saturday, 12th may 2007

dunno wad to blog...
actually wanted to blog abt chalet things...
how i won alot of monoploy...
actually wanted to blog abt new asia bar...
how beautiful is the scenery from 70th floor of equinox...
the jumbo lychee martini we had...
and how we posed for the crappy pics...

my mood spoilt...
terribly spoilt...
colleagues say... maybe PMS bah...
another fren says... problems arise due to circumstances and the environment...
total crap... so chim... i dun fucking understand...

im nt trying to find fault out there...
first... im drunk abit and i ate panadol with it without thinking...
stomach was hurting like hell... but i still manage to drift into slp...
all i wanted is to say 'byebye' to him before i really slp...
but then... one stupid msg is all that is needed to make me wide awake and clear-headed...
from this sun... to next thurs... im okie...
then to next sun.... im nt okie liao...
its nt tt i dislike him working there too long... its nt tt i wanted him wholly to acc me...
but... a simple promise is broke...
fren says... nt his fault... i noe... its nt his fault... i noe he's working there v happily...
but im just nt happy.... dun ask me why... but im really frustrated...
fren says... its the effect of the alcohol and panadol...
ya im thinking too much... but frens out there u noe my pattern...
i value promises....

too bad... is it really fated tt im gg to be continue bad-mooded...
i noe i gave bad him temper and tone...
in the morning i knew he will send me sorry notes so i checked out my inbox...
i dun wan to continue like this i hate it...
i wanted to do something in return for being bad... so i went to brownie's factory to order two brownies...
one for him and one for fren...
but just when i get better frm my hangover... after sulking in the storeroom and puke wadever acid in my stomach...
he came with royce...
honestly i didnt expect he came... and honestly... v honestly... i didnt feel beta...
dun ask me why again... its bcoz im stunned tio...
why stunned... i dunno...

asked him to go walk ard with his fren and fren's frenssssss....
i had to eat my lunch with shuxian...
coz... already booked le...
again is the cursed msgs that make me boom...
so the fren's frenssss i tot was colleagues... but it appears to be total strangers... wtf
fren says... oh... so ur BB come find u with his fren and 2 gals he dunno and first met la... haha so funny.... again im stunned tio... didnt even realised this simple fact...

i gave fren no face...
he says i make whole thing gan ga... wth... r u trying to repeat someone's mistake again?
dunno why... fren doesnt seems to be the fren i used to noe...
he wasnt lidat... but guess... ppl changed...
another one agreed with me... seems like im nt thinking too much for this...

he says dun give up on fren...
i say its nt my problem anymore... wo bu guan...
i say sorry to fren... hope he accept... and i zip my mouth frm now on...

he tot tt coming to visit me at work with royce was to make me happy...
i understand tt and i tot tt i would gradually get over with it...
but tt 2 zha bo spoils everything...
i get angrier and moodier instead...
dun ask me why... its nt jealousy... i dun care tt 2 zha bo... looks like despos to me only...
i can tell u all... all i feel is WTH and SIAN...
and the angry mood comes fast enuff...

blame me for direct blame me for bad temper...
i only noe i do things according to my mood my preference...
i just do wad i wan to do...

i noe u r trying to make me happier...
but dear...
just the wrong ppl and the wrong time...

i keep seeing despos everywhere...
just encounter a guy who gift me a jumbo lychee martini followed by a request for number...
i turned him down even though we drank finish all de martini... (haiz...)
then today i saw 2 zha bo trying to jio a fren...
wth...
but think think... im one too?
haha... im so super-duper moody and sian...

i wonder how am i really able to get happy... but im really happy for the instant when eating royce...
mum dad bro says its nice...
and im eating happily too...

i have to say sorry on my part...
i can start to see how unreasonable i get frm thinking over today's incident...
i just dunno how i act lidat...
zzzz.... the once in a while de xiao jie pi qi acts up le...

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