in a week time, i will change my url again...
sorrie to all frens, haha, as i keep changing...
lol...

i cannot stand ppl keep stalking my blog and kpkb abt it...

nor can i stand ppl who read my blog and yet refusing to respect my thinking feelings and opinions...

ytd nite, i was slpless til 5am+...

i should be slping, and tml i still have to battle at work and school...

yet im slpless bcoz, i finally looked into the accts book, which she always dared me to see...

the laptop, the insurance, were all fakes and lies...
she still can say that into my face, expecting me to believe?

i cannot understand, why u have to keep lying to me?
telling the truth is hard is it?

i feel that u have conspired with the whole family to turn against me...
wad for ask papa whether i have speak or complain to him ytd nite?
he always have the idea of 'dun pull me into ur shit' attitude...
plus, u have already make him believe its my fault...

why are u so scared?
why are u so afraid and angry on wad i wrote?
those ppl reading my blog werent supposed to noe u...
scare wad?

oh well, other than one...
but i tot u always say u not afraid to lose face, so wad are u so angry on wad i wrote on the blog?

u are so contradicting.

when im scolding other ppl on my blog or having quarrels with BB, u read it happily...
when i wrote abt u, u totally cant accept being criticized by me...

u warned me not to blame other ppl, u found this blog urself...
hey! i noe u for 20 yrs...
i would like to ask, how u find it?
pls show me ur ways and methods and i will BELIEVE ur lies...

when did i ever lie to u?
i cant even rmb talking long with u, coz ALWAYS when i tried to share my life with u, be it my studies, my job, my frens, even BB, u start to pull wet blanket on me...

when did u ever PRAISE me?
none.

u nv did it once.

u said that wadever i do, is for my own self. then why are u bother abt my LIFE now?????

u have nv ever care.

u have no idea how i had to struggle.
is those 10~20 dollar a week in poly enuf for me to use?
i dun even noe i have to spend it on food or transport.
i still have to pay for notes and textbooks.
yes, i did went out to work.
i need to have more money, i wan to spend, i wan to wear beta and nicer clothes to present myself beta, which gal doesnt like to dress up nicely?
plus, i wan to eat, i always like to eat GOOD food, cant i?
and, those are the money that i earned myself.

a laptop of 1000 dollars, u wan to calculate it with me.
u put it clearly in ur accts.

few mths of hp bills 2 years ago, u wan to calculate with me.
u put it clearly in ur accts.

the chalet fees for 300+ for 2 yrs ago, in case CnP u guys dunno... i make abt 300 loss on that chalet...
in case u cant rmb, ur son gave up the other room and i have to take it, and even incur the losses.
i swallow down the debt.
u put it clearly in ur accts.

my laptop was spoilt.
160 dollars of repairing fees.
u put it clearly in ur accts.

and wad else?
100 dollars of membership fee for the supplementary buffet club card.

was there even a single thing that u did not ask for money from me?

do i look so rich to u?

u dun ever noe how hard i have to suffer bcoz of money and yet u always quarrel money with me.

as much as i scolded u and fight and talkbacked with u, i nv once scold u vulgar.
that son of urs, tortoise, wang ba dan chou ji dan everything came out.
u and papa still can laugh at it.

i gave the 2 of u up.
continue! to show ur favouritism in front of me.
say loudly! that the laptop and insurance fee is u paid for it.

u say u dun ever wan to talk to me coz i scolded u here?
ok, i wun talk to u either.

why?
i dun even noe wad to talk to u, we had no more things to talk to.

u said u read my blog urself.
i hope u understand wad im writing here.

thank u very much for reading my diary online.

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Lijun. Laikuan. 20+ years old. Attached to Sherman BB. Presently studying and slacking.

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