thanks to many who shows their concern...
appreciated ^^...
anyways im fine... BB's fine too... we are one happy couple waiting for our one yr anni again~
BB even come to fetech me from home to go jp eat xiaolongbao and watch Jumper...
any one normal day but it just feel sweeter to have him take care of me when my sickness is still down... lots of kisses lots of hugs...

but still...
im still angry at the ppl...
dogs and his cousin... maybe a little bit of his father...
i beta say abit of wad happen so i will always rmb this thing...

in case to some ppl, it may sounds like a small thing... but it offends me lots...

ytd... as always i was at BB hse slacking... but in addition i was sick with sudden fever and headaches...
i was constantly wriggling coz i dun feel comfortable... hence if something keeps harrassing me... i get irritated easily... here it goes...

BB's cousin, guojun, bring his gf over to BB's hse for mj... with their dog too...
as i always dun encourage couples on the same mj table... this couple keeps like to play on the same table...
so wad happens when both are playing de same game? the dog.
so the dog is left running ard de hse with shit and urine.
wads worse, its a make dog which is NOT CUT OFF.

i also wanted to play too, BB's uncle and mama also wans to play..
so naturally we open another game on the floor table...
dunno why THIS FUCKING IDIOT DOG keeps coming up to me, climb on my hand and body, and rub his FUCKING DOG DICK on me.
sounds gross? its v gross, and nevertheless, offending.
mind u, even though it sounds ok la~ its only a dog, im a gal ok.
and more angry, de dog owner are happily playing mj, and BB's poor mother have to help to shield me from the dog with cushion, hence getting her hands scratched and bitten...
it totally spoils my mood, i lost 20 dollars..

i dun mind losing.. im just so fucking angry...
ur dog has totally no manners, keep shitting and urinating and go sexually harrass ppl? u think tts is funny is cute? go to hell with ur dog plz.
i have absolutely no love for dogs. i have no compassion for u dog-lovers either.
im realistic. since u dog-lovers are so compassionate for dogs, why cant u shown ur compassion and love for those poor orphans and elderlys instead? u cant even care for all de humans, yet u wan to care for a stupid dog?
and even if u love dogs so much, can u just plz fucking take care of ur stupid dog?
leaving it go and dirty other ppl's hse..
theres also female dog but u dun wan buy, go and buy a male dog and yet nv make it CUT OFF, 你就是天生下贱 lor!

more, absolutely disappointed with BB's father this time..
nv did he ask his nephew to take care of his dog when its harassing me, when i say to guojun ' i will let u see flying dog if u still dun come take care of it ar', his dad actually say 'oei, shh'... meaning cannot say lidat to other ppl's dog...

i dun care wad golden dog u r, next time i will just send u and ur dog flying...

all angry, i ended de game early coz i cant stand de stupid ppl breathing de same air with me anymore...
i keep pouring my scolds on BB...
i noe he's not happy for me saying his family... but who cares??

at home, i call him up to chat, talk this issue again... suddenly i cannot help it anymore, i felt so much like crying, i just cut short de talk, and called up yufen to cry...
tts it... cries and msn thereafter...
on msn, i changed my nick naturally...
im stupid like hell, why should i bother so much when u didnt even cared for de bit...

here it goes, the more i think, de more angry i am...
wad are u doing when de dog is harassing me, i asked...
he says, im lazy to stand up and carry de dog away and i dun like to carry dogs...
see this, i appear offline to cry...
come on, who doesnt when u receive answers like this...
im ur gf and u just let ur cousin's fucking dog lidat do that to me, and carries it off as lazy dun wan to move...
he called me thrice, but i nv pick up, resume my talk on msn again...
i told him, yufen broke up her ex 4 yrs later coz of his buay auto.. i dun wan to waste 4 yrs like her...
and he said, so afterall u mean i wasted ur time?
see this, i cried again... who doesnt?
if i meant that he wasted my time, why do i still need to go after him one yr ago, to fool him ard or fool myself?
then moments later, i make it to him that, u r right, we should really think that if we are de ones really meant for each other before getting married...
haha, these things said by his guy frens... that all honeymoons are gonna end, so it will end...
and i said, u arent gonnna protect me from a dog, how are u going to protect me in the future...

all and all... is my ever first time tgt with him that i will so grey-hearted at him...
his buay zi dong, his insensitive, his lack of self opinion...
i cant marry someone lidat, i cant even be tgt with someone lidat, as much as i dun care abt my mum, i also wun wan her to worry abt me for being with a useless chap...
yesh, for the first time ever, i think that he is a useless fool...

i told him, im beginning to feel tired to always tell u wad to do... always go and guess ur feelings right and force u to say ur true tots, when u dun even appreciated and dun improve...
im just sosososososo tired...

my first time ever, i wanted to say good bye for eternal...

he guessed so my intentions, and asked for chances...
i noe i will forgive him, i will forgive his buay zi dong his childishness...
coz i will absolutely not break up with my love over a fucking dog...

he called me up, promised he will changed...
we cried on the phone tgt...
de mighty laikuan cried ever so bitterly so sadly...

really, he will change (maybe), and no such bad things ever happen again...

so in all, i noe someone might think, chey~ small issue quarrel so big for wad...
just for the childish-thinking ppl, sometimes a small issue had even bigger underlying problems...
left unsolved, its good bye forever...

thinking back, if i would really break up with BB ytd... i will make it to the headlines today for killing a dog and bashing up a couple...
i have broken up my bf, why should i still bother if u r his cousin anot, just beat the crap out of u and ur dog la!

took me half an hr to finish this post... i noe not much ppl will read my blog... probably some close frens, cnp, kepo ppl, and ppl who wans me destroyed...

im nv gonna get destroyed, my life is hard enuff...
i hope sadness nv gets me and BB again...
nth ever...

all in all...
wo zhen de zhen de hen ai hen ai ni...
u said, wo ye zhen zhen de hen ai ni, u r all i had...
u r also all i had...

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Lijun. Laikuan. 20+ years old. Attached to Sherman BB. Presently studying and slacking.

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