favorite song at the moment...

yui made a comeback in fullmetal alchemist opening~


-removed due to video being licensed liao cannot play le-

nice song ever by her...

failed to find a plain PV with no lyrics etc... coz the pv just gotta licensed by SONY :)

dammit.

so there goes my painstakingly saved monies for months...
forbidding myself to spend, forbidding myself to eat, forbidding myself to go out.

all went to:
1. unisim
2. teeth

yea, stupid two front teeth act up again..
this time, i have to tear my heart apart by going for the super-expensive and duper-pain root canal...

400 for both teeth. monies flew away in 1 hr.

(before that, increase allowance to mama for this mth, when my pay remains unchanged yet -.-)

400 nvm, i still can more or less afford la... wad i cant stand, is the f-u-c-k until cannot f-u-c-k de PAIN.

this is wad root canal goes...
apparently, my tooth front teeth has broken down until crowning has to be done.
it has corroded and decayed so much that only half of both teeth is left...
dunno why, other teeth so damn strong, only the front teeth sucks.
so, in order to do crowning, must do root canal first...
root canal is whereby the dentist will drill 2 holes behind the back of ur teeth then use needle and thongs and pincers to pick out the teeth nerve in ur teeth.
of course, there is anesthetic la...
but wad hurts is when the anesthetics effect has resided.

i have suffered 4 insufferable pain until today.
and still it goes on to tml, the day after, and after and goes on.

apparently again, the poor blood vessel and wadever in me, my weak body constitution, has caused my blood veins to suffer from inflammation and infection.
my whole left cheek is swollen and expanded more than 1 inches, in which u can see stretch marks on the dimple areas.
the left nose wing area has pop out, and when u feel it, there's like a tumor in it...

of course, i did think before it might be a tumour, i have nose or mouth cancer.

ah-li-lu-yah.

but then, the doctor that i see doctor tells me not to worry first, give me 3 different types of antibiotics and lots of painkillers WHICH DUN EVER WORKS AT ALL, to try see if the swelling and pain will subside.

lets see, its day 1 today, and it still pain like hell.

and the doctor fees this time is 54 dollar... KNN.

with my mouth swelling lidat, 2 days of MC, not good at all...
the bosses not happy might sack me.

and i wun go out. NEVER. with my face lidat.

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last friday went to malaysian embassy to renounce my malaysian status so that i can be singapore citizen officially..
and tell ya guys, before u can become a full-fledged singaporeans, u will be stepped down by those officers in the malaysian embassies and kena insulted like pigs...
first, their service sucks.
second, their so-called procedures just made u suffer by making u just go and take a form home to fill in then go back again just to submit then go back again to collect a single piece of receipt that you are not a malaysian , these simple until cannot simple procedures, they made me complete it in 3 fucking mths.

i wonder why its so hard to become a full-fledged singaporean.
why cant the singapore side just help us to settle everything, instead of settle ourself and still kena insulted by those neh neh ppl.

im born in singapore, i speak chinese and english, not malay.
other than a bit of dialect accent still remains in my spoken language, i feel and look no different than being a singaporean at all..
i contribute to cpf, i pay GST and income tax, i even intended to buy houses in singapore soon...
im willing to take the pledge and oath.. but im not willing to get insulted by those neh neh from the malaysian side at all...

look at their attitude and their working behaviours, im feel so happy that i am not a malaysian soon in 10 more days.
those ppl working at the embassy, pls feel ashamed that u have given a bad example to the world to see.. shame on you.

i feel so frustrated, i really wan to write a letter to straits times forum and criticised their working attitude, sucks to the core.

**********

its mother day today!
i get nth for mama, coz she said she needs nth, so i saved up my vouchers and bought rolls royce for myself to eat lo.... hahaha~

simple treat of dinner at RCC, thanks to leechoo aunty...

happy mama day to u too XD

still kind of force myself to eat happily despite my hurting pig face, but i really like the crab-egg prawns and fried codfish, yum~!

******

shocking news to hear after all these days, BB's cousin who is one yr younger than us, is getting married this mth!

kind of shock bcoz the date too fast le...
and now we like abit stress bcoz the ppl ard us are all getting married one by one, despite we being par-tor longer than them... lol...

and now BB is calculating real hard on our finances, we still had a long way to go afterall~

and and and, last but not least, hope BB's daddy will finance our 'proposal'... lol~

byebye, it might be a long long moments later before i write here again.... so damn busy, hope they just sack me.

LOL.

my face is gonna ROT soon.

my pretty, smooth, undull skin for years, have turn into swollen, blemished, scarred, clogged pores, dull, pimplished skin in just 3 months of work.

yes, freaking 3 months of work in tuas.
those dirty air.
those dirt-ridden tables and chairs.
those piling stress.
those minimal rest and slp.

have turn me in a ugly freak monster.

help me, i wanna dieeeeeeeeeeeee.

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Lijun. Laikuan. 20+ years old. Attached to Sherman BB. Presently studying and slacking.

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