'funny leh... why u dun wan accept kel'... i think that he doesn't have to ask obvious qns bah... and also... yesterday i told him no need to call back and go pack his cupboard for inspection... but funny enuff... he called back... im happy he called back... but really he doesn't need to explain much if he was afraid i will be angry...

in this whole wide world... there is really little things i can do to change anything on anybody... i rather spend more time on myself than on ppl who will nv be grateful to me... ingrates...

im duper late for school today... suppose to meet prab and lijing for rehearsal of CSB roleplay at 9 30... end up waking up at 8 55... then have to rush to bathe and dress up... took a cab to school which cost me oops... 8.80...

first day of the week and i spend 10 dollars already...

hohoho... getting my pay soon... two more days... and hungry ghost festival is coming.... yesterday went to meet yufen and eat roti prata after that... bought myself a her world mag to read for this whole boring month... katherine auntie from infinique called me... (stunned)... coz she wans me to help her locate voon ling coz she nv report to work... dunno wat happen to her...

and then he called... thought it was the usual before-lights-out calls... but he told me instead he's out of tekong le.... he barely go in for 2 days le!! he said his grandma kena hospitalised... very serious... almost cannot make it le... just now called him at abt 11 plus... going to go back camp on the way... he say maybe 2 days later when his grandma cannot make it he will come out again... this kind of BMTC is really so xin lang... then all his bunk mates all cursing their grandma grandpa go hospital now...

yufen said im crazy... maybe i am gg crazy... but for now... i dun wanna put down yet...

ho... hungry ghost is just coming tonite le... although dunno why yu fen says all the newspapers says this yr hungry ghost gt 2 mths so is very lucky... but actually... IS NOT!! other than lunar 7th day 7th month, all the other days plz dun do anything rashly....plz reach home by 10pm... if anything supernatural were to happen to u in-between these 2 mths... plz contact me... i will give u discount de... wahaha...

haha... laming now... maybe nite sian... will blog another post again... hee... and my 4-page report haven generate anything out yet... due today... but im handing in tml instead... dun care le...

wake up at 3 plus... gt jia ni msg for salsa...

watch some tv before getting ready to deliver 4 cleo magazines to yu fen at clementi...

planning to go eat roti prata later... haha...

summing up, i think im a fool, seems to make wrong choices for 18 yrs... wasted for nothing...

haiz... boring life... must think of something to do le...

boring day... coz the supposed BD meeting was cancelled last nite... postpone to tml too... but i just postponed again to monday... ha...

yesterday nite can slp... slpless nite... switch off the air con and on the fan... fall asleep at abt 5 plus bah...

then he call at 11 plus... seems like is break time le... ha... complain abt army life is all tt sianz...
told me a few stories... abt one dumb guy he encounter in the army... same platoon as him... very dumb and stupid, keep making mistakes in front of the sir... haiz...

after tt, abt 1 plus meet yu fen at JP to long john and watsons for groceries... bought conditioner, lotion, mask, nail remover... altogether abt 40 dollars...

then we talk abt marshal present lah, amore fitness cardiolatino lah, bake cakes for sale lah... then tml im gg to clementi to visit her and give her cleo mag too...

at abt 6 plus, miss calls from him, did nt manage to pick it up... haiz...

then 9 plus, miss call again... i call back... then chat till he lights off...

one day gone...

hohoho... someone finally went into army leh... come out will be botak in one piece... wahaha...

call him at 12pm after BLAW, talk until he went in to report... that quickly send him a msg that i owed him... last time when darius went in for NS he helped me compose one to send to him... the next day he gt the NS letter and have asked to send him a equivalent msg too when he went in... that i still rmb... but dunno he rmb anot lah... never expect that he will call at nite... he miss called at 8 plus and i call back to him... talk until he lights off... at least he still remember me inside there... ha... agreed to meet 2 weeks later after he booked out to see his botak head...

wanted to watch nacho libre with someone... wanted to bring my bro out tml to watch... but he fever just today... sian...

must arrange my schedule to maximum busy for 2 weeks le... haiz...

rot rot and rot...
i have been rotting at home these few days...

actually... have been waiting for yesterday de.... that is monday....
coz that day... im finally going out with him le... first time precisely... no more light bulbs hanging ard... hohoho...

yesterday was a bit chaotic.... reach orchard at abt 3 plus... sat on the train with peiwen... alight at orchard... go far east walk walk first... while waiting for him to teach finish tuition then come meet me...

after that go heeren hang ard... oh... saw my adidas samba at 79 dollars and newly arrival converse white bag at 59.90 dollars....

at abt 6.... went to cine to watch timeslot for pirates of the carribean.... tickets are selling fast... then have to walk to plaza singapura... also no seats... then walk to the cathay... also dun have.... in the end ask shu xian for help... ask her to check seats online for me at suntec... then take train to city hall for suntec... catch the 7 45 timeslot for pirates... hee...

coz by the time reach suntec was 7 30... nv go for the dinner i intended to treat him... actually wan to treat him something nice lah... since he paid so much for my debts... something like marche... due to no time... juz bought popcorn and drinks le...

the show was super hilarious lah... jonny depp is duper funny.... scare of trouble and death... so dirty also... but at last he is very brave... dare to go face the ultra big octopus....
also the part where the black pearl crew and will turner was trap in the human bones cage... swinging ard here and there... i choke on a popcorn and has to swallow it down my throat... well... this part 2 is more of comedy... quite long also... 2 and a half hr.... and theres more to part 3... and we promise to watch together again... haha...

after the movie... treat him to macdonalds (again...), bo bian, all shops are closed... its gg to 11pm le mah... warn him not to snatch the bills with me... i still gt money to pay lah...

after that walk to mrt station... then say take care good bye... must come out in one piece... he will come out two weeks later de la nvm haha...

eh.... my mother did nag me yesterday for gg out too late... haha...


songs to recommend today to j-poppers: I'm Gonna Scream+ by Tommy Heavenly6

hmm... two or three days nv update blog le...
these few days very sian lah... go sch... go home... go work...
check up nafa's fees... wah siao... 20,000 over cheaper than lasalle..
maybe two yrs later will go either NAFA or SIM to further study bah... when someone come out of ns then say... haha..

hmm... wed work at ctr pt... treat desmond makan KFC... coz i owe him hundred bucks of bet... and he makan up all the bet and repay for me... out of gratitude... treat him eat is correct rite? heh...
after tt jia ni come find me awhile then we talk abt her r/s thing, dunno wat happen to her, her r/s all seems so confusing... then we agree for sometime dun call each other first... see whether our opinion will come back anot...
after work go makan dinner with desmond, poh hoon and uncle... later on kelvin ho also gt come.. makan bee hoon... poh hoon's treat.... then take train go home together...
ha... someone pick fishball for me to eat... do i look like fishball face? anyway bcoz he pick for me de... even though really dun like to eat fishball... swallow also muz swallow down...

haiz... he gg ns le... maybe buy a cap for him as farewell present bah...

today gt a shocking email frm sch... oh... they r deducting 360 for sch fees on 27th... my god... this mth and next mth i no income leh...

at nite... i msg vl... apologize plus clear something up... hope everythings' ok between us le...

hmmm... today boring school day sia...

hmmm... after all... i still dunno how to talk to tai ma... haha... but after so long le... im not that moody anymore...
my pattern, just tt gorgetful bears no grudges... anyway im wrong too...

so sian... today just call up lots of ppl... gt yufen lah, celine (nv take up call), jia ni, mun ying, juz feel like talking abt my future...
my future is so bleak, damn bleak...
i hate banking, really, for 3 years i dunno wat im studying, can really consider it to be a miracle for having study that bloody subject till now...
called up mun ying, chatted, on wat we r planning to do for the future..
raging through alots of info, i still like design best... but is bridal design, so i think i will study fashion design bah...
but the biggest problem is, MONEY!
i dun think i will be given tuition grant le bah, so if i were to study fashion design at lasalle, that will cost me 14000 per year... oh boy....
how am i get that amount of money? its astronomical figures man...

but after all, i decided, my future, my life is spoilt le, so since i gg to owe money from the bank, why not owe them again, at least in my lifetime i am gg to fulfil one of my dreams...
to study design and open a fashion boutique, to put it correctly, open a bridal boutique and plan weddings of couples personally...

my biggest wish now is that i will be able to get the tuition grant..

can i accomplish this dream of mine?
i hope i do...

monday morning blues..

watch the final championship match between italy and france... poor zidane was shown red card coz he knocked materazzi with his head... he shouldn't have pissed him off man...

in the end, france lost 4 - 2 to italy in the penalty..

went to catch 2 hrs slp, then come to sch for csb test..

i think im lost, dumbfounded, heartache... wat else more to say...

world cup ended... no more television shows anymore to watch at nite... dotz dotz..

everything just sucks... im beginning to hate nine west... hate nancy... she's so sarcastic... and janet... she is so indecisive...

suddenly feel alone, coz i dunno wat to do in my future... get married? have kids? be a housewife? maybe when i am 30 yrs old bah...
i wanna learnt wat i wan, geography and history, but these subjects are useless in singapore... so im learning another... cosmetics and therapy... subjects to make women beautiful... why not? i have been ugly b4... so ugly that i cant recognise myself in the old photos... my ambition is to make every ugly a beautiful... big ambition...
the problem is.... money... where do i get the money? my mum... haha... she wont give a penny...
save? thats a few thousand dollars dude... oh buddha, pls give me 4 numbers to struck lottery...

thinking of gg to bugis really to pray... and also look for a fortune teller... my mum is one... but i dun wanna let her noe wats bothering me now... theres no need for her to noe...

i wan to noe wat will happen to me... my future... my career... and relationship too... but i myself noe 'the one' t yet come... lolz... nt him...

hopes to go sing k box... solers' songs is gd... wanna skip the next 2 lessons... im tired... wanna go home slp asap... should i go craa? wonder will dennis mark my attendance for me? go or not go??

came back frm msia yesterday nite... its a sad trip... coz i hate politics...
my mum... she bluff me lah... say wat charity dinner... calling funds for secondary school... that school is posh... then go inside the hall... wah... got air con somemore nvm... wat matter is that rocket flag so big on the wall...
hey! its suppose to be a charity dinner rite? why turn out to be something like tt?
then throughout the whole thing, ppl follow by ppl go on stage and talk wat mahathir vs abulah... politics... nth charitable...
my face is black... and i just sit there makan prawns while ppl are standing up and raising candle... a bunch of bo liao ppl...

oh... germany is the 3rd place... not bad... hope italy win today... but zidane is shiok man!

yesterday portugal vs france, france won.. zidane penalty was wow.... knew he was the one kicking penalty and i noe its a score le...

that desmond, send me a msg ask whether i wake up already anot, so i fast fast go bath then tell him i wake up and bath le... then he send back a msg say he wan to slp somemore...

in the end talk alot with jia ni, say wan to go kboz, but i chicken out, scare david tan call my home, so go for all the lessons le..

at 1 reach dover, then call desmond, he come meet me at the bridge elsewhere, wear white shirt, but then very weird, used to seeing him wear black, he looks very white...

then go in for lessons, when come out of lectures, saw him come out with his frens from foodcourt, go and beckon him awhile, then go popular at jp with sherla... ha... sherla dislike one of his fren alot, say his fren nickname is breaster, coz his gf all very big-breast... haha

today no match, sian... in the end... who will tot that italy will vs france for champion?

haiz... yesterday match germany vs italy was a disaster... both side is kicking well, the teams were well-balanced... but they just lack the luck of getting goals... in the end, tot we might be able to see penalty shoot, grosso of italy scored the first goal last min, followed by fabio at the last ten second... italy so heng ar... and germany cry like hell... ha...

wake up at 11.30am... and jia ni is already waiting at je mrt for me... haiz... she can call me earlier de mah... haha... then we take train to chua chu kang... took bus 927 to singapore zoo...

took a few pictures with donkey, pot bellied pigs, sheep and penguins... and finally one photo shoot inside a fake buttress root which is the most perfect.. haha...

then went eat siam kitchen at lot 1... then went home... jia ni seems to hiding something sia... like she gg out with someone now... even forget to go home... her sister have to call me and ask me where is she... think's she's out with somebody ar... haiz... anyway... she wont be worse then me de lah... at least she is wooed... not i woo ppl... haha...

suddenly found that i need more free sms... 1000 free sms is nt enuff for me... maybe i need a plan with more outgoing calls min and at least 2000 sms... haha...

oh... hope france will win tonite... not that i love france... but i rather hope that france win portugal... then italy win france... coz i hate cristiano ronaldo.... if not for him... me and desmond wont lose so much...

started the investment project today: virtual trading...
browsing through which stocks to buy... have no idea wat to buy...
have 50,000 cash to start with... think by the end of this week... i will have negative amount... haha..

meet with jia ni after school, say she gt alot of things to share with, but in the end i talk more than her... dotz...

been through all these days, still wondering if i can get over him... haha..

eating long john for 2 days in a row, tml dinner kfc somemore, im getting fatter...

gg to the zoo with jia ni tml, hope can take some nice pictures with her bah... friendster is all my solo face... need to upgrade my blog too.. haha..

tonite gt the biggest match ever seen... germany vs italy... hoped italy can win... but if italy win... haiz... i dun wanna him to lose...

talk with him online yesterday, told him i need to give him 150 coz i lost 5 matches in a row... then he say no need... which means he paying for me... honestly i dun like it... he's not my wat soever... then he say just treat him eat can le...

hope hols come sooner... im getting crazy in sch as every day passes...

today is a stupid day... kena wake up late... then stupid sch call my hse....

meet yufen... go walk walk... nearly lost my wallet... lucky found it back at long john...

still have to teach tuition today...

sian ar...

ha... yesterday argentina vs germany match was... erm... quite sianz lor... in the end germany won by penalty... and just now portugal also won by penalty... well, the english man are crying...

went to work today... before working meet shu xian and man qing for lunch at KFC cine first... then went back to robinsons...

hmm... saw an accident today... before that saw 2 dead birds... oh...

quite happy now... saw johnson and wu dao give me testimonials leh... was actually happy johnson give me testi... hee...

oh... hope later can see brazil win three goals!!

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