watched the mummy 3 today at west mall... one tix abt 2.50 only... haha~
overall, i still like the mummy 1 or 2... haha~
coz Egypt setting more like it... lol~
the china setting was erm erm... u guys read it urself ba...

abt today, there was some aftermath with me and lao bu....

i tell u all wad happen ok?

for random 2 posts if u guys haven been keeping watch, i scolded someone in my family rite?

and there is none other than aunty ho...

actually, other than this is a FACT, i did it on PURPOSE also...

yea, we argued we quarrel... but after some talking with grandma and BB, i let it go...

however, i decided to check something out...
coz i have been finding some uncanny weird ip that i dun think belongs to any of my frens (as simple as link to see some of the tags ip lo~)

so i blog abt her, big and LOUD!!

anyway she make me really fumed...
all she can say is the family no income no nth, she doesnt wan to pay sch fees in FULL...

i wonder who boast that she WILL PAY...

anyway, i think im the only one who loaned from first yr till now... still haven repay...
i had a talk with BB's mama today, i think she's great...

and i told BB that her mum gt the wishes to wan us to stay tgt in the hse after we are married...
BB said: "ya la, mummy is a bit weird and abit naggy, but she's really gd and wun purposely pick fight with her daughter-in-law de..."
i agreed...
i think no one will feel for me how happy i am when his mummy call me Daughter Daughter and his grandma call me 未来孙媳妇...

im feel so ashamed to tell his parents that till now till this date, lao bu wan to call BB 男性朋友...
IS IT SO FUCKING HARD TO ADDRESS BB AS MY 男朋友??

i am v disappointed in u.

sidetrack sidetrack...

u guys NOE that i have changed my address once rite?
from rei-blurryeyes to junnish-rei...

who have i told?

who will noe my blog?

i can make a handcount here k...
the ppl are:
- BB
- probably BB's fren
- CnP cliche
- some FP podders
- some frenster kpo
- a ppl whom i tested

to the ppl who i tested, im disappointed in u too...

thats why: AUNTY HO NOE WHAT IM WRITING IN MY BLOG AND SHE SCOLD OUT THE HELL OF ME JUST MOMENTS AGO, IM ABSOLUTELY FINE WITH IT, COZ I WAS PENDING THE DAYS WHERE SHE WILL BURST IT OUT AND PROVEN MY 'TEST' IS CORRECT.

first, why i think 'somebody' told her...
- my frens, i noe u all SHUN her like hell, u cant even tell her thrgh phone nor email nor msn that wad i crapped in my blog
- she doesnt noe a single thing abt INTERNET, when she's purposely added that she surf the net herself to see it, A BIGGER SUSPECT found
- she doesnt understand english, sadly
- she doesnt noe my url, msn address nor frenster address
- i have not told wingwing my new blog address
- sort of, she broke her whole bucket of lies...
- someone has obviously told her
- and that someone, is none other than someone who NOE how to search for names in friendster and received my msgs on my changing on blog address

why not i tell u now?

i noe u big adults trusted her, i bet u have no idea wad she do to me...
continue to worship her, for i no longer worship her in my heart...
she's gd to me?
she wanted me to pay 100 for the buffet club membership when i only told her that i went once with jia ni...
she wanted me to have bank loans (hahaha, i cant forget it although i have forgiven, she landed the young 18-year old laikuan in her first financial debt ever)
she only gives poor laikuan 20 BUCKS per week in POLY...
she has not fulfilled her promise to let poor laikuan to learn her driving lessons (yea, she promised it WAS A 18-YEAR-OLD BDAE PRESENT)
i bet she nv told those rich aunties and tai tai that it is her daughter bdae, and YES, i yearn for ang pao money can?
she broke her promise just ytd, that she will NOT SPONSOR my 21st bdae party..
i cant rmb, hahaha, sarcastically, the last time she treated me v v v gd that i love her so much...

all i can rmb, is she always left me in empty promises...
since 13, i think is 13, she has always beat me up (just bcoz i rebutted her and she couldnt find the answers), she always broke her promises, whatever shit also dun have my part...
once, she even encourage papa to beat me up with this wooden plank on my back...

always, she think she's right...
she think she's always the one making the biggest sacrifices in the family...
she orders papa ard, sometimes, i wish i can ask a little pocket money from papa (maybe 10 dollars), papa will just open up his wallet say 'i dun have money'...
she even make the youngest one in the family to look down one the big sister who doted him so much...

who had she done to make me happy before?
yaya, linked back pls... she couldnt even bring me to genting to have holidays to the 5 yrs old me...

i TRIED, to put myself in her shoes to think...
maybe she really dun have money for me, she has her problems and difficulties...

but, wasnt she a fortune-teller?
she always say that when i shake shake my ass, she will noe my actions my thoughts...

so maybe now, the person who told her my contents in my blog, pls tell her also, did she noe how long that i have penned up my unhappiness towards her?

frens u will noe, laikuan doesnt cry...
i dun even rmb i got cry before anyone ever...
not in the public...
she's the only one that can make me cry in the room for hours not stopping...

yes, im crying now.

and the person who told her, yea u did it, and yes, thanks for doing it, im happy... it means that to this day im still holding up my rights and opinions... just tell her wadever bullshit u see can?

oh btw, i not scolding u, u are a elder anyway :)

i once tot that, maybe u are really not the one who told her all the things, but, ur child splurt some nonsense on my blog, then did i noe u noe my url, im sorry, but i find it just so hard not to think that it was U, esp tt, u r the only person that i send a msg telling i changed my blog address...

im sorry i did this despicable trick, but to me this is a self-defense trick... i need to noe who are the ppl that is xiao ren to me...

i wish, that u can tell me HONESTLY, if it was u...

trust, i dunno who i can ever trust now...
i trust my family, they always left me high up in the hopes and give me wet blanket...
i trust the aunties who always visit my place, i even ask them for opinions and etc, yet, they dun even noe the basic of respecting ppl's tots and bao tou me...
i trust my frens, many times, they betrayed me...

BB, u and ur family are the last ppl on earth tt i can trust... pls can left me alone to die...

if can, i will wan to give up my diploma now...
if can, i wan to get married now...
if can, i wan to get out now...

i still hold back, coz i couldnt bear to leave the hse...
we still have a fun time moving to this new hse of ours...
i still hold back, coz i dun really wan to end up with my family of my own...
i wish i have a happy chinese new year collecting ang pao from everyone...
i still hold back, coz we have a big family...
grandpa grandma aunties and uncles...

but seems, theres nth to hold back anymore...
i will leave the hse asap i get the job in DBS, if things were still unchanged.

i doubt it will ever changed, coz, i just keep repeating and repeating.
im sick of it.

i just keep having negative feelings on u whenever we met.
maybe, living seperately, i can still have talks and dinners in peace once in awhile.
u said that u left home in msia at 17 to come out to sg to find a living.
i will do that too.
in fact, im late in doing that.
i might miss ur cooking one day.
but, i will not regret.
this is yet, the best decision for me, for us to make.
u do not wan to see me either, the gal who u dun like.

IM A FAILURE, i have failed in my life.

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Lijun. Laikuan. 20+ years old. Attached to Sherman BB. Presently studying and slacking.

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