HAppy NInEtEEN

2009-12-03T23:22:00.003+08:00

Well!

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

officially a yr older... lol...

supposed to abandon this blog already but i got no time to make a new one yet so this might as well be the last post too...

can see more pictures of myself and the latest 'fashion' and i clinched that 'offer' successfully... all in my new blog...

soooooo....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LEONG YEE, whos on the same day with me, but he's 2 yrs older...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHONG, whos on 4th dec, which is tml...

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YU FEN, whos on the 6th, i bet u r having pre- and post-celebrations right now and thereafter... lol...

and TA-DAH~!

2009-11-08T23:49:00.002+08:00

seriously, nt i dun wan to blog, but bcoz i gt nth to blog.

wads so gd to blog about work everyday, when u have nth except work.

i have received complaints, i have heard rumors, i have seen the fact that some group (of friends) or treat laikuan (me!) as invisible now.

coz laikuan nv joins them for dinner for outing and whatsoever.

why not come and put urself in my shoes?

why not face the bosses and seniors that im facing now, who are practically pressurizing u everyday single to OT and OT? monday to friday, nt enuff, saturday and sunday also must come back.

why not face the schooling pressure i have now? i had to be late for at least 15 to 30 mins for lessons, at least 3 assignments and a exam for every modules i take?

why not face the family finance pressure i had been having? the family wasnt rich, and out of the little pay i got, i still had to give at least 20% of my pay to them as household money.

why not face the relationship problems i have? BB and i were on hard rocks last week, nobody cares and even know it happen.

and so on, why do i have to face u lot who just happy-go-lucky everyday, and spend ur parents' hard-earned money in high class cafes or branded clothes and bags???!!!

some told me 'treasure those friends who have been there for u since ages.'

put it in a way, what are friends again?

define sincerity.
there is none.
define helpfulness.
there is none too.
define honesty.
worst of all, its practically empty.

instead i seen ppl change.
some change for better some change for worst.

for me, i opt for a direction which is best for myself.
i do not wan to live up to the expectations of others, i seek my lifelong education and career as my death wish.

well for some, are still living ur day, day by day.

sarcastically, i read sher's blog a day about her woes with her friends too, where her friends sort of accuse sher of making use of them to do things etc for sher.

i tagged her :'dun worry gal, true frens will offer their help to u automatically.'

and now it strucks me.
i had none!

dammit, ya, dammit.

so again, there is this idiot here who say to me, u so long nv join them (us).

to u, idiot, u also.

fullstop.

to many, i might look strong and healthy and straighforward.

but rmb, u ask my opinions first before i am being straightforward.
rmb, i can just suddenly have a high temperature on my forehead with no warning.

and strong?
yea, someone commented that im strong too.

strong-willed.
this is a mindset u need to give urself.

and who the hell would noe that when i faced problems in work, all i could do is go to the toilet cubicle, sat in there for minutes, gave myself few tight slaps before going back to work?

this is really the limit.

i have often able to see thrgh ppl's real faces.
and when i pointed it out, most of them denied right away, and is real scared of me, that they shuns me away, or even call me names like hypocrites or betrayer or realist.

i just seen that the lot is still childish or have nt waken up from their dreams yet.
those beautiful dreams.

but i have already woke up, and is living right now in this world of nightmares and pollution.

do i need frens now? alot alot of them?

no.

like i say to sher, true frens, is wad we need.

and there is only one that i need, and have, is you.

a true fren.

i will be closing this blog and opening another, but i doubt i need to give the link to anyone, bcoz nobody wans to link me anyway, lol~!

2009-10-18T23:25:00.001+08:00

this is my fav ringtone now... this song is actually quite old already... gt chinese and canto, but as always, canto is my favourite :)

2009-10-15T00:03:00.002+08:00

looks like its a bit of a habit for me to post everytime i finish a heavy assignment...

but this time i wasnt so lucky to have gd classmates consisting of boys...

this time round, its gals, and yesh, the worst thing happen... 14 oct 2359 was the submission deadline, and the gals only send me their final parts on 13oct 2330...

1 day can do wad?

i was suppose to do recommendations and conclusion, so i have to rely heavily on their answers for their parts...
last time the boys gave me their parts like 4 days in advance!!!

so, the difference in working with boys and gals lies here...

anyway, all the heavy assignments have ended and im satisfied, abit i think...

i have beta and happier things to post... but i have no mood now coz my heart is pulsing so fast coz i have to type so many words in 2 hrs time...
i need my slp now.

2009-09-21T00:33:00.001+08:00

occasionally listen to this mandarin edition on 93.3...

sounds extremely canton-ish so i went youtube to search...

and really! original cantonese one! by raymond lam somemore!!

gonna try learn to sing it soon~!

and did anyone knows that the nan ren ktv which is so famously sung by hu yan bin, is actually also a cantonese original sang by justin ce??

2009-09-16T21:41:00.003+08:00

suddenly.

i feel like abandon the hse, abandon the parents, abandon the job, abandon the school.

laughs.

i wan to go out to the third world to be a volunteer.
i wan to cook food and build hse and teach the poor kids languages.

silly eh.

dreams might be dreams.
in the end no matter how much u dream, u will still be drawn and pulled back to the reality world of hard cash and vanity.

its humanity.

i seen alot, hear alot, feel alot.
what matters most now, is that everything still seems fine and smooth enough.

and thats very much enough.

2009-08-26T23:33:00.000+08:00

a quick post before i ended today, 260809...

so used to writing dates in this format due to work...

i just ended my group project with my classmates on msn...
and this is wad im gg and have to do for the next 3 years...
rushing home after work...
eat hastily...
wash plates not-so-cleanly...
bathe relaxingly-in-a-while...
hang clothes superly...
brush teeth...
and sit in front of laptop...

play games? do project lah.

so many projects...
one single module already 3 assignments... i still have 21 modules to complete yet!

not sian, feel pumped instead... adrenaline is rushing when im satisfied with the results and answers i got from hard studying...

i got good classmates too, boys are indispensable in studies and work... its their nature to treat gals just a-bit-specially... bcoz of their ego? lol...

i cant even talk or chat more than 5 mins with my BB per day...
and he started work too...
and i can only passed with a bun and a quick peck on the cheek...

thats what i can do only...
not much i can do...

sorry BB i neglected u...

and im gg to super love our 30th month-versary...
its 090909....

and now, im gg to feed myself pills, pills and pills...
dun worry, im nt plucking in panadols... lol...

2009-08-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

i discover that, to have frens, u need to socialise, ALOT.

and socialize = money.

so, no money no frens, no talk.

the same goes for school, no sch fees, kick u out.

the same goes for family, no money, complain here and there, either ask u give more, or ask u move out.

the same goes for dating, no money, cannot wear nice nice, cannot eat good good, rather dun go out.

i envy those who can say loudly in ppl's face: FRENS, FAMILY, LOVE AND WORK/STUDIES CAN CO-EXIST AND BALANCE WELL!

tsk, i used to think that i CAN too.
sadly, this is quite an impossible feat for a person like me.

this duty called work occupies 70% of my life, from the moment i step out to the moment i step into the area called 'home and bed', sometimes it can be 7pm, sometimes it can be 9pm, i tried 10pm before though.
and soon, internal stock take can go up to the midnights.

i can only see the person called 'boyfren' mostly on weekends, or some short evenings on weekdays for a quick meal, or nua at his home, he play his dragonica and i play my harvest moon. never forgetting, to nag him always 'find a full-time job quickly, go and learn driving asap.'

i feel tt his laziness is harming him, u gt a damn gd father to give u money for learning driving, yet u dun even wanna go for it, poor gal here have to pay for her own sch fees and take taxi home coz its always too late for bus.

BB, pls go and have a license.

i can only see the ppl called 'parents and brother' after work everyday, for 2 to 3 hrs, then its either their slp time or mine.

so where did the group called 'friends' gone to?

i think, this is just a natural process to most ppl out there that friends are meant to be made and then lost.

whats left in a person at the end of the day is never-ending work, not so much of money, naggy parents, lil bro, a few best frens (2 in fact) and then a satiable bf who is always there for me.

but, something is still missing, and i cant help but keep pondering.

this post, is just a reflection of my life till now.

i hope it can go all the way beta...

by the way, how do you define the beings called 'friends'?

2009-07-14T21:30:00.002+08:00

this is just so great...

all my lessons in first semester, all at SP...

i hate hate hate that place, that ground, the air in it!

KNN!

is this the forecoming bad omen...??? oh no..........

2009-07-10T23:47:00.002+08:00

finally, i decided to update abit about recently...

i have much to say, my phuket trip, my new job, new workplace, new colleagues, new jobscope, and of coz my new school - university.

with my more than colorful results from poly, i really nv tot that i can go into any uni...
with choices like private schools like SIM Global, MDIS, APMI...
APMI in fact was my first choice then for they had a logistics degree (somewhat like a major only, not a pure logistics degree)..

alas, praised be to my researching skills (LOL!), i dug up the not-very-famous-but-soon-to-be SIM University, and good luck impending, they intro the 1st intake of Logistics and Supply Chain degree!

and somewhat i rmb, i was also the first batch of new students in my sec school then, and i still rmb vivdly life in sec sch was always CCA and study (F9 in Maths only though), and then i was still competitive and hardlong to learn, and even my pathetic F9 maths can become B3...

those are hard times spend studying and self-revision into late night and during O levels, i even woke up in 5am in the morning to revise 2 more hrs before gg to the exam hall...

O levels results was great then, i had 2 As and is a 12 pointer...

but somehow my 'ship' kind of turn over in the drain in the incoming poly days...

no frens, no kind teachers, no gd studies...
really give up then...
even had the bad events of 'throwing face' with my only fren in poly then...
but fate to be gd still, she's the only person to really accompany me through the horrible days in poly...
eating with me, finding me a seat in lecture hall....

thanks alot sherla, i really appreciate ur kindness that time, and even now...

Congratulations to Sherla and Tom, Happy Marriage and have a baby soon!!!

so...
i discover i really nv put in effort for the 4 yrs in poly...
dragging feet to school is a disaster everyday...
i had only myself to blame for the poor results i got lar...

and...
now im eager to go study what i finally found in life...
dunno how to explain, but Logistics and SCM is really my 'call'...

i already found back the competitiveness that i used to possess back in sec sch days...
ready to put in effort and aim well - NUS double masters in SCM.

tml is the day to collect materials - books and notes...
and BB's papa had agreed to help me sign for a new laptop~!
finally can play games with no lag le...

*~*~*

back to my phuket trip, i had some pictures to put up but im real real lazy, and no time to blog all those up...
however, the itinery was packed well...

so phuket trip updates will be postpone later lo...

*~*~*

right after i came back from phuket, the next day was an MC and next, my first day to work!
in Jurong Island!

initially i really wanted to step out of Jurong and Tuas and try working some OL-pretty worklife in town areas lar, but then, i still find myself more comfortable working with friendly experienced uncles and jiejie, wearing casual and jeans, and fetching a reasonable pay at the same time...

so i went to Jurong Island, and nonetheless, the pay is good for me... XD

everyday work goes like this --
1. wake up at 6.15am everyday and leave the house by 6.45am, meanwhile spend 10 mins to buy breakfast also
2. take train and took 7.15am transport at JE station
3. 7.30am reach Jurong Island Checkpoint, scan card and whatever luggage u have
4. 7.55am reached office, munched breakfast until work starts at 8am, but usually i munched until 8.30am lidat lol~
5. 12pm to 1pm is official lunchtime... everyday either walk to the nearest eatery or packed lunch
6. work until 5.45pm, take transport home, or work until 8pm most of time...
7. 6.30pm will reach JE again and take train home, step foot into my house happily by 7pm...

of coz most of the time, i can only step foot in my house at 9pm due to OT...

work is v fulfilling working there bcoz i had a fulfilling and learning jobscope lar... nv boring...

normally, in my previous co., i will start to take MCs liao, but today is my 1st month finishing and YES! no MCs taken yet!

my colleagues, most of them are from malaysian, and communication is through cantonese and hakka most of the time, really feel like at home...

my group of gals, made up of different departments, all join together to eat lunch and chat chat... me and one of the gals even plan to start a blogshop together again!

work is good, but always laikuan nv fails to see some improvements... lol~

esp, the lights in Jurong Island emitted from those chemical plants are so pretty at night... more pretty than those in bustling orchard or boat quay...

*~*~*

events these few weekends are:

1. outing with the guys to LAN and movie
2. 2nd outing with the guys + liting to movies, mind cafe, and supper as usual
3. gathering of BB's campmates at Jacob's hse
4. transformers and ice age 3

sidenote, the fallen die too fast liao la, optimus jitao overpower lor...
and ice age 3 storyline like no kick, ice age 2 is beta!

waiting for harry potter 6 next week...

*~*~*

last but not least, im tired. really. time to slp. how i LOVE weekends, days when i can slp more than 8 hrs. ciaos~!

2009-06-18T22:49:00.002+08:00

latest american's idol first runner up... or second in place...
adam sang the same piece with the champion kris allen... but i prefer adam's...

enjoy~

2009-06-05T23:47:00.001+08:00

leaving for airport in 6 more hrs~!

miss u my BB... i will msg/call u dee... hehe~

elephant im coming~~~~~

2009-06-02T00:23:00.002+08:00

various updates but no dates to indicate coz i cant rmb the dates well....

1. outing with the guys and BB last last weekend

ppl attending this time are: mr lee, mr ting, leongyee, ray, BB and me

as usual, chicken rice as dinner at Paradiz Centre followed by 2 hours of gaming at one of the LAN shop. Movie: Night At The Museum at our favourite cinema The Cathay. followed by my classic after-movie supper at Bukit Timah's roti prata shop.

then their usual late nite mahjong at BB's hse, without me bcoz i got curfews liao... :(

2. Quitted my job at previous company on 15th May

yea, i quitted them... lol...
all bcoz of some freak-seniors comments and the inability of my manager...
to ppl out there, dun ever work for a local company if u can, those ppl there love to play ranks...
and i lost to this battle of ranks bcoz i being criticised on a personal level in terms of my face and dressing, no link to my performance at all...
totally cant accept, and my mentality hasnt been balanced after that...
mama's encouragement and my own perspective, threw in the letter on a tuesday morning, and leave that company on the dot at 4.30pm, no OT of coz....

but, i do miss my colleagues Mei Ling and Kai Yin in there... :)

3. Found a better job on 28th May

less than 2 weeks, i found one.
initially wanted to find one in town, but instead got one that is even deeper inside Jurong... Jurong Island this time... -.-
funny thing for this job is that i need to pass a mini custom everytime i go in and out of the island... and no photography allowed. lol~

bad views on this job:
i need to wake up earlier than before... and the pick up transport is only available at jurong east... so i have to spend additional mrt fare to work liao...

good things are:
dressing is casual, meaning i can wear jeans and tee-shirt and sneakers, woohoo~
no skirts allowed, esp mini-skirts, hahaha!
i can choose to OT until wadever time i like, and after 9pm can book taxi home, totally claimable!
my salary is the same as with the previos company, but with some weird weird bonus or allowance to add in this time!
best, its five-day work week only XD

to add in, this time im working in a renowned Belgium logistic firm, just so nice to complement with my studies.

4. BB bought us a Wii

wiiiiiiiiiii~!

good price from Tingsin, paid $380 for a local set with 2 yr-warranty, and 2 pair of remote+nunchuck. just that the place to collect is so ulu until cannot.

playing rune factory frontier currently :)

5. Received enrolment package from my school

and yea, time to pay outstanding sch fees as well...
feel extremely heart-pain, as those monies i saved up during my 3 months of work at previous co. is all gone le...
have to start all over again in my money-saving regime.
are able to exempt 2 business modules, but darn sad bcoz these 2 modules do not include statistics...
totally KNS until cannot.
and luckily, able to waive away one module with a waiver exam on 18th July...
lessons will be every Thursday starting on 28th July for the first semester...

relax for first sem to get used to study life again, after that the remaining sems will be more tedious le...

6. Phuket trip 6th ~ 9th June

will be leaving on saturday morning and returning on tuesday, then wednesday start working again...

updates for Phuket will be after i return...

itinery for first day is out, credits to Lee Choo aunty XD

Touch down at Phuket International Airport --> Pearl Farm --> Pornthip Souvenir --> Central Festival Shopping Centre --> Thai Silk --> Wat Chalong Temple --> Big Buddha --> View Point --> Phormthep Cape --> Checkin at Hotel

staying at a resort at Kata Beach, one of the ulu ones in Phuket but i will love in... coz past experience from aunty is that she stayed at a busy and lively one is that even when its time for slp, u can still hear the partying noises...

i wun wan that certainly...

7. Dragonica

this new game we all will be playing~!

thats all folks~ till next time :)

2009-05-28T01:16:00.003+08:00

favorite song at the moment...

yui made a comeback in fullmetal alchemist opening~

-removed due to video being licensed liao cannot play le-

nice song ever by her...

failed to find a plain PV with no lyrics etc... coz the pv just gotta licensed by SONY :)

2009-05-11T00:35:00.002+08:00

dammit.

so there goes my painstakingly saved monies for months...
forbidding myself to spend, forbidding myself to eat, forbidding myself to go out.

all went to:
1. unisim
2. teeth

yea, stupid two front teeth act up again..
this time, i have to tear my heart apart by going for the super-expensive and duper-pain root canal...

400 for both teeth. monies flew away in 1 hr.

(before that, increase allowance to mama for this mth, when my pay remains unchanged yet -.-)

400 nvm, i still can more or less afford la... wad i cant stand, is the f-u-c-k until cannot f-u-c-k de PAIN.

this is wad root canal goes...
apparently, my tooth front teeth has broken down until crowning has to be done.
it has corroded and decayed so much that only half of both teeth is left...
dunno why, other teeth so damn strong, only the front teeth sucks.
so, in order to do crowning, must do root canal first...
root canal is whereby the dentist will drill 2 holes behind the back of ur teeth then use needle and thongs and pincers to pick out the teeth nerve in ur teeth.
of course, there is anesthetic la...
but wad hurts is when the anesthetics effect has resided.

i have suffered 4 insufferable pain until today.
and still it goes on to tml, the day after, and after and goes on.

apparently again, the poor blood vessel and wadever in me, my weak body constitution, has caused my blood veins to suffer from inflammation and infection.
my whole left cheek is swollen and expanded more than 1 inches, in which u can see stretch marks on the dimple areas.
the left nose wing area has pop out, and when u feel it, there's like a tumor in it...

of course, i did think before it might be a tumour, i have nose or mouth cancer.

ah-li-lu-yah.

but then, the doctor that i see doctor tells me not to worry first, give me 3 different types of antibiotics and lots of painkillers WHICH DUN EVER WORKS AT ALL, to try see if the swelling and pain will subside.

lets see, its day 1 today, and it still pain like hell.

and the doctor fees this time is 54 dollar... KNN.

with my mouth swelling lidat, 2 days of MC, not good at all...
the bosses not happy might sack me.

and i wun go out. NEVER. with my face lidat.

******

last friday went to malaysian embassy to renounce my malaysian status so that i can be singapore citizen officially..
and tell ya guys, before u can become a full-fledged singaporeans, u will be stepped down by those officers in the malaysian embassies and kena insulted like pigs...
first, their service sucks.
second, their so-called procedures just made u suffer by making u just go and take a form home to fill in then go back again just to submit then go back again to collect a single piece of receipt that you are not a malaysian , these simple until cannot simple procedures, they made me complete it in 3 fucking mths.

i wonder why its so hard to become a full-fledged singaporean.
why cant the singapore side just help us to settle everything, instead of settle ourself and still kena insulted by those neh neh ppl.

im born in singapore, i speak chinese and english, not malay.
other than a bit of dialect accent still remains in my spoken language, i feel and look no different than being a singaporean at all..
i contribute to cpf, i pay GST and income tax, i even intended to buy houses in singapore soon...
im willing to take the pledge and oath.. but im not willing to get insulted by those neh neh from the malaysian side at all...

look at their attitude and their working behaviours, im feel so happy that i am not a malaysian soon in 10 more days.
those ppl working at the embassy, pls feel ashamed that u have given a bad example to the world to see.. shame on you.

i feel so frustrated, i really wan to write a letter to straits times forum and criticised their working attitude, sucks to the core.

**********

its mother day today!
i get nth for mama, coz she said she needs nth, so i saved up my vouchers and bought rolls royce for myself to eat lo.... hahaha~

simple treat of dinner at RCC, thanks to leechoo aunty...

happy mama day to u too XD

still kind of force myself to eat happily despite my hurting pig face, but i really like the crab-egg prawns and fried codfish, yum~!

******

shocking news to hear after all these days, BB's cousin who is one yr younger than us, is getting married this mth!

kind of shock bcoz the date too fast le...
and now we like abit stress bcoz the ppl ard us are all getting married one by one, despite we being par-tor longer than them... lol...

and now BB is calculating real hard on our finances, we still had a long way to go afterall~

and and and, last but not least, hope BB's daddy will finance our 'proposal'... lol~

byebye, it might be a long long moments later before i write here again.... so damn busy, hope they just sack me.

LOL.

2009-05-02T23:39:00.002+08:00

my face is gonna ROT soon.

my pretty, smooth, undull skin for years, have turn into swollen, blemished, scarred, clogged pores, dull, pimplished skin in just 3 months of work.

yes, freaking 3 months of work in tuas.
those dirty air.
those dirt-ridden tables and chairs.
those piling stress.
those minimal rest and slp.

have turn me in a ugly freak monster.

help me, i wanna dieeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-04-29T21:02:00.002+08:00

busy like siao!

something is horribly wrong with the 'terms and conditions' that i signed for the company...
thus feeling so screwed up over the weeks...

enuf of work, anticipating coming company chalet and my loots from taiwan spree!

AND, phuket trip might have to postponed due to asean summit being held at phuket itself (imagine it being an ideal place for bombing suddenly) and also the current piggy-flu fever...

i hate the imagine if they had to slaughter all the piggies if the condition worsen...
NO PORK!
and pork meat is my favourite among all meat...
i will go nua without pork for weeks!

due to being so so so busy...
lots of anime and drama to catch up...

first up, Cinderella Man casted by 权哥哥...
yea, ah fen's favourite!

then my full range of newly introduced anime...
esp fullmetal...
blah blah...

off to see 权哥哥 liao!

2009-04-10T17:22:00.003+08:00

i love spreessss~

sprees are the best when economy is down or when u think that local style are not ur cup of tea...
thats why i dubbed and bought alot of taiwan sprees, buying myself or buying from others...

buying from others when i bought little items, like bags and shoes...
buying alot, is when im in love with those new tops and blouses from taiwan fashion, and i will send my enquiries direct to the taiwan suppliers...

hoho...
anyways, my items of bags from PG mall arrived!
and soon after it arrived, i placed another order to PG mall again!

talking about buying addict when economy is no gd...
but they are such cheap, affordable and pretty buys!

then i placed another order to etrue shop, waiting for them to send over now :)

and now, open to myself and all..

im gonna open this spree... JJS shop.

JJS spree~

dunno how to make it clickable, so copy and paste the link to see, ya?

this spree is confirm, as i will be placing more than 10 items myself, and the quota is reached easily liao... therefore, frens who wanted to join in too... tagged me! i will get u back :)

spend too much on clothes, end up staying and eating at home to save money! hahaha~

2009-04-06T00:01:00.002+08:00

my everyday life for last few weeks...

binge on fries and nuggets...
yes...

muscle-relax pills from doctor...
yes...

left 4 dead and dota and maple with BB and his frens...
yes...

ot...
always -.-

lots of new job...
again...

borrowed a series of books from the san bookshop located at jp...
the Godspeakers Trilogy - Empress, The Riven Kingdom and Hammer of God, written by Karen Miller...
so far as a v gd and enjoying read... focusing on adventure, fantasy and warring... my favourite genre... haha...

been so far since i took up novels and read day and nite.. hoho~

also download lots of new ds game since the console has been thrown aside when i started gaming PC with BB...
new games like:
Final Fantasy Crystal Chronicles: Echoes of Times
Burger Island
Avalon Code
Cate West The Mystery Files

itching to upgrade my ds to DSi!!!
but meanwhile my current ds will stay good first...

i wan eat mangoesssssss....

2009-03-26T21:45:00.002+08:00

do u know?

there will be a concert specially for final fantasy series ost in singapore arts fest this yr...
asian premiere somemore...

and all the tickets kena sold!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

3 performances and all sold!!!!!!

argh.

not one single ticket left.... not for me....
and somemore...
nobuo uematsu is attending the concert and giving a talk somemore!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........
really wan to bang my head against the wall la....

aiyo.... i wanna cry!!!!!

2009-03-24T23:11:00.002+08:00

family is leaving to china in the dawn and here i am now, in BB's hse!
hoho~ his comfy bed is all mine~ coz he's in camp! wahahaha~

and BB will be back on friday to accompany me... muackssss...

will be staying here for exact one week, and one whole week im free of all tiring housework chores...

i think tt i myself has really been v gd...
i earn my own...
i dun take a single penny from parents...
even sch fees also have to squeeze myself...
and even do housework like wash all the dishes and wash and hang and fold all the clothes in the family...
even after tiring work...
ppl might wish, even i sometimes wish, that im a pampered gal nv have to do all these things...
but deep down i noe that im not such a 'rice bucket' and be a free loader at home...
so even so i have to do a bit...

but one week away from chores makes me real happy!

met with a case today where a fren of mama's go and buy a house from a agent...
and days later his family start getting calls from loan shark to pay money back of abt 20 grands...
that fren passed his IC to his agent to photocopy for housing procedures and we all noe tt...
but to make such a big blunder of the agent, we encourage him to go and find the agent tml to fish out the trouble-maker...

so ppl, beware! dun anyone trust ppl with ur particulars... ur hse might be splashed or ur line will be bombarded!

tml's jia ni birthday treat and my wallet's gg be a big hole in it!

yawns~

p.s. thanks taima for ur v gd technical help!

2009-03-18T22:52:00.002+08:00

not a extreme dog-lover... but he make my eyes teary...
he's name is 儿子.. cute rite? XD

anyway its a mazda commercial only shown in japan and taiwan... lol...

2009-03-16T20:51:00.002+08:00

im so freaking sian of all the forced-OTs everyday...
u cant just leave on the dot...
u need to 'apply' for it from the senioe before work start...
and sometimes still nag u 'dun everyday off-work early ar...'

u noe that ur specified tasks is more than finished...
and if u dare dare tell the senior that u r going off early coz nth more to do...
u r just asking for early demise...

she will give u TONS of other stuffs and u can jolly well kiss-goddbye to one mth's of early off...

even thoughs...
leave is easy to apply la...

life's back to DOTA again...
maple stopped... lolz...

im still training from a noobie.... again!

2009-03-10T17:14:00.000+08:00

sorry ppl!
decided to cancel tokyo mayuki spree now bcoz.....
taiwan dollar is going to plunge in april and by then then buy will be more cheaper... lol~

and btw, im finally gg to my first overseas trip!
with families of coz... to phuket's infamous kata beach!

going to stay in kata palm resort though...

stay is totally free while airfare is gg to be 200 bucks... might have to pay myself considering mama keep mumble she no money... lol~

i will be spending bucks there too~ to eat and to play!

i wan to try kayaking with my brother, and simple snorkeling too! haha~
since it will be a 4d3n stay, a adventure hike and lazing at the pool bar will be great too~

BB wun be gg with us since he dun wan to go... so we will be able to go elsewhere further with him next time... hehe~

dinner with yufen tml, like so long lidat...

2009-03-09T13:31:00.002+08:00

ever have those days that u feel like taking few days leave to just lie low at home and play winter bear?
i just do.
not lazy but just to have a momentarily escape from heavy work load...
no need to feel time is either too short or too long...
no need to always rush those FW for their work and reports...
(FW = foreign workers)

anyways,

HAPPY 2ND YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO BB AND ME, TODAY!

9th march 2007, we were tgt...
9th march 2009, we are still loving each other and more...
9th march 2010, still dunno by then married anot, but at least planning to do so...

lol, we still have long days of career-building, chionging-studies and lovenest-scouting waiting for us...

still love ya and it will be increasing more and more... muacks!

though this yr we nv celebrate la... not even ytd...
but celebration is not impt for the day itself, but the days to come...
anyway BB seems to get off from his stingy mind, and started to ask if i wan go where etc...

and he also asked thrice if he dun go holidays with me, i will dun wan him anot...
LOL, my really very silly boy....

anyway peeps, check out zuji.com for their reverse auctions perks... u might just grab the right thing like hotels and airfares for ur impending trips!

and mama, who is leaving to china for her holidays-cum-work at the end of march, keep mumbles and mumbles that she is so worried abt leaving brother and me at home... maybe she think that i will not feed him and leave him hungry for days?
LOL.
then i scolded her since so worry dun go la, money also paid liao cannot refund still say so much for wad...
zzz...
fyi, im 22 this yr and my brother is 16 also...
not 12 and 6 okay...

but, she gt this really lavish gift from her customer...
a PINK PRADA sling!
can imagine it cause a bomb, esp the material is anti-wet...

lucky ma, at her age, her daughter and son still cannot afford to give her nice and expensive gifts... lucky she got her arrays of customers and frens to dote her lo...

lastly for this update,

im holding tokyo mayuki spree! click on the link at my left side blog... orders start from today to saturday... no capping... shipping shared...
btw, thursday they will have new stocks too!

2009-03-04T20:56:00.002+08:00

im introduced and owned a coach carryall on my 21st birthday...
and yea, i think the branded-goods cells and love-coach-oh-so-glamour genes acted up...

for coach lovers like me but think that the boutiques are selling way too EX...

check out this webby, is intro by May, my collegaue :)

http://coachfanatic.blogspot.com

im gonna order one after paying up all my sch fees XD

toking abt sch fees...
im starting sch in July! woohoo~
finally...

toking abt sch...
everyone might be well aware of the stabbing incident at ntu...
somehow i could feel how the student felt...
extreme study and peer pressure welled up...
i could understand that he stabbed the professor, but i cant accept that he chose death in the end...

ppl, dun assume that everything on earth is going smoothly as u think it is...
i was once in his path...
i used to be a top and smart student...
but declines in studies and isolation from the rest do happen to ppl like me too...
im under extreme pressure before, i almost caught depression...
but the 'wake-up-and-get-a-new-life' cells in me appear...
and now i gt a stress but wonderful gd-paying job...
a gd degree course in the way to me...
a healthy lifestyle and workout 4 times a week...
gd meals, gd slps...
and my BB is still staying with me by my side, and this is the most fortunate thing that ever happen to me, is to have him...

but the boy, he is alone, even when he passed away.
RIP.

backtracked...
met up with pauline to have dinner on friday...
she treated me to delicious waraku pasta as post-birthday treats... lol...
talk and talk, and i bought the latest album of mika nakashima's VOICE album...

wanted to buy uverworld's AWAKE EVE.
but hmv selling way to siao... freaking 70+ for japan version...
no taiwan version as yet... ZZZ...

their new album is so niceeeeee...
unlike PROLUGTION...
this album is really awake lor... like when uverworld first album, as gd as that time...

then on sunday, wedding dinner of xiaoqi jiejie...
xiaowei jiejie, weizhong kor and xiaoqi jiejie is just like my elder sisters and brother... they see me grow ever since im 5 years old...
still kept pictures of them... and yea our facial features didnt change that much... lol...

but they really gt great genes from yuhua mama, they are so pretty and handsome looking can...

xiaowei had a boutique selling pretty kiddy clothes, weizhong kor finished his english and HK bar exam and is on his way to become a barrister, xiaoqi jie got a rich husband too...

and this god-family of mine used to suffer alot too...
shine after rain...
and everybody is living happily~!

gotten a pair of silver chopsticks as wedding favours XD

then had my first lesson on jazz ytd...
its damn tough okay...
but i will hold on and i swear to dance the steps in 3 mths...
then my first aerobics was like a busy bee...
cannot keep up with the moves lo...
and the instructor jump like a kangaroo so fast... zzz...
then my yoga class...
my hands shake like crazy when doing the table-top and mountain pose...
zzz...
but all these classes i will continue going the lar...

including the slimming belt that mama's client gave her...
and the workout and running im undergoing now... lose 10kg in 3mths!!

work is hell...
u tot i uni grad noe so many things ar?!

2009-02-26T22:28:00.006+08:00

in my third week of work, i got another project handed to me and to-date...
its 3 in total...

zzz...

anyways, lots of gd news!

first, i gt a interview from unisim!
wahaha~
normally interview could mean possible admission liao coz only shortlisted ones are allowed interviews...

flutters~

second, d. gray man manga is coming back (as the author's injuries had recovered) and await this...

ED AND AL ARE COMING BACK after so many donkey years!

and i mean a new series of fullmetal alchemist of coz~
woohoo~
its not a sequel nor prequel, but an entirely new adaptation within the manga storyline this time...
as all who has watched the previous award-winning one noes that it ended differently from the manga storyline...
expect it to air and subbed in april~

and since d.gray man is continue drawing, we can wait for its season 2 as well XD

gd news 3!
im getting a Wii or Xbox soon!
maybe may or june though...
coz dunno which to buy yet...

for Xbox...

this is the game that i die die must play... star ocean 4: the last hope
the final instalment and also the prequel to the star ocean series...
and currently i have played SO 1 and SO 3 and still playing SO 2...

for Wii...

final fantasy crystal chronicles: my life as a king and harvest moon on Wii is my must-plays!
after that can try legend of zelda and tales of symphonia 2...
and maybe some gym-exercising and singing games as well... XD

my gaming and anime-watching cells are acting up again!

and oh boy i hate hollywood for ruining dragonball can... zzz...
and im going to watch regardless, to see how hollywood wasted so much money making a crap piece... kns!

2009-02-22T21:06:00.002+08:00

the first bouquet that BB gave me on valentine's...

wasn't that surprised bcoz he accidentally leaked out the surprise before me... lol...

but i love his thoughts...

muacks muacks!

*****

2009-02-19T22:41:00.002+08:00

i realise...
24 hours is just not enuff for me to do 100% well in my work, not enuff time to watch tv lazily, not enuff time to eat heartily and not enuff to slp peacefully...

fav song of the moment, and sort of tells my inner heart:

20 Dollar Nose Bleed
Fall Out Boy

Have you ever wanted to disappear?
And join a monastery
Go out and preach young addicts straight
Where will I be when I wake up next to a stranger
On a passenger plane, passenger plane

Permanent jet lag
Please take me back, please take me back
I'm a stray dog sick
Please let me in, please let me in
When life keeps tripping
Singing vows before we exchange smoke rings

Give me a pen
Call me Mr Benzedrine
But don't let the doctor in
I wanna blow off steam and
Call me Mr Benzedrine (Mr Benzedrine)
And don't let the doctor, don't let the doctor in

It feels like 14 carats but no clarity
When I look at the man who would be king
The man who would be king goes to the
desert to sing war his dad rehearsed
came back with flags on coffins and said
we won, oh, we won

Permanent jet lag
Please take me back, please take me back
I'm a stray dog sick
Please let me in (Please let me in)
When life keeps tripping
Singing vows before we exchange smoke rings

Give me a pen
Call me Mr Benzedrine
But don't let the doctor in
I wanna blow off steam and
Call me Mr Benzedrine (Mr Benzedrine)
[ 20 Dollar Nose Bleed lyrics from http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/ ]
And don't let the doctor, don't let the doctor in

B-b-b-b-Benzedrine
My, my, my Benzedrine
My B-b-b-b-Benzedrine now
B-b-b-b-Benzedrine
My, my, my Benzedrine
My B-b-b-b-Benzedrine now

Only wonderful feeling that is the rest of the proof
is on the television, on the

Call me Mr Benzedrine
But don't let the doctor in
I wanna blow off steam and
Call me Mr Benzedrine (Mr Benzedrine)
And don't let the doctor, don't let the doctor in

Have you ever wanted to disappear?

It's not me, it's you
Actually, it's the taxidermy of you and me
Untie the balloons around my neck and around me
I'm just a racehorse on the track
Send me back to the glue factory
Always thought I'd float away
And never come back
But I've got enough miles on my card
To fly the boys home on my own
But you know me: I like being all alone
And keeping you all alone
The charts are boring
Your kids are snoring
You say you're not listening and I said I'm wishing..
20 Dollar Nose Bleed (Fall Out Boy)

the last part of talking quite redundant tho...
nice catchy song!
next fav, i dun care from fall out boy too!

i dun care what u think as long as it's about me

2009-02-18T21:07:00.002+08:00

current mood: pissed and stressed
current dumping: money and friends
current finding: confidence and happiness

***

finally had a early day at home today... reached home at 8...
after rushing all the way from work to SIM uni...
fili-fala registered and paid monies...
nearly cannot apply coz not enuf money and i digged out every penny i had...
finally applied!
simple dinner with jia ni at SIM then she go and rush her lecture...
while i had to cabbed home coz im damn tired...

hope to hear news from them soon... as the lady-in-charge told me since i apply so early... i might get to interview and accept the offer one mth earlier than ppl who are later than me...

i have not been slping for more than 6 hrs ever since job started last week...
plus being sick and mood swing isnt making things better for me...

work is sort of F...
coz i have no idea of wad i really doing now and everybody is also busy rushing their own projects, i dun really get a full detailed brief on wad im supposed to do...
and i used my own ability of 'find it myself' again, just like a charmander's ability is to spit fire... same.
although abit F, but still overall, this job is really P!
paywise, location wise, relationship wise, leave wise, everything is P!
only bad thing might be i wun be able to have an rise in job title as its a family-owned company and of coz they only promote their own family members de lo...

ytd, dear ah ma left for new zealand to study le...
will be back 9 mths later though...
rushed again to airport with taima and qx after work...
ate popeyes... real yummy... i think i tried it 1st time...
after photo-takings, ah ma left le...
v touched when i see his papa give him a good bye kiss...
could actually feel abit tears in the eye but nv flow out... lol...

see ya again ah ma!
good luck in ur first class honours and dun return halfway ar!

2009-02-09T22:18:00.002+08:00

first day of work!
my first full time job...
started a habit of keeping a notebook with me...
write in it how many hrs i worked today (in case they short-paid me haha)...
and the work im delegated to do and accomplished...

work wasnt really that easy...
first, the environment was full of msians...
well, i used to be a malaysian too...
but after some chit-chatting with them...
they tot that im singaporean just bcoz i spoke nicer english to the managers...

i just became a singaporean last yr only lei.........
im from IPOH!!!

imagine, if a pig were to be let to live with a bunch of rabbits?
im like that 'piggy' now lo...

haiz, not easy to mingle with ppl with my age now... haiz....

next, i think im kena scammed...
and now also cannot argue liao...

im told that my official knock-off hrs is 430pm...
and i can OT until 630pm where the office has to be closed for the day...

by rite, it shld also mean that u are free to go anytime after 430 rite?

NO.

i discovered this today, NO i cant leave after 430 if i dun leave ON 430...

meaning, if i dun go off at 430, i can only go off at 630...
die die must work 2 hrs then can go off...

wad the heck rite?
dunno is it bcoz they dun noe how to calculate OT or its their policy...

then i discovered, my gym and workout lessons will be affected!
uni studies sure also de lor...

and HOSAY, noe wad?
the v gd lady manager just went on leave starting TODAY!
maternity leave.
everyone noes how LONG is maternity leave.

when she comes back, my probation will be over...
and yea, my amore fees wasted half liao...
hai...

and i finally can feel how jialat jia ni feels...
she used to tell me she will feel bad if she dun do OT...
bcoz most of her colleagues always OT...
and i always chided her 'get a life la! come out eat and drink with me more fun!'

now?
im like jia ni no. 2.

and also!
i also used to tell taima dun OT so much...
now?
im taima no. 2...
taitaima here le...

hai....

after calculations... if i do OT everyday... i can get extra 500+ of cash per mth!
alot!
but... the basic pay is seriously enuff for me...

maybe i will have a talk with mr GM tml liao...

***

finally!
unisim is introducing its first Logistics degree le!

enrollllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll~

***

Happy 23rd mth to BB and me!!!!
I LURVE YOUUUUUUU~
MUACKS!

2009-02-07T01:39:00.002+08:00

i've sign up with amore!
a 3-mth package only though...
so after 3-mth will see if result is gd and if im able to enter uni then...

will start lessons when govt's money arrive... lol~

jian fei jian fei~
predicting the package of lessons that i can attend, think i can lose 10kg+ weight in 3 mth's time...
slimmer me!

so excited XD

2009-02-06T16:12:00.002+08:00

this is my favourite photo of myself... with my donald duck (half of it though)...
took this picture like last yr... and im still 55kg lidat only... and now... haiz...

thats why, photos has been missing in my blog for so long, nv noticed it until few weeks ago darling su mention it to me over msn... lol...

subconsciously, v long v long i nv take pictures of myself liao... maybe i noe im almost fat beyond recognise...

so i rather dun take photos, so i wun have a memory of myself getting bigger and bigger by each day BEFORE...

and yesh, im finally gg to exercise away my lazy bones and flabby bits! im joining amore! due to the expensive costs that i have to pay, it will just drive me to go for at least one workout a day! gd money spent XD

see a new me in 3 mths, i will be CUTE again... since im not pretty in the first place... LOL...

my favourite pic of my dearest BB... he is so damn cute... ke ai!

i love his hair most... i love guys who have nice hairstyle... and BB can do great hairstyle out of his own head... lol...

and BB's dressing dun worry me at all.. he noes wad style suit him best...

my BB = J-boyish + damn CUTE + BB-ish

dun worry BB, 4 more mths and i can see u lidat again... hehe~

***

did manage to go ICA with ah ma today... paisei ah ma!
put u big big aeroplane...
but u will be happy with the gift that we chickens & poopies give u... hehe...

and yea, the date for ah ma going NZ is getting nearer and nearer!
(btw peeps, its 17th, not 19th, a tuesday, LOL, i made a mistake)

seeing him get so enthu when purchasing his stuffs to NZ...
laptops, routers, the necessary things...
IM DAMN ENVIOUS.
really.
how many ppl in their lifetime can afford to go overseas to study carefreely, plus its NZ somemore...
for me, i sure damned cannot afford...

even wingwing went to china and japan before...
i did even manage to step in one step beyond that immigration point before...

i rmb i keep encouraging ah ma to go NZ, even though he looks like he will have a promising relationship if he stays in singapore...
but...
for his own sake and future, he is best to go...
do i sound and feel cruel?
well, unless he gt a gf ALREADY, he still have to go, and the gf will tag along...

i dunno wad i talking already, my mine is flooded with the icy mountains and luscious greenlands of NZ now...
i wan go there holiday la!
NZ dollar depreciate more plssssssss....

im still not feeling satisfied.
i will aim higher.
i will own the top one day.

2009-02-05T00:22:00.002+08:00

i think im abit 走火入魔 liao...
i have been checking UniSim website almost everyday for the past 2 weeks!
why??
coz i wan to be kiasu, to be the first to submit my application!
(since unisim say its almost first come first serve basis lar)

so everytime im online, the first webby to go is UniSim...

unisim.edu.sg
unisim.edu.sg
unisim.edu.sg

and application only start on mid feb...
zzz...
but i just couldnt stop myself not to visit it until mid feb...
for fear that the application starts early...
even last time apply poly also not so kan chiong lar!

anyway, went out with jia ni today...
that siao zha bor make me go and find her through the rain and wind...
and she dare dare go and MIA for 30 minutes and nv receive my calls for 15 times!
anyway after that we finally met, walked alllll the way to keypoint to visit the bintan nirwana gardens sole agent to book our bintan trip..

CLOSED.
damn...
so early close... dun even noe gt open in the first place anot...

so maybe i will just booked the nirwana beach club online if she cannot booked the nirwana gardens tml...
oh yea, the both of us will be gg to bintan on 28th - 29th march to celebrate her 22nd birthday!
soft sands, clear waters, coconut juice, yummy seafood, and also relaxing spa and massage~!
anyway, the damned return 2 way boat trip cost a freaking 59.80 per person... zzz...
like taking bus back to ipoh during CNY...
no discount!

then we walkkkkk all the way back to bugis junction again...
eat jade crystal...
and ask desmond join us too since he's working nearby also... haha...

after earting, des went home and left the 2 of us walkkkkkk ard bugis street..
now all the clothings in bugis street (esp 1st floor) is selling all items almost $10 per piece only!!
no trying no exchange though...
doesnt matter and i bought 4 items at one go on jiani's credit... hahaha...
and one more black kimono top to be bought (she will help me buy tml)...

so long nv visit bugis le, and still can able to buy so much working clothes...

while shopping, the amore fitness salesgal keep give me 连环夺命 call la... hahaha...
keep reminding me tml gt appointment with her...
keep selling her package to me...
i will sign up...
after march when govt gif money lo...
and also, provided they allow a 2 time-installment also...
one time give 600+ abit heartpain...

next place to visit on friday will be taka and ICA...
where im going to use my taka vouchers to buy one black working pants and hopefully a shirt and a pretty skirt...

finish buying... home sweet home!

***

person sharing for alvin's farewell gift:
-me
-vl
-munyeng
-xiaoqian

anymore???

btw, who wan organise the farewell party or dinner or outing ar?
im gonna be busy~~~ but still able to come and eat... haha...

2009-02-03T23:29:00.005+08:00

lol... yea karin, im honoured for our reunion dinner ytd... hahaha...

finally, pictures of me!
the buibui me!
i scare if i dun up anymore pictures if myself, ppl will soon cannot recognise me le... >.< bcoz i become buibui liao!

in the toilet... (buibui me)

new york new york with karin and ah ma.. (side view also bui, bth)

and thats the 3 of us, the handsome guy in red is my ah ma, urs truly...

and my ah ma is gg to new zealand real soon! even though i keep saying autralia... haha...
he's leaving on 19th... so frens, lets give him a nice byebye off at the airport yea?
its 8pm flight, and im glad im able to make it since my work finish at 4.30pm...

i prepared a gift for him, so frens who received my msg, reply me soon!
currently sharing persons are:
-me
-taima
-karin
-xiaoqian

btw, that gift no need to think its not ji li...
bcoz when u gift that gift to a person gg overseas, it means wish him yi lu shun feng...

like wad shizuka in hana yori dango said, 'a nice pair of XXX will bring u to a beautiful place.'

(in case ah ma read my blog, i put it into XXX)

***

thinking of signing up amore to slim down and tone my flabby bits!
600+ a yr after discount... still thinking...........

2009-02-02T00:40:00.002+08:00

reunion dinner was at home...

chu yi was a trip to johor to visit pa's brother and his family...

chu er was steamboat dinner at small aunt's hse... although steamboat steamboat, i only eat wads on the frying pan...

chu san was a quick trip to posb to settle my loans (finally~), then BB's hse to collect 4 ang baos... kekeke~

chu si was a day of slping more than 12 hrs at home...

chu wu was a day of meeting BB...

chu liu was a day of meeting BB and hse-visiting at ma's fren hse... simple buffet + blackjack...

chu qi (today, aka ren re) is a day of banquet dinner at RCC... plus blackjack at my hse...

simple CNY... lol...
with lots and lots of cheesy cookies and prawn rolls... hahaha...

laikuan is so fat beyond recognise!

gg to start work in one week's time, so anticipated!
but also mean no more maple and video-watchings at late nite for me le...

so this week, laikuan hopes to:
1. spend the 200+ vouchers away to buy clothes clothes clothes!
2. sing kbox naybe
3. eat!
4. slp early!

tada~

2009-01-26T02:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOO MOO YEAR EVERYONE!!

XD

2009-01-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

gotten myself a citibank salary credit acct and my first credit card today...
haven receive though... to be send over in a week but i doubt i will receive by next week...
hope this time wun make a wrong decision to open an acct due to salesman's pushy~

gotten ma a zero dollar phone too..
since she keep complain her phone spoil and my plan need to recontract too...
her and pa phone always spoil... zzz

stupid posb ppl make a mistake with my poly tuition fee...
and dammit might have to pay penalty if cannot repay successfully by next mth...
will complain them will they charge me extra...

and ocbc-ntuc card will be sent to me too...

too much cards lately...

one day after the budget was announced...
and i tot that...
it will be so so nice if the govt also give us spending vouchers like the taiwan govt did too...

tml will be the start of cny eating...
fatness~

2009-01-23T02:19:00.002+08:00

wake up earlier abit than usual to be in time of finance minister's speech on Budget 2009...

the highlights gt alot..
focus on creating and retaining jobs...
helping business esp SME on their expenses...
encouraging banks to lend for trade financing...
helping individuals and family households by giving more rebates and credits...

for individual like me...
most concern is of course GST credits, education grant, skills upgrade, and housing benefits...

GST credits has doubled for this yr...
so i can expect, or most of us, can expect abt 1000+ this yr...
since last yr i gt 500+...

u can have up to 20% of income tax rebate if u r taxable for this yr...

skills upgrading courses has granted subsidy from 80% to 90%...
and tertiary courses including unisim and local 3 unis NTU NUS SMU, all have more grant too...

housing wise, the CPF grant has increased from 30k to 40k, and income ceiling from 4k to 5k...

more houses will be build to accommodate young couples and smaller families over the 2 years...
skills upgrade will be esp impt to retain current job or finding new ones...

and i will be waiting for march to receive my 1st GST payout for the yr! XD

2009-01-21T02:13:00.002+08:00

the budget 2009 is coming out in 2 days or 1 day time, since its over 12am now...
have nv been so concern for the budget thingy, esp since last yr when they announced that everyone of us gt some cash money in our acct, im delighted~
but this yr, its a great concern to me, maybe due to the fact that im a working adult who has to show some care to the country's political and economical packages...

my wishlist are wad most singaporeans wanted too...
1. lower GST taxes
2. cheaper housing
3. subsidised transport

i wanted the same cash money as last yr too... LOL

went out tonite to meet BB at causeway point for his nite out...
had kfc... and bought some stationery at popular for ma...
wanted to buy a jigsaw puzzle, but its too ex and no discount... zzz...

went home and went out again with ma and pa to JP's Fairprice XTRA to 扫年货...
bought over 270+ worth of goods and damn heavy~!
saw the FairpricePlus Debit Card available for signup... thus i will be having one more card in my wallet... lol...

will be going to ICA tml to renounce my malaysian citizenship...
as well as announce my singapore citizenship...
finally~

actually if theres a choice given..
i still wanted to retain my msian one and be a s'pore pr...
one of my adulthood plan is to have a property in msia... something like a vacation hse... investment purposes...
now no need liao, unless i gt S$250,000 to invest...
and one freaking hse in malaysian dun even need S$100,000 lor... zzz...
but then, i dun wanna risked the chances of getting my PR to be denounced... so i rather be a singaporean now... enjoyed more education grant, housing grant, and income tax rebates...

oh ya, i learnt that i need to pay income tax!
ZZZ
more income tax rebates for this 2009 budget too pls...

2009-01-19T23:31:00.002+08:00

and there was when i think that a One-Month-Bonus is the biggest thing on earth...

so there was even 3-month-bonus...
and even a 4-month-bonus + additional $1000 + $200 angbao!

imagine, if ur basic pay is like 3k per mth...
that amount of bonus gt just easily give me the downpayment of my future home, maybe even additional furniture and fixture...

i would like a water bed and luxurious kitchen set too...

my company has a fixed 2-month-bonus for every office staff to those who has worked a full year...
substantially, profits could increase it to 3 or 4 month...

i be sure to hold on tight till 2 years in there at least...

working is great, all the more i wun even think of study full-time...

future doesnt seem bleak anymore...
once its sooo sooo dark to me...

a change in mindset could change the life...

i wonder if BB did think about his future before in camp...
wad he wanna study and work as...
i didnt encourage him to do full-time studies...

i hope he can part time study and part time work if he cant tahan full time work...

may sound selfish but, i dun wanna him to be a fresh grad when he is 26 years old with nil working exp...
fetching a meagre pay...

its gd for ppl who are well-fed to have a bit of pain sometimes...
and im gonna experience the pain again... and longer this time...

on the other hand, more angbao money plsssss....
i hope to end my winter slp earlier...
maybe go out for self shopping spree this week XD

2009-01-19T00:02:00.002+08:00

i have been having serious dandruff problems for weeks already...
even though i did not change my brand of shampoo - silkpro...
i even used the most expensive ones out there in the ntuc racks...

at first, i tot that it maybe silkpro no longer works for me..
my dandruff has 'evolved' to more resistance...
now i realised...

its bcoz i stopped washing my hair twice a day.

*while typing this entry, the neighbours below us start throw things and quarrel again... hope they wun throw TV or fridge or PERSON out of the windows*

thus, i will need to resume to washing my hair twice a day again!
expect laikuan's hair to be dry as grass again...
start need to invest on hair mask products...

also, started on the usual regime of collecting angbao tours ard singapore le...
so far collected quite a sum, but all 'absorb' back by mama... -.-
doesnt matter anyway...
as long as gt 100 for me until 9th feb that's quite enuff though...

last, BB's $80 worth of taka voucher is officially lost...
LOST!
i could buy 2 shirts 1 skirts with that vouchers...

sobs...

and im only left with $100 suntec and $110 taka vouchers to spend...

sobs...

back to watching hana yori dango *korean version* le... tada!

2009-01-17T02:12:00.005+08:00

lately has been watching lots of korean drama...
shorter than HK longer than jap...

just finished watching these two...

ON AIR

said to be the highest viewed drama in korea in 2008...
revolves the story on a scriptwriter, newbie director, past-famed manager and famous advert celebrity...
on how they overcome lots of obstacles to filmed a genre of drama which nobody has tried to film before...
and how they find love to each other...
how this drama manage to keep me watching... the story plot is great and alluring at the end of each episodes...

The Last Scandal

this drama hooked me by its genre too...
about the 39 year old aunty met her first love by fate and eventually discovered that her first love is how the superstar of korea, who proclaimed that he is only 32 years old (shld be same age as her)...
how they lived tgt under a roof, how the superstar helped her to get over her divorce, discovered the biggest secret of himself, tided over the media's misconceptions, and eventually married the first loves of their lives in the most fairytale way...

btw, the female cast (the aunty) has already passed away in 2008... so there will be no more 2nd season as scheduled...

and tada!
the drama that im watching now...
that many many has known abt this drama before, it was once the biggest sensation in both taiwan and japan...

HANA YORI DANGO!

in korean version this time. of coz!

and the long-anticipated cast for F4, which didnt disappoint me:

being the leftmost guy is 道明司...
second left is 花泽类...
second right is 西门...
rightmost is 美作...

initially could really differentiate between 西门 and 美作...
but viewers will be more concerned on 司 and 类...

and the gal acting shan cai will be the gal who acted in 19岁的清纯 as liang ju hua...

comparisons of coz...
among tw, jap and korea...
i still think that tw's is the most lousy...
actress too old... the 4 actors not shuai too... coz looked too old... not like 18 at all...
and i hate the TW's F4 de hairstyle... long and straight like gay... zzz...

for jap... they have the best shan cai...
and the best soundtracks too...
but the F4, other than huazhelei, the other 3 is v disappointing esp in looks...

as for korea... they have the most charming F4!
but their acting skills is still lacking, especially for huazhelei...
as for korea's shan cai, although she is not as gd as japan's, her acting is better than the other two...
and she didnt spot the same long straight hair like jap and tw's... but instead a short shoulder length bob...

till now of 4 episodes being aired..
korea's version has been changed in several details...
shan cai's signature hairstyle has been changed into shorter bob...
shan cai's family run a laundry shop...
shan cai's entry into the sch is not as original (original is that her parents save and scrimp for her sch fees, but the korea version is that she had saved a boy from committing suicide and was granted full scholarship)...
and korea's shan cai is a swimming fanatic who dreamed of being a olympics swimmer...

while other changes includes huazhelei's background, from a national bank's little boss to a korean's president's grandchild...

thus, i will be chewing on more dramas from now til i had to chew on books again!

2009-01-16T01:15:00.000+08:00

cherishing my remaining time to watch animes and dramas now...
go out as much as i can...
spend as much time with BB as i can...
go out with frens...
do the remaining chores left undone...
spring clean my room...

coz i will be chewing on engineering notes and QC documents 3 weeks later >.<

2009-01-15T01:03:00.002+08:00

im really really lucky.
in this midst of economic crisis, where ppls lost their jobs, got retrenched, on the black waiting list..
im still able to get a job.

yes. finally.
i got a job.

im real happy.
esp, when im told how much my monthly remuneration and the benefits i will be getting, 我在偷笑...

LOL...

i think the salary thingy is sort of confidential so i wun reveal here la...
but i will be getting full staff benefits!
14 days of annual leave...
3 days of authorised unpaid leave...
14 days of medical sick leave...
of coz, maternity leave too... lol~

other includes group PA insurance and etc...

transport is covered too!

although my working time starts at 730 early in the morning, but the journey is less than 30 mins from my hse... and i get to finish work at 430!

more on the jobscope...
my title is called Admin cum Engineering Assistant...
honestly dunno why the 'engineering' pops up lar...
otherwise also noe as management trainee too?
coz i will be 'bao ka liao', i need to learn EVERYTHING that is in operation in the company...

tough? no.
instead im so excited...
i could really feel that the boss wanted to groom me...
he wans me to learn QC, procurement, logistics, costing plans, forging metals, MDR, purchasing, administrative, receptionist, documentation and human resource.
wad more could i ask for?
thats basically everything in the company.

and i felt so needed for the first time in my life.
i felt that finally im being seen as someone who is capable and worthy to groom into.
i felt that my capabilities and hardworking are being looked upon.

wad did i say during interview?
other than dressing nicely... sit on the chair nicely... speak with a courteous tone... be on time for interview...
i also showed them my 'holy' results.

yeayea, the holy results which landed me almost 4.5 yrs of misery.
the biggest ink mark on my piece of white paper.

and i told them why.
and i changed.
and they seem impressed.

finally, someone gave me a chance for the change to occur.
someone gave me a chance to earn bucks.
someone gave me a chance to pursue my degree.
someone gave me a chance to extend my knowledge and ambition.

very soon, i will no longer to be associated with words such as lazy and stupid.

i founded the place to work hard for...
and luckily, i didnt listen to ppl who tell me to work temp assignments first.

i stood on my grounds.

Moo Moo Year will be the yr of changes for me... hehe...

*****

been invited to my primary school CPS reunion by gan er zi...
as always, head prefect CK still in contact with us and always asked us to go to his hse for new yr gathering...
its been 10 years we graduate, seldom contact anymore but the feelings of togetherness is still there...
i think, i shld go and attend, to see the familiar faces again...
hope to see u too, WEI CHING.
my primary sch best fren XD

2009-01-12T17:24:00.002+08:00

after months of 冬眠 at home...
finally my week of interview started today...

originally theres only a interview at shenton way on tuesday...

but luckily one called today morning and i went for my first interview at tuas today...

its a marine engrg SME, inside tuas, and the work pace is fast, which suits me inevitably...

but looks like the manager needs to go thrgh other candidates too, dunno my chances are high anot, although i think quite high coz she tok alot with me...

if everything goes well, i will start work after cny, which is gd too, i can slowly spring clean my room while waiting for job to start...

nv felt so urgent for a job, might be due to the job market crisis that is happening now...
so, i must get a job fast fast and fast...

money money money...

im willing to give up the shenton way job offer for this one... XD

2009-01-10T00:53:00.000+08:00

stupid hotmail is giving problems again ...

i cannot open mail at all...

K N N

2009-01-09T00:36:00.000+08:00

its time...

to watch back...

Gundam 00...

as...

i really missed out alot episodes...

duh.

2009-01-07T03:38:00.002+08:00

so lets consolidate my posts...

alot happening today...

went to visit the dentist today...
i get a free refill for my teeth, and even get special discount for crowns!
so i beta buck up and and get a job with some dental benefits, total round up, even damn damn cheaper!

then i go to watch ponyo on the cliff by the sea, the lastest anime movie by hayao grandpa..
as ever, a fantastic piece of art, although i like howl's moving castle, spirited away and princess mononoke more...

after that i met up with jia ni for dinner and we talked alot...
like 1mth+ nv meet le...
told her abt my slacking...
the irreponsibility of relationships of frens...
my BB...
her job...
my job and my teeth again...

after that reached home...
as ever...
internet was disaster...
internet give u surprises as well as tell u de horrible truth...

i discovered that ma's profession that i have been proud of, have been made a fool out of my bf's that side of family?

ok nvm, was feeling down, but i watched The Last Scandal of My Life which brightens my mood instantly...

so i send a msg to BB, telling him things...
and we decided that, family will be family, us will be us... nth more else...
seperated.
not to be involved.
not to be thought over again.

few days back, a fren's EC msn-ed me...
out of pity maybe, i asked her how she was..
she was feeling extreme sad, and ANGRY...
i can understand her, just like in some epic dramas and movies, u can say that she gt dumped without knowing why!

oh ya, her EX (aka fren) told us why... but he nv tell her why...

so she asked... and i told her wad i noe...

and hola! im been called a hypocrite...
jian zhi shi SIAO si wo le!

hypocrite??!!

laikuan is nv a hypocrite, laikuan always tell the truth.

come on, u noe who u r, if u read my blog, ask urself, did i tell lies or spin tales?

the poor gal just want to noe why she was dumped.

so i explained and discussed over it with BB..
in his opinion, he thinks i shldnt tell the gal but i also nv say anything wrong la...
and well, he thinks that the 'fren' was quite irresponsible too...

today i gotta a msg from 'fren'...
i didnt wan to reply him..
first i was slping, i dun reply msgs and calls when im slping...
second i gt a instant feeling that u still gt the cheek to ask?

well maybe the phrase 'the cheek to ask' is too extreme le la...
u noe u noe, youngsters nowadays are strawberry generation, they cannot withstand truthful words...
maybe i shld say, 'u dunno the basic responsibility to be a lover? still need ppl teach ar?'

so i nv reply fren...a nd i texted the gal and ask..
well, the gal was obviously still sadded angry and cant get over it...
and she make it obvious on the msn nick, the 'fren' qns her, and show temper at her!

couples who broke up tend to show temper at each other...
and again, the internet!
break up still wan to settle thrgh MSN??!!

making a call will die?
explaining face to face will die?

it makes me suddenly think that the 'fren' is so kong bu (frightening)...
last time still ai ni ai dao xiang tian tian jian ni...
now?
dun even wan see ur face.

i wonder BB will one day anot?
although my hunch tell me he wun ever be so irresponsible..

in life, u see all sort of ppl..
maybe wad 'fren' says is the truth la, that the gal has a 'fantastic' expression when she's angry..
she gt other kind of cons that we dunno..
that theres some oracle that u rather believe than try to change ur predestined fate...

but i still make a point, i just said wad u told us, nth more nth less.
i tried to tell her, to comfort her.
but looks like 'fren' really make gal so angry that she's still pissed.

of coz of coz, readers may start to think that im more one-sided to gal la...
but hor, gt reason de!
coz i tasted one of 'fren' de stunt before, and im still pertained over it..

i dun care less he calls me a hypocrite and dun wanna befren me anymore, its bcoz i dun think i do anything more. i think that i did right, coz i at least assure the gal that 'fren' doesnt love her anymore and she must not continue to try to recover her lost feelings towards 'fren'.

gal, u must move on, theres always greener pasture.
theres always other ppl who is worthy of ur love than 'fren'.

so to conclude things, i still sent a msg back to 'fren' in the middle of the deadly nites.
i told him roughly 'ya i told her wad she wanted to noe just u had told us. that ur mother doesnt like her, all mother wun like their son's gfs de la.'

and thats true, mother and daughter-in-law friction ALWAYS EXIST.
i just got a taste of it earlier sometime.

and after this, no more.
i think that i wun wan to see 'fren' until after he gets his act up again.
or neither he will ever get his act up again.

one more, i dun even noe in this advice get into the mind of youngsters.
dun ever move in and stay with ur other half if u r not married.
dun ever co-habits.

im worried for gal, how if she ever to explain to her futures on this issue.
thinking, for the first time i feel like telling ppl not to tell the truth, for this truth is really nt gd.

so alas, one fren less. i dun mind!

oh ho, i might be making more soon since im gonna start work!

and taima, rmb checked ur posb acct! (u noe u noe)

2009-01-07T01:37:00.002+08:00

i dun wan u to be dreamy.

i dun wan u to be naive.

i wan u to be stronger to emotions.

i wan u to be more realistic in life.

life arent full of roses, despite roses even have thorns.

i hope and hope and hope.

i will be zipping my mouth up. u wun see me talking any sooner.

good nite my BB.
byebye.

2009-01-06T23:48:00.002+08:00

im pissed.

im pissed at being jobless.

im pissed at being in poverty.

im pissed that my teeth failed on me again.

im pissed that my wallet is dirtied and spoilt.

im pissed that my hp pouch's zipper has loosen.

im pissed that my ma is being grumpy all the time for being poor.

im pissed at my irresponsible fren.

im pissed that i shouldnt care for them so much.

im pissed my gd-hearted-ness always nv get return.

im pissed at my so-called frens forever.

im pissed, v pissed, that ppl do not take ma's profession with respect.

we r not cheaters, mine u.

we r there to offer help and prayers.

dun believe in prayers?
u r the loser.

so god's sake, i can say loudly that i may not have a healthy body, my back is failing on me any sooner, i sure will have a healthy child.

tts all.
ya.
next time dun ask me for advice on anything regarding tt.
pissed.
u just go and create miracles for urself.
damn.
i just watch at one side and see how things go wired.
cold.

my prayers, my ma's profession, are to be respected.

2009-01-05T17:45:00.001+08:00

my 400th post...

hohoho...
will be a chirppy post, since im so emo over my last few posts...

im looking for ppl to travel to johor with me, to the biggest mega shopping mall, THROUGH TRAIN!

yea yea, the train station at tanjong pagar, with $3 only per trip...

no more congested woodlands checkpoint, squeezy buses...

even though im advertly broke now... i still wan to go out there and see see walk walk...

starting these few days... running schedule...
time to keep fit, not jian fei, but to prevent myself having more fat cells... lol...

2009-01-05T02:12:00.002+08:00

problems lately...

not my problems...

but problems abt my fren and his gf, otherwise, my fren and his bf...

really, when ur couple frens break up... NV ever listen to one-sided stories...

or else, be like me, my SPECS DROPPED, rolled onto the floor, and kena squashed by a giant's feet to pieces...

broken glasses...

as a passerbys, outsiders, we can nv really get hold of the real situations... of wad really happen...

im still quite shocked... but i might learnt to let go of the shocking truth...

he is a bad lover, but he's still a gd fren of ours...

she is a gd lover, but she doesnt get to be appreciated, she definitely deserved to get treated better...

wadever decisons u guys made, u two are still the gd frens of ours...

good luck...

2008-12-27T05:18:00.002+08:00

i feel like a deflated balloon.

dun bother ask me out for gathering with 2 or more ppl.

anti-social germs in me.

i dun bother to ask ppl to meet me.

no urge found in me.

momentum, lost.

enthusiasm, lost.

i need to get my goals back before i can go out and 见人..

coma in action.

2008-12-23T03:00:00.002+08:00

i will blog abit ba...

alot pics taken in msia trip and on bdae... but i lazy to upload...

have to be next next next time...

Event 1:
my 21st Birthday

a simple buffet at home, lots of relatives and frens, lots of gifts, lost of angbao but taken back to pay for buffet and cake, lots of sweats too.

Event 2:
Real Birthday

wohooo~ my sweet BB pop out at my hse to give me a cake he brought himself at 12am sharp... abit shocked but as i dun give that kind of overly kua zhang expression, BB tot i looked sian... lol...

no la, BB...

LOVE U SO MUCH MUACKZ MUACKX MUACKS

Event 3:
New JP and My IceCream Phone & XQ Birthday

JP's new extension is really long lei... and BB bought me LGKF350 for my present... hehehe~

Event 4:
KL Sunway + Genting + Melacca trip

overall, semi-bored but semi-entertained too...

Sunway's shopping is far too expensive still... First trip into casinos and i made 2 casinos card...
jackpot no longer fun... coz they computerised it... NB...

screamed until i sick when im in the themepark... most exciting of all... the Spaceshot... which i told bro that 'finish liao, regret liao' when we are elevated 10 floors of the grd and left to drop down...

Melacca was a trip of nonya food and shopping malls...

Event 5:
Car Accident at my Bus Stop

half of my bus stop is gone on the nite im back in malaysia... some aunty driving a cefiro with 5 kids on board crashed... one of the passenger in the back seat is severly injured... the driver is ok!

i been wide awake and i definitely hear speeding sound... so...

DUN EVER SPEED... the child who died is not urs somemore...

so young... 16 or 17 only?

Event 6:
Sick

heavy sore throat nakes me wanna die.

Event 7:

ok la today lor... maple whole day nianiania...

still got lots of other little stuff but lazy to write.

im waiting for my com to crash next XD

2008-11-29T13:32:00.003+08:00

yohohoho~

im happy im glad...

xiulian JIEJIE going to buy me a COACH BAG!!

yesssss! first branded item in my life...
XD

btw frens and all, tml EAT MORE!

i order too much le...

after this bdae, im officially broke!!

but im happy happy happy enuf~ :)

2008-11-25T13:29:00.002+08:00

after a early afternoon talk and discussion and thinking,

peeps, my birthday buffet details:

Date: 30th November 2008
Time: 7pm
Address: My Home - Blk988B Jurong West St93 #07-635
Transport: Bus No. 255, 257, 192, 193 from Jurong Point
Dress Code: Casual

Buffet: Neo Garden
Cake: Pine Garden

think im associated with garden for my birthday this yr... lol~

well, some of ya also shocked at my sudden annoucement for birthday rite?
lol... i also didnt think i will celebrate it...
first, i didnt notice time flies so fast... i only noe yufen and jiani treating me for bdae dinner so i just fiz a date awith them and eat...
second, i didnt got the money to think abt it... and mama say she bao ga liao...

so here am i, birthday party!

btw, dun need wear too nicely... im wearing shorts and t shirt only... lol~

and also, i forget to ask ya guys, bringing ur partners/spouses/bf/gf?
drop me a msg/tag!

2008-11-25T11:46:00.002+08:00

updates updates...

slpy bugs attacked me ytd, and i fell aslp as early as 1030!
that surely give ma a shock as she came in the room and ask 'u so early slp meh???!!!'

lol~

and then i got a nice warming call from yufen...
hehe she's gonna treat me for bdae dinner next monday~
wahaha~ cant carry out the jian fei plan BUT,
i rather eat gd meals with my dear frens...

im really so touched!

so i will be having one dinner tml, one dinner next mon and of coz, one bdae buffet for myself coming sunday!

mama proposed the idea of having my 21st bdae party at our new hse since we shifted here...
at first i protested cuz i didnt have much ppl to invite and it sounds a like a big cost bomb...
but mama insist that its alrite, and the ppl that she proposed to invite, esp those aunties uncles that watch me grow up since young... all invited!

ang bao ang baosssss...

$_$

wahaha~

i hope not to received WATCHES.

really. i dun wear watch and i dun intend to wear it either...

i always adhere to my principles of 两袖清风, but of coz not 口袋空空 la...

hahahahaha~

it seems like a relatives party yet, so i still had to think it over to invite my frens anot... hmmm~

buffet will be the famous neo garden!
so yufen u must come for the sake of mini eclairs... haha~

other updates,
after so long of sending resumes procedures daily,
finally received a interview call today...
woots~

but then that company sounds like a newly startup on selling petroleum products la...
i wonder wad kind of position i will get... but i hope i wun need to start working after 17th dec...

hopefully next yr...

my bdae wish list:
1. ang baos
2. ang baos
3. ang baos

wahaha~

4. new hp (i wan N95)
5. camera (canon cute or samsung i8)
6. shopping vouchers (not robinsons or metro that kind -.-)

lol~

my yr 2009 resolution!

1. gd stable job, preferably near my hse
2. a new laptop, as soon as this existing one spoils asap
3. taiwan trip with BB in june
4. my first branded accessory, bag or wallet
5. successful uni studies in july, hopefully
6. at least struck 5 numbers for toto
7. more clothes and skincare pdts~

and last and impt, everyone in my hse is safe and healthy...
cuz...
hospital and medical fees is the most expensive thing on earth!!!!

XD

2008-11-24T02:07:00.004+08:00

im looking for ppl to go shopping with me.

been shopping-starved at home. sobs.

maple everydayyyyyy~

2008-11-23T12:49:00.000+08:00

Citibank just had to go down, mama predicted it like months ago?
and i think she got a little tweety-bits of insider info from the 'executives' inside ba... haha...

and esp, when little aunt go and withdraw her FD from Citibank, 20k of worth become 12k of worth only... big losses la...

so frens, if u got money now, keep it in the cash on hand...

cash = king
for NOW.

aircon just made me kena cold and running nose all the time... the filters are dusty, BB.
cleannnnnn itttttttt!!!

2008-11-19T20:39:00.002+08:00

looks like i have a prolonged ear infection going on in ME...
zzz...
that explain my headache, dizzy-ness and fever...
i can hear probbing sound in my ear few times a day... but just not pain so i didnt bother...

and i need more than 10hrs of slp ever since this started...

nevertheless, i missed out of ch's celebration... zzzz....

of a happier note, few weeks of no contact, jia ni rmb me today! hahaha~

said that she wan to treat me for being frens for more than 10 yrs liao... so touched... really happy...

so... i need to prepare some cash and items for my malaysia trip next mth le...

i hope i wun receive craps this yr....

2008-11-13T01:33:00.001+08:00

haiz... my 'child' plan failed...
hope to resume it next yr, try to apply again ba...

not much to update... coz i had a boring but easy life...

slp, cook, eat, tv, maple...

my routine for 3 weeks... and to be continued until next yr lo...

happy 20th-month to BB~ lol

2008-11-06T02:08:00.001+08:00

im having a child soon...
hehe...

to be continued~
waiting for confirmation

2008-11-02T19:09:00.002+08:00

quitted my job again, hahaha~
temp job nia... bored...

anyway... slacking weekend... maple and hajime chitose...

BB dun quite like the vocal of hajime... but i love it v much... in some aspects she's even more fabulous than misia...

looking back... my albums collection for this yr 2008 is v little nia...

only bought:
1. Utada Hikaru's Heart Station
2. Tokyo Jihen's Variety
3. Aoyama Thelma's Diary
4. Hajime Chitose's Cassini
5. L'Arc~en~ciel's KISS

v little.................

thumb's up intro: Hajime Chitose's 六花谭...
so-japanese-folk-song~

2008-10-29T15:27:00.002+08:00

first time blogging at new workplace...
been starting for a month already...
and as ever... so boring... zzz...

no work seems to be interesting now... KNS
kena cheated by phyllis, oh boy.... zzzz...

few updates...
been busy staying at home...
at BB's home...
prevent myself from finding excuses to go out...
coz now... i cannot afford to spend extra money on no-meaning things liao... hai...

inside me, i urged to splurge... but CANNOT...
if not, i will just die even faster...

hai..........

and my front teeth chu stunt again... kns...
gonna really do crowning liao... cant avoid anymore... before the whole tooth is really gone for good...
arghhh... 1200... ka-ching ka-ching...

luckily BB's daddy will help me.. i noe he will help...
one of BB's daddy's pros, and also his cons... and that he nv say NO to ppl...

so... if i really get to do my crowning...
i promised...
that i wun use my front teeth to bite ice cubes again...
that i wun use my front teeth to crush sweets again...
oh yes...
i wun use my front teeth to destroy crab's shells again...

now is my teeth's that getting destroyed by my hazard-eating ways... hai..........

i got pictures to upload... by lazy me... lol...
so probably next time...

Margaret Grandma's husband has passed away...
sudden attack of his looming cancer...
life's fragile is that u dun really noe when's the next moment that u be gone...
i still rmb this yr's cny we still went to her house to visit them...
and get a BIG ang pao...
next yr... will see one person less... UNCLE...

so... condolences to u, aunty margaret...
RIP uncle tan...

2008-10-21T14:41:00.002+08:00

finally last day here in science park!

initially has prepared to work here for another 3 weeks le... coz dun really liked here, bored and costly...

lucky! today they told me that they found a indo gal to fill in that position as a perm.

no way am i going to perm here lor... zzz...

and lucky! today i got a call from Panasonic to confirm me for interview le... although i also not v interested in tt position coz panasonic like not much merchandise nowadays, perhaps rice cooker??

and and even lucky! ytd i dropped my wallet at my lift and i didnt even notice lor~ blur me lar... and it was when i bathed halfway that the neighbours living on the 5th floor delivered my wallet back to me! with my IC (most impt stuff) and 50 dollar note still intact!

really, nowadays honest and gd ppl are v v v rare le... lucky me met a gd one...

thus thus, i was having bad luck few weeks ago until recently, i feel that gd ones are coming back to me, hoho~

and best lucky, im gg to get my cert finally on thursday, after so long long...

2008-10-20T10:10:00.002+08:00

stupid blogger just deleted my whole entry, kns, i writing out my wei-da feelings lor... zzz...

okay, retraced.

****

rmb the period when i think tt my gd luck is so over-flowing, the period tt i have enuf money to spend freely, i gt my diploma finally, and i even won a prize from CLEO.

now, the bad luck comes.

i dun have money to spend freely anymore, and i cannot find a suitable job after graduation.

as i was telling jia ni tt day we met, i seem to have no goals left after i gt my diploma. zzz.

my weekend was mapling at BB's hse and Lee Choo Aunty's bdae dinner treat at Long Beach Indoor Stadium.

foodfare is gd, but i dunno wad the china waiter is mumbling abt.

sometimes, its their problem or ours?
to them, they spoke perfect chinese. to us, they gt weird accent.

parents were gg to genting next week. and i already had plans to stay out.
of course, i dun intend to stay at home to look after tt always-so-rude idiot.
he's already 15, jolly well he can look after himself. i dun see the need to.

of course, if u still dun fang xin put ur baobei at home.
just bring ur baobei along la.

rmb the last few entries, i was writing abt someone who pisses me off.
well, sad to say, u are one of them, and always are.

i really feel liek scratching my face off, coz it look like u?
and i couldnt help but snigger whenever u tell ppl tt ur baobei look like u while i look like father.
the truth is, anyone with eyes noe i look like u, and of coz i dun like it, deny all u wan.

ytd's dinner, whenever me and Aunty wan to talk to each other, u always interrupt. i couldnt help but msg Aunty and ask her, coz im afraid tt ppl will think i think too much again. well, Aunty said tt she might nt even notice tt she keep interrupt. but Aunty, u noe tt she's smart.

how smart, i dunno. but definitely smarter than me.

BB tell me to ren. yufen tell me to ren. jiani tell me to ren.
i just wonder when i will go berserk and just stabbed myself to death.
u may think tt its always nt gd to think lidat, but u wun noe the feelings of mine.

they isnt even family members that u can trust and depend on. is tt place really call home?

i had more than enuff of the bias she contain.
so ppl, dun try to talk me out of it again.

and also, thks ppl for reading wad im writing, just read it will be enuff.

further on, still gt other more ppl who pisses us, but after contemplating with the rest of the gang, he's sort of officially out of the picture.
so Ray, no need to ask him out to our meetings anymore. dun u even feel sian tt he keep give all sort of excuses? lets save our breath.

and lastly,
HAPPY 40th or 41st BIRTHDAY TO LEE CHOO AUNTY
and
HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY TO MUN YENG!

2008-10-17T09:57:00.002+08:00

found some articles to share, and will be sharing MORE~ XD

read at ur own risk.

The End of the World

by hunter1095, Jun 29, 2008

I have heard that the world will end on December 21, 2012 because of the passing of Nerubi, or planet X.

Its orbit comes dangerously close to Earth and is supposed to cause global warming to accelerate, severe earthquakes, droughts, floods and volcanic eruptions. Also, when Nerubi come as close as it can get to earth, the Antichrist, or Satin, or what ever you call it is supposed to descend from Nerubi with the Annunaki and make hell on Earth. So, the 1% of the worlds population that survives the natural disasters will live in hell and will probably commit suicide. Not to mention that Yellowstone National Park is actually in the crater of a super volcano that erupts every 60,000 years or so (I think) and it is past due for an eruption. If it erupts almost all of North America will be covered in lava, and the atmosphere will be filled with ash plunging us into an ice age.

Personally I don't think any of this will happen, but if it did I wouldn't be surprised. If it does happen then there is nothing anyone can do about it. Even though that prediction may seem grim, it only makes me love the world more and everything I'm not at all frightened by what will happen, or even death at all, but I'm just sad that if thee theory is true that everything that we have will be taken away and all the beauty will be destroyed. I think that rather than becoming an apocalyptic nut, and trying to prepare for the future, you should savor the present, and live every day like it's your last.

And as for the Annunaki, many myths and religions say that humans are a crossbreed between cavemen and Annunaki, and any being so wicked as to completely destroy it's own blood, along with demolishing all of the beauty must have to be followers of the Antichrist.

Even though the Annunaki are a “superior” race and have more “power”, the human will, courage, passion, morale and being of even the lowest criminal are so many times stronger than the Annunaki, that the Annunaki seem less significant than the smallest amoeba. The world is just like a giant flowing river of beauty and happiness, where everything, from the biggest whale, to the smallest grain of sand, is equal, and every being shares the immeasurable power. It is just so sad that all traces of beauty will be wiped clean by the Annunaki. I just hope that if the Annunaki destroy humanity, they live the rest of eternity knowing they are the most inferior, insignificant, frail, wicked, abominations in existence.

so... do anyone noe more abt this annuaki or neburi planet crashing earth? o.o

Digested 2012 Conspiracy #4: the Maya Conspiracy

by Samuel Z Jones, Jan 27, 2008

Digested facts on astrological and astronomical 2012 conspiracy theories.

The Mayan Calendar is the only clock to count backwards; it is thousands of years old and is more accurate than any similar device created by man. The countdown ends Dec 21, 2012.
The Astrological Age of Pisces (the fish, relating to Jesus, " the fisher of men " ) ends in 2012, giving way to the Age of Aquarius; at this time, the world as we know it will end and a New Age will begin.

In 2012, the Earth passes from Galactic North to Galactic South, crossing a gravitic threshold which will induce magnetic pole-reversal of our planet. Past pole-reversals are recorded in the fossil and geological records; it has happened before, and it is due to happen again. The Earth will literally turn upside down and 99% of all life will perish in tidal waves and earthquakes.

2012 will signal the alignment of Saturn and Jupiter on opposite sides of the Sun, exposing the Earth to massive gravitic forces that may well tear our planet apart or fling it from its orbit.
The planet Eris (AKA as Nibiru) will pass by the Earth in 2012. Most of Eris ' 3500 year elliptical orbit takes it far out beyond Pluto; the atmosphere is frozen and there is no life there, but the gravitic forces of such a large object passing so close to the Earth will cause pole-reversal, bombard the planet with meteors and drag the Earth from its orbit; those who survive will envy the dead.

All these dangers are known to the governments and scientists of the world, but there is only enough space in the bunkers for the absolute elite; the rest of us have effectively been sentenced to death.

i cant imagine the world upside-down. well, its still round at least.

Digested 2012 Conspiracy #5: the Green Conspiracy

by Samuel Z Jones, Jan 27, 2008

Digested facts on ecological and environmental predictions for 2012.

2012 marks the point when the environment will no longer be able to support the damage done by human pollution; if we have not ceased 99% of pollution, deforestation and manufacture, our planet is doomed.

The Gaia theory considers 2012 as the date when the planet itself will turn against us, the Earth being a mass organism akin to an insect hive comprising all animal and plant life. The human race will be attacked by the planet's immune system; the weather will turn against us, animals will become hostile and new diseases will thrive while plants and other resources we depend on will whither away.

In 2012, the living will outnumber the dead; the world population will be too vast to feed and millions will die of starvation. Biofuels and the consumption of beef are only speeding this inevitable calamity.

No government on Earth is prepared to make the necessary changes to avert environmental collapse; their only answer is to cull the population before the planet does it for us. The cull will begin in 2012.

There are enough resources to support us all if we change our way of life from Capitalist manufacture and consumption to a sustainable Socialist model; unfortunately, the greedy rich resist this change and would rather see the poor die.

personally i dun think 99% pollution will happen so fast.

Digested 2012 Conspiracy 3: The Lizard People Conspiracy

by Samuel Z Jones, Jan 23, 2008

Digested facts on the relation between 2012 and the Lizard People or "Reptilians" postulated by David Icke.

Reality as we perceive it is an illusion created by our DNA to confuse the pure essence of consciousness that is the true existence of every human being.

The Lizard People exist in a parallel dimension invisible to us under normal circumstances.
All our world leaders are really Lizard People, masquerading as human beings. They can be identified only when they accidentally " morph " , briefly revealing lizard skin, reptilian eyes, etc.
All other conspiracy theories are really red-herrings put out by the Lizard People; Nazis, Illuminati, UFOs, everything is really down to the Lizard People, who may or may not have a base on Nibiru, Mars or some other nearby planet.

Ever looked at DNA? Go on, look really close at that spiral; kinda lizardy, innit?

Atoms are made of light; only 10% of the universe mass consists of light-based matter; the other 90% is invisible to us because we are trapped within the construct of the " physical "universe visible to our " physical " senses; our sensory organs themselves are part of the illusion and perceive only light.

2012 will signal the start of a spiritual holocaust to wipe out all free-thinkers and awakened consciousnesses on Earth; all who remain will be trapped forever as purely physical drones to serve as the slaves of the Lizard People, who are themselves soulless and without divine consciousness.

okay, the lizards have taken a part to attack humans... but as for the cells look-alike, any suggestions?

Digested 2012 Conspiracy 2: The Nibiru Conspiracy

by Samuel Z Jones, Jan 23, 2008

The digested information on the approach of the planet Nibiru, AKA Eris, and its arrival on Dec 21, 2012.

The people of the planet Nibiru will arrive in 2012 to re-conquer the Earth.

Nibiru has a 3600 year orbit, taking the planet from close by Mars to far out beyond Pluto; the people of Nibiru have visited us on at least two previous occasions.

The people of Nibiru genetically engineered humanity to serve as a labour force; this is the only theory that accounts for the " missing link " and other flaws in Darwinism.

All human religions (including Christianity) are based on memories of " The Shining Ones " , the people of Nibiru; there are countless statues and carvings from every era and nation of the Earth depicting spaceships, astronauts and the Nibiru people themselves, not mention the universality of " angel " myths.

Archaeology and history ignore or suppress all evidence that suggests anything other than the conventional view.

The first attack from Nibiru will be an meteor bombardment, initiated as their planet passes through the asteroid belt between Earth and Mars; millions will die.

The second attack will be a reversal of the Earth ' s magnetic field caused by Nibiru ' s passage close by the Earth; this will cause tidal waves and earthquakes.

The third and final attack will be invasion via flying saucer; the human race will be enslaved and our planet colonised while Nibiru continues on its orbit back towards the edge of the solar system.

Nibiru is even now visible in the sky from the southern hemisphere; by 2009 it will be visible by eye all over the world, and will grow steadily larger as 2012 approaches.

Our leaders and scientists are aware of Nibiru ' s approach (the official name of the planet is Eris), but remain silent because there is nothing they can do.

sounds like star wars attack... LOL... it might be exciting la...

instead of read at ur own risk, read for ur own pleasure ba... hahahaha....

HOWEVER

the passing of the neburi planet is CONFIRMED.

2008-10-17T09:25:00.002+08:00

so high... blogging at 930 in the morning...
why?

my senior just told me:
1. i CONFIRM will be sitting on the desk for one mth

FREAKING ONE WHOLE MTH TO ROT!

2. i will have nth to do next week until the end of the month to wrap things up

wad??? next whole week nth to do, happy or sad???

3. she's leaving at this mth end

nice, and she's the only admin left in the office beside me.

IM TOTALLY ALONE NEXT WEEK, and i dunno wad im doing this past week.

yea, the money is totally easy to earn but i hate to rot my time away doing meaningless thing.

next will be touching on kids nowadays...

V V FREAKING F-KING RUDE.

agree agree?

totally no manners, talk like old man old woman when u r just a teen... wear skinny jeans out when u r a boy, come on, no need to show ur 'bird' to everybody can...

and, totally no respect for the parents.

thus, wan sheng rong, it will just be one fine day that i will beat the crap out of you.

papa seems to let go of his business already. think he is sick of it and finally think through that ma is controlling all his finances.
he even told me when he go out work, he wun let all his salary be controlled again.
brave him, but first, is he ever gonna find a job in his age?

smth struck my mind ytd, during a poorly-eaten dinner...
for the past few yrs in my poly days, im have been
DESPISED, LOOKED DOWN, NOT BEING RESPECTED, SCOLDED, CHIDED,
for having lousy grades and not being able to passed my subjects.

and yes, im being so low-emotioned by them that i wallowed in those bitter waters for so long.

suddenly, i rmb this lousy brother of mine, he just failed 5 subjects out of 7 in just sec sch.

alright, i may nt be able to pass to study uni, but at least i pass all my sec sch with flying colors and made it to poly.
this kid, he might not even pass sec sch!

wahahahaha~

AND YET, THE MOTHER AT HOME DUN EVEN SCOLD HIM OR CHIDED HIM ONCE.

im always the one who get cold water.

thus, im scared.
if buddha can give me a kid of my own, pls let y first born be a boy, then a gal.

being elder sister is not easy, a woman shld nv ought to face all the discrimination and stress herself, while the man who is younger can enjoy himself.

i wan my firstborn to be a true man.

and ma, i tried everything i could, but yet to choose to choose between ur 2 children.
and im definitely nt chosen.
so, i gave u up.

2008-10-16T15:24:00.002+08:00

have been thinking for a long long time...
esp in these few days of sickness and boredoom...

to study for money or study for interest...

lastly, i opt for study for interest, i have enuff of study for money.

and, the study for money, doesnt prove to be too 'money', esp in these periods of financially-strained times.

so now, i gotta brush up on my writing and reading skills... as for spoken language, forget it, it will stay this way even 100 yrs down the road.

i have been dammmm sick these few days, nv been fully-cured.
it feels like periodic sickness.
its been heaty, so much phlegm in my throat and acnes and pimples start to pop out.
but luckily, not too much until xia si ren that kind.

ytd had dinner with jia ni at heeren, at waraku restaurant.
the food are damn lousy. curry katsu don i ordered, but the curry is sweet one.
KNS.

after so long, bought a CD!
Chitose Hajime's new album.
forget the title le, but will write it up when i rmb XD

humans = woes

2008-10-13T13:47:00.002+08:00

im blogging at work now... hahaha~

random~

first day at work...
kinda regret taking up this job... coz im still sick and tired from the 3D chalet...
and... this place is kinda far and ulu la... in science park lei...
and i even got lost today... -.-

so i think i wanna say bye bye at this mth end... zzz...

BB's chalet...

1st day was family day...
2nd day was BBQ and buffet day...
3rd day was go home and maple day...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BB,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO UUUUUUUUU!!!!

i keep singing birthday song for my BB to hear ytd the whole day... lol...

really love and dote him so much that i can weigh it out...

and BB really got lots of gifts...
he got a ESPRIT schoolbag, GAP cap, BILLABONG cap (by alan and ying), OWL digital clock (cheelup, lol~), some TAKA vouchers, angbao (from gy and wife), perfume (chong and lixuan) and etc etc...

and of course, thanks all for coming, u guys really make my BB happy...

and lastly of course, big thanks for BB's pa and ma too...

pictures will be up at BB's blog...
i look horrendously fat in those pic... *faints*

*****

DSI is coming out in weeks!

wads a DSI?

its like a DS version 2 with bigger screens, bigger memory value, slimmer body and A 3-MEGAPIX CAMERA!!!!!!

im getting my hands on those XD

*****

kinda pissed at 'those ppl' who dun wan to come but still give stupid excuses, wad outfield fren's bdae, caught u on the leg and still deny, i noe ur secrets k!

dun say we give u up, coz u force us to give u up.

hopeless fellow.

2008-10-12T14:05:00.001+08:00

shagged, tired and prolonged fever.

will post more abt BB's bdae, when im free, next week?

tada.

2008-10-09T13:59:00.002+08:00

i forgotten which buttons i pushed... the words on my mini laptop became bigger...
but mafan in a sense, need to scroll here and there... zzz

anyway, my BB bdae is coming lo!
tml will be gg to prepare for his chalet liao...
and i haven tell pa and ma yet...
bcoz...
these two days, i have been slping and slping and nth else...

i gt a flu, lethargic-ness, headache, fever and a slping bug in me.

today slightly beta, but the past 2 days i been slping only lar. i dun even dare on the air-con, it just lock my nose thoroughly.

i hate to be sick.
and, the ma at home doesnt seem to care.
maybe they think im faking, or im plain lazy, that im lazy to go out to work to give them money.

but, i say it now, even if i work, dun expect much from me. maybe 100 bucks per mth.
first, i dun earn much. the recession is here hor.
second, i need to pay poly loan.
third, i need to save uni fees.

i been repeating over and over, and yet the old folks might think tt any gals at my age will earn thousands and thousands.

forget it.

i tot of my present for BB, its an Ipod Touch.
haven bought it, coz lazy go out and no much spare cash on hand.

so i told BB i will delayed it... hoho~
however i insist, coz i dun wanna share my present for BB with ppl.
it has to be a purely present of my on to my lovable.

wahaha, lovable.

lastly, im hooked to maple lo... it has changed so much since last i touched it years ago...
more quests, more items, more maps...

definitely worth playing now...

tada, afternoon nap.

2008-10-05T05:12:00.002+08:00

'u dun look ugly. u just look fat, thats all.'

someone said this to me few days ago.
wun say is who, but definitely not BB la.

she's a distant fren who see me once in a blue moon.
and yes, ppl who see u after a long time noe wads the difference in ur appearance.

and yes, im fat. oh no..............

but i cant just stop eating, i just finish my pizza in 3am, and now im gg to slp.
eat, slp.
not fat? as if.

******

d gray man finale?????

really the end liao.

got FIN in the last scene.

feels shitty. no more animes to watch.

its such a gd series, why they dun wanna continue?

its bcoz it will continue in the movies :D

*****

uverworld sang the opening for gundam 00 season 2...
the first gundam op that dun sound and feel like gundam op.
L'arc~en~ciel, TMR., HMC and TBG did much beta than them.
but overall, that song sounds gd, just dun sound gundam.

gundam 00 season 2 epi 1, out in oct 5.

*****

yea, tales of abyss gonna have its OVA anime series liao.
and that tales of symphonia OVA still open-ended there. kns.

*****

BB's bdae.

not being hao-lian, but my BB's face really 'big'.

few days ago, have been rushing him to settle for the number of guests.

turn out alot coming lei... almost 90% of the ppl he called coming ba...

includes his army clique, primary sch, sce sch, poly, and our usual gang.

wonder if ordering 30 pax for buffet and 30 pax for BBQ is enuff anot..

not to mention, gt 3 vegetarians coming, oh yea, Bfs bringing GFs too! haha~

im expecting quite some gifts and cash for BB... makes me damn envious la...

i wanna a big face too... haiz...

and my 21st bdae plan was... heh heh...

2D1N trip at A'Famosa.... presently at tt...

*****

back to maple world... #zoommmmmmm~*

2008-10-01T02:03:00.002+08:00

lacking in posts actually... haiz...

why?
coz laikuan simply have no life...

but but but... a nobody like me, is still being remembered by pauline!

happy 21st bdae lovely gal!
enjoyed ur party, eat to the fullest and the strawberry cake is yummy~

summarizing wad i did the past week:
- been to collect the Acer Aspire
- the acer laptop is cool BUT mini!!!
- been to IMM, had cafe cartel for dinner
- BB bought a FULL-SIZE CHOPPER GOES TO THE BEACH soft-toy for me
- rot at home EVERYDAY playing DS and watching anime and nth else
- getting fatter and more jumbo
- BEARD PAPA is in the house again! YUM!
- pauline's 21st bdae at city hall there, kinda got lost in the way
- and, accompanying my BB all the days ^^

im bored. really. i had no life. no work.
i only got FATS.

its depressing.

snoreeeeeeeeeee~

2008-09-27T01:48:00.002+08:00

new games on my DS!

Time Hollow

Millionaire heir: Mystery Case

Dragon Quest 4

From The Abyss

Sim City Creator

just playing DS can keep me at home and not go out for 2 weeks, heh heh~
going to collect my Acer Aspire One tml lo!

2008-09-25T02:10:00.002+08:00

new job coming up, but im nt gonna work till mid-oct!
hohoho~ play play slp slp eat eat...

i can not spend a single cents just staying at home, im saving up my every penny!!
just that im fats are accumulating~

and well, even money runs out, BB says he will yang wo yi bei zi... hoho~

gonna get my new laptop soon... will power it up so i can play PI Story...

and...

my 21st coming in 3 months...
im not thinking of wad celebration should i have, or wad kind of gifts i will receive...
anyway, all these years i have never receive any good presents la... and after childhood times, no more nice celebration also la...

oh ya, im thinking, wad have i achieve for 21 years?

wad have ppl achieve for 21 years?

im still thinking, so, to be continue la...

2008-09-22T01:21:00.002+08:00

sweet~ no working days = slack at home = eat home de = no need spend money
swee~~~~~

few highlights...

now, i really regret not gg to misia concert, totally sian diao when i heard the critics on the radio and newspapers...

one podder says : it rocks.

IF I NOE THAT THE GST OFFSET IS COMING (actually my fault, i forgotten), I WOULD HAVE PAID FOR ME AND BRO'S TICKET AND WENT!

slap myself. i wanna die.

next, now that i finally finish sch, im lazy to work...
i got lot of programmes coming up.
10 oct ~ 13 oct: BB's bdae at downtown east chalet
9 nov: ma's bdae and my chinese bdae too, we are gg to genting to roll it out.
3 dec: my bdae~ i wan to slack for a week.

so, play or work. i dunno.

today, we had crabs dinner at the ang mo kio avenue 2 crab restaurant, aka mellben restaurant.
it just got renovated. those small stalls that used to sell other food got bought over by mellben boss and the whole stall is his now.

anyway, the food is greater today. and ppl are queue-ing up for 2 hrs.
but we no need queue~~ wahaha!
why? bcoz the guy who's cooking that famous chilli crab in the kitchen is my 表叔... aka my ma's cousin lo...
not only he reserve 2 tables for us in the busy weekend, he even design our menus for us specially!
quite expensive, but eat until shuang la!

the menus are: chilli crab, pepper crab. beehoon crab, fried tofu, bamboo shoot with scallop, steamed red garoupa and herb chicken with sea cucumber (also mini man tou).

no pictures sorry, got one actually, a picture of how big is that pincer... but i lazy to upload... lol...
use ur imagination ba, it's as big as that plate that they serve.

yum yum, we are full, sooo full...

going to watch the last few episodes of Fated To Love You (finally!)... then continue to search for potential buffet caterers tml...

tada!

2008-09-20T21:53:00.002+08:00

Currently.........

feeling insecure?
yes, i am.

feeling grumpy?
yes, i am?

feeling unhappiness?
yes, i am.

feeling weak?
yes, i am.

feeling uncertainties?
yes, i am.

im wondering why i have so many negative feelings recently...

i just had a dream from my afternoon nap...
i dreamt that it was first day of school in uni...
and the teacher blast out my name 'WAN LAI KUAN U NV PAY FOR UR SCH FEES GO OUT AND PAY NOW!!!!'

frightening.

its more frightening than those blood-thirsty vampire, chasing dinosaurs, huge tsunami dreams that i used to have.

even when in dream, im still worrying for money.

kns.

i should be happy and contented and satisfied.

these few days, i received my results. i passed!
i received the GST offset package, additional $75!
and more, i received my ettusais hamper of $50 worth of facials, from CLEO!
the first time ever i won something from CLEO after participating in so many of their sms contests.

but good luck ends.
dun u think tt whenever gd luck comes, the bad luck is waiting at ur doorsteps.
but, when bad luck is in the hse, good luck is waiting to take over.

it always happens to me.

why am i feeling insecure and uncontented and having uncertainties?
further studies.

yeap, the first time ever i attended sim open hse. im stirred.
feeling so excited can, like a kid pulling BB's shirt all over the place to scour for brochures and informations.
thinking back, when im choosing secondary school and poly, i nv attended open hse.

i wan to continue study.
a diploma can suffice now? NO.

but i wan to continue study, wad if the same thing happens in poly happens again?
thanks to jia ni, she keep encouraging me and she's the only one will ever do.

my frens? nah, one say no need study so much i got this i got that. the others? they are already in uni.
my family? they always have no money de la.

and, if i wan to study, i gotta do it now.
1 and a half yr, once and for all.
but, 18k in one shot, where can i find it?

and worse, im not given a chance to even have half a yr to prepare the money or wad.
theres only one intake per yr, starting january every yr.
and the next intake, closing date for applications ending on 25 oct.

i need 6k upon acceptance.
i only got 1k now.

wad? wan to chid me for not working hard enuf rite?
save ur words.
im beta off for not asking a single cents from parents. tsk.

but now, im thinking of borrowing money from BB's papa le.
my parents are just kinda 'worthless' when it comes to money.
or it just me. 'worthless' regarding money that concerns me. blah.

6k, pls pop out. at least just tahan for the opening sem. i will get a job for the 2nd and 3rd sem.

next, why am i feeling grumpy and unhappy?

okay, time of the month. grumpy of course.
and then, i cant score the job i wan.

no calls. or just calls that says 'we need experience de oh~'
if i got the experience, i wun be knocking on ur door, miss.

yea, i wan to go into the shipping line, but its all experience experience.
if i gotta study, i beta just find a chop chop part time. zzz.

im confused. wad shld i choose?
its critical. its the last.

a full time study, to be completed in 1.5 yrs, 18k of school fees.

a part time study, to be completed in 2 yrs, 16k of sch fees.

which one will ya choose?

2008-09-17T12:01:00.002+08:00

DIPLOMA AWARDED

hehehehehehe, after 4 long yrs, i finally passed my diploma...
to think i really dragged but sustained through these difficult periods of times...
times where i got lousy results...
times where i have lousy classmates...
times where i failed in my course...
times where i appeal shamefully...
times where i really pick up my butt to go and study for the final sem...

this time, its really my final sem...

i had PASS.

2008-09-15T00:33:00.002+08:00

sometimes, i really cannot take it but to shake my head and had a bitter laugh.

but were you guys, and me, doing when we are 15 years old?

me, im studying everyday on weekdays, occassionally sleeping during recess time, after lessons go for usual band practices or go mama shop to eat maggi mee with fen, the tuition again.

i look thrgh my v cutie brother's blog.
and his frens.
his frens de frens.
his frens de frens de frens.

tell u all, the 90's-after kids nowadays 太恐怖了...

even from where my blog started, i do write abt heart matters...
but not till the extend of grieving la, digging my heart out, and cry until my eyes blind that sort.
nor do i write abt a guy with sooooo much feelings, so much literature.

kids nowadays, they are almost 感情泛滥.

wads tt? if ur chinese are up to a kind of standard, u noe wad i mean.

and i have been asking him why hasnt he blog abt his japan trip, he said 'actually not v fun la'.
wa, kns!
i haven even got the chance to relate a foreign place as not much fun la~

i just chatted with my BB over the phone minutes ago that 'BB, when we dun have money, but we feel to wan to have a place away from home and stay few days out of home, we book chalet stay ba, ur mama help book only 35 dollar for 4 days straight only.'

we agreed on that. well, i wun be stupid yet to spend thousands on holidays nor other fili-falei things...

money must be saved.

on saturday, me and BB went to SIM open house...
woah!
saw yanhui, or rather she saw me faster...
paisei ar yanhui, ur fren here 慢三拍... lol...

and she told me someone is late, hor hor...

anyway we went for the briefing by UOL...
its v er, according to BB, quite boring...

we left before the speaker finish...

then we went ard to collect brochures...

after tt went yio chu kang to meet with BB's bunkmates to go gabriel hse celebrate his bdae.

happy 21st bdae mj kaki!

but quite sad, alot ppl pangseh his celebrations...
but but but...
it doesnt stop from 'ppl' having fun...
in fact, its dirty fun... LOL

gabriel's doggy, Fido (a golden retriever which is v frenly and v cute) has power tail whips!

BB's bunkmate, dianyan, had a good puke that night.

followed by princess-carry from their ex-sir wee ping.

and, lastly, dianyan woke up from his hangover and said to BB ' sherman, 下次我去你家吐'
chua tio ar!

but BB's bdae will be chalet (most likely), u can puke all u wan and slp all u wan :D

sunday, mj at BB's hse with poly gang, shaoxiang chong alan.

faster inform them must come BB's bdae chalet too...
and they say no problem!
lol, my BB de face really v big...
even me i dun even can guarantee i an have a big bunch of frens to celebrate altogether.

after tt rush home to eat dinner, mid autumn dinner.

tml and tuesday, BB off~ hoho...

*i wan to eat cheesecake.
goodwork park's mango mooncake is real yummy, i ate one whole piece, sinful!*

2008-09-04T22:36:00.002+08:00

i have not blogged for days... so unlike me...

but too bad, its bcoz im busy working ot everyday and playing my fav harvest moon everynite...

but working is too much a toll now, i only have half and hr to play my ds and im soothed to slp..

dead-beaten tired... im actually forced to gave up on my ds just to have a gd slp...

abt my new job...

this is the ever first job that can keep me wide awake from 9am to 9pm, without having a slpy worm attack me...
work is tedious, fast-paced, busy...
but the busy keep me alive and awake and not boring...

i like this job... lots of ot...
lots of experience gained...
lots of new frens and colleagues...
lots of monies....

i need monies...
look at why i needa monies...

1. lots of bdaes coming up
- the prezzies are making me crazy!!!

2. my teeth
- i just spend 170 dollars to fill my corroded teeth
- i gotta save 1200 to make 2 teeth crown for my corroded teeth

3. my bdae trip
- as much as its just only malaysia, a few hundred bucks is still needed to go

4. return ppl
- i still owe taima that 100 bucks for ever~~~
- i dun even rmb how much money i took from BB, i just gotta return him bit by bit

5. study fees and loans
- that 5000 dollar poly loan and yet to be repaid fully
- my uni fees for next yr

5. my fav buys
- shopping expenses, nv to be missed

ppl are lidat, u earn, u spend.
when can we ever saved lots and lots in this society?
NEVER.

updates for the week:
- wall-e and vivo and night safari on saturday (refer to my boy's blog for little review)
- shoe-shopping on monday with fen
- a date with the dentist on tuesday evening
- OTs on wednesday
- OTs on today

tml... it will be ot, shopping, blah blah blah...

i dun have a life?
nah.
no money, no life.

2008-08-30T00:22:00.002+08:00

v tired!!!!

its an excuse lar...

actually is... harvest moon:island of happiness finally out le!!!

so today i will cut short my post and speed off to play my much anticipated game!

things to blog:
- Comex Fair with BB today at suntec
- Thai Express at Marina Square as dinner with BB
- switch job scope today at work, learn from the start
- job scope includes making formal calls to customers

i hate formal call-makings!
i just cannot speak well in english to other ppl FORMALLY.

BUT.

if im the one who is answering the qns, i can answer fluently!
therefore when im the one who is asking the qns, i stuttered.

anyways, company D&D is coming up in 2 weeks time.
i wonder if im eligible anot, haha...

in 2 weeks time, my results is out! >.<

i found my dream knee-high socks today, at FOX!
im gonna grab it sooner or later.

tml's programme:
- 4+pm show, Wall-E at vivo
- dinner at vivo
- night safari (finally!)

its a fun-filled weekend with my BB...
muackz :D

2008-08-27T23:06:00.000+08:00

hmmm...

nth to update except...

2 more weeks to result release!!!!!!

2 more weeks to MISIA concert!!!

2008-08-26T00:00:00.002+08:00

first day at work!

im late for abt 5 mins... haha!

but luckily, nobody notices! lol~

first impression at work was that i think im wearing too formal... coz the other gals wore quite casual, one even wore jeans lei!

then, second impression, i realise is they wear too casual liao... haha...

anyways, dressing doesnt count to work performance...

had lunch with yufen at clifford centre... on the way back to work, discover my temporary visitor pass is missing! 30 bucks compensation laaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

paid, and 2 weeks i will not have any shoppings.
and im left with 5 bucks in my wallet le...
money is flowing out fast............

at work, theres this intranet msn thingy call Sparks de...
well, this gal who mentors me, nv switch off her conversation...
and hoola~ i saw it and sees that the other temp staff (some snotty gals and ugly bois, bleah!) keep saying our dressing and looks...
(fyi, including me there are 5 temp staff reporting today too)
and say things like 'wa lao no chio bu, call cannot make it..', 'lucky i nv struck lottery no need teach ppl if not i vomit blood..', and 'die la, later bring them go eat sure no seats to find for so many ppl zzz'.
honestly, these kinds of words can be found from the mouth's or snotty undergrads.
and confirmed, they are SIM undergrads!

how come they are so different from the undergrads i noe... at least liting xq mel are not so snobbish...

after tt, i was kind of slpy...
so i went to a toilet to slp for 5 mins.... (wahaha~)
when i came back, this gwen gal said tt she wonder if i understand her teachings anot...

and honestly, she dun teaches well lei... hmm...

she just kind of teaches wadever documents she has on hand and tell me immediately how to settle it...
i am the one who has to figure out how this whole credit card conversion processes to be took place and how i should process the documents in my hands...

im still blur...
firstly, im slpy...
secondly, she's not tt accurate...

thus tml, i will have 100% concentration is gg thrgh all the stuffs, see it word by word and process it.

today, laikuan's speed of work is the slowest ever in her history.
tml, it will recover back to its original.

btw, im suay-ed today... 30 bucks gone on first day of work... luckily i commit 2 mths and wait for my dearest DBS to call me PLS!

2008-08-24T23:10:00.004+08:00

presenting my buy of the week, new additions to my wardrobe!!!

first of all, thank u to BB... muackzzzzzzz~

groceries shopping at ntuc includes hair wax, cupboard refreshers, water bottle and facial foam... BB also had facial foam, hangers, body mist and air refreshener...
groceries i paid 40+ ... >.<

discounted checkered shirt at 20+... from pepperplus...

black office shirt at 30... pepperplus...
BB paid 50+ for my clothings deee.... hehe~

had LJS for dinner...
and BB is v tired and moody whole day~!
must be the stupid AHM that made my BB get soaked in the rain and ached all over...

time for beauty slp and get super early up tml for work - first day!

*excited, first time work in a big firm - bank*

2008-08-23T21:23:00.002+08:00

ppl say:

在外靠朋友,在家靠父母...

me lei?

我可以靠谁?

depend on frens? honestly can depend 100% meh?

afterall, frens only, they dun have the obligations and responsibilities to look after u... they can only look after u out of frenship and it doesnt last forever rite?

and the frens i can depend on, other than the 2 ppl - taima jiani - for financial support..

who else?

depend on family? dun shit me pls.

depend wad? money? support?

i have nth from them except a bed to slp in.

thank u very much ar.

sometimes even get the respond of 'u wan money? i dun have, borrow from ur frens lo!'

clap clap.

ironic ironic ironic.

i have such a pathetic life which i cant still get out of this small and shallow shell.

im like a hermit crab who cant change her shell without finding a new one. and gradually, a hermit crab without a new shell just dies.

*****

wanted to go suntec to gai gai today de...
but BB nv wake me up..

also gd la, im so tired..
im must slp to my fullest for these last 2 days..
last i start work.. i doubt i can slp more than 10 hrs a day anymore..

dark eyes circles will be plague-ing me soon...

*****

watched Fated To Love U throughout thye nite ytd...
i teared in alot of scenes!

some scenes are where Xinyi gonna to married to Ji Cun Xi and Xinyi's mother cried to her to take care and even give her the largest pack of dowry, the scene where Cun Xi tell Xinyi to abort the baby, the scene where Cun Xi wanted Xinyi to sign the divorce paper and Xinyi strike off the NT5 million amount, and the most saddest scene when Xinyi's baby is lost!

i learned a new term too: 夹娃娃

fyi, its not clamping those stuff toys in the coin-ing machine hor..
it has another meaning, and ppl who watch the drama,, will noe...

waiting for the final episode to come out!

2008-08-23T00:49:00.002+08:00

a normal day of mac and maggi mee.
and with my BB.

:)

money really nt enuf to use.
decide not to burden myself by saving so much for hk trip.
so, decided to go neighbouring countries instead.
sounds boring, but, anywhere with BB is gd enuf for both of us.

:)

2008-08-21T23:42:00.003+08:00

interview at OCBC 3.40pm today...
was late 10 mins... lol~

luckily no one said 'missy u r LATE'...
and the interview ms magdalene is a nice aunty/lady~

overall my interview is quite short... less than 15 mins...
and the direct qns to me is 'can u start work on monday? we v urgent.'
and the direct answer to them is 'okay no problem.'

then it was some qns on dress code, working hrs and paywise...

and turn one big round, im in the same company with ah fen again!
just tt this time we dun have to work tgt...
in terms of department, location and PAY, we are on different level...

after interview went home...
then go out again to go cut hair at jurong west as well as pass CLEO to ah fen...
wanted to cut at shirley ma, but full appt...
so went to evolution hub instead...

i actually wanted to cut my hair short de...
but on further tots...
i couldnt bear to part with my sparse but long hair...
it would take 1 yr to grow back the same length if i chop off my locks today!

so, just cut cut trim trim and thinned it more...

these are the things tt i wanted to buy for the next few days/weeks:

- hairdryer (a simple one to make my hair drier than wet after bath)
- garnier facial foam x2 (mine and BB's finished liao~)
- office skirt x2 (use suntec vouchers to buy ba)
- one pair of flats/pumps (my red one disappeared mysteriously lor)
- office blouse/shirt x2 (usual practice of celebrating my newfound job)

these are the payments to be made:

- aerobics lesson at JWSSC (2 weeks later must pay liao!)
- MISIA concert tickets (also 2 weeks later must buy liao)
- handphone bills (usual mthly payment zzz, next week must pay liao!)

so overall, i will need abt 300 to pay for everything... zzz...

and i only gt 200 in my wallet now!

plus plus, the allowances needed for a mth before i get my first pay...

oopsie i still owe taima money -.-

argh! 钱果然很难存啊!!!!!!

only october then gt money le...

2008-08-20T23:45:00.002+08:00

will be going for interview at OCBC tml...
some temp position for admin clerk under cards operation...

can see from the title above...
it will be a busy yet boring job... as in...
i wun be feeling much satisfied from this job...

yet and yet, i still hope for DBS to call me!!!

pls tell me u r shortlisted la etc etc.
too bad, no matter they shortlist u or not, they wun inform u...

-.-

viewing kelly services annual salary report for the year..

these are some figures tt u might be interested in...

in the banking sector:

- Bank Teller N/O Levels 1-3 years exp SGD 1300 - 1900
- Bank Clerk (remittance/settlement/loans) O/A Levels 1-2 years exp SGD 1500 - 2000
- Trade Finance Clerk O Levels/Diploma 2-3 years exp SGD 1900 - 2600
- Bank Operation Officer Degree 0-1 years SGD1800 - 2600
- Customer Service Officer Diploma/Degree 2-3 years SGD2000 - 2800
- Personal Financial Consultant/Personal Banker Diploma/Degree 2-3 years SGD2200 -3200

in the finance sector:

- Accounts Clerk O Levels/Certificate 1-3 years exp SGD1500 - 1800
- Payroll Clerk O Levels/LCCI 1-2 years exp SGD1600 - 2200
- Accounts Assistant O Levels/Certificate 1-3 years exp SGD1800 - 2400
- Financial Analyst Degree 2-3 years exp SGD3000 - 4500
- Auditor Degree/Professional Certification 2-4 years exp SGD3000 - 4800
- Accountant Degree/Professional Certification 4-5 years SGD4000 - 6500
- Administrator Diploma/Degree 3-5 years exp SGD2600 - 3800

view more at: http://www.kellyservices.com.sg/res/content/sg/services/en/docs/singapore_salar_handbook08.pdf

gotta go and see wad 'formal attire' to wear for interview tml le...
but im most likely to wear smart casual only... hehe~

BB's daddy gave me 50 dollar suntec voucher~
(i requested for it actually, hoho)
originally daddy wanted give me 150 de lo...
but BB say no need...
-.-

shopping trip before interview tml!

2008-08-20T01:30:00.002+08:00

i finally finish my nightmare exam of the year...

and until the 2 hrs ends, im still writing for answers...

i realise i can figure out abit of every qns, but i need time to think and phrase and write it out...

but the time isnt enuf... perhaps i spend too much time doing calculations...

perhaps it was also mental strain, i keep hitting the wrong tabs on the calculator...

i tried hard to convince myself tt this time's exam is still not bad, but i recalled, last time i also think lidat, i FAILED lei...

so now, i beta prepare for the worst til 12th september.

if i pass, it means im fated to study for uni, if i still fail, it means im fated to be housewife.
buddha will decide for me :D

one part of me wish to get hold of a job quick and fast, coz i need money... i wan to go for aerobic class ($65), misia concert ($70), rebonding ($60) and the ultimate holiday trip at the end of the year... but if i were to get a job now, it will have to be a temp and i have to be tied down by it for at least 2 mths...

another part of me tell myself to enjoy until 12th sep, wait for results to come out, so then i can really go and get a full time high apid job instead of temp-ing all the while... but, i dun have to the $$$ to be able to enjoy freely until 12th sep...

contradicting, again.

BB had book out today until tml... but he gotta burn his days till sunday... zzz...
tml will be mahjong sessions with his mates until they book in tgt...

im relax now.
im half-freed now.
i wan to be happy.
but honestly, i cant bcoz i tried to be happy, i saw SOMEONE, i dulled again.

but i will try yet again, for a new and beta life, without ur concerns.

i will not repeat ur stunts as u did to me.
for my future kids, i will treat them with care and love.
there will be no bias.
there will be security.
there will be no sex discrimination.

2008-08-18T22:29:00.002+08:00

doing nth but continuing to read notes and doing past yr papers...

ZZZ

2008-08-17T23:20:00.002+08:00

trend news:

the next big hit in shoes... BOOTS and MARYJANES!!!!

stock them up, they are not even just trendy for this fall, but also staples for work~

*****

watched the table tennis tournament for gold medal in the evening...

singapore lost 3-0... but they still got a silver~!

*my tots: i think south korea abit bo song tt singapore won them... hmmm....*

*****

slp thrgh the wholeeeee afternoon today... damn tired... and also nth to do la, so slp lo...

had pizzas for dinner...

*****

i hoped i wun be called up for interviews tml coz i need to study for tuesday's exam...
but... i think 90% they will call...
and for my exam... i think i can only score 30% lidat only... still fail lei... zzzz...

still, i just wish for a P...

*****

saw the national rally by PM Lee...
i agreed with wad he said!

although he sort of cant pronounce 'marriage' in chinese properly...
he mention the impt part of that 'young couples should balance well in family and career.. if u concentrate on ur career in ur youth.. u might be too late for ur 'ying yuan' when u had established ur career.. thus, its a gd method to establish a family first before establishing ur career..'

i agreed!!!

but i nv saw the part when he mention new measures to encourage young couples to get married, child growth and HDB housing helps...

i hope it would be benefit me more, and all those who wan to get married too!

2008-08-17T01:05:00.002+08:00

im available for mahjong at friday nites now... hehe~
anyone wan mahjongs, call me!!

went suntec today, bought nth but BB's jacket...

left 150 dollar of vouchers, i hope to have one too so next week i can go and buy some office clothes...

nv go night safari le...
first, im lack of serious slp...
second, BB say he's tired that one day can only go out ONCE...
-.-

so next next week then go again...

a qns to pose for all to reference reference...
lets say u were offered 2 jobs, both are in the same working industry (eg, banking or engineering)...
Job A is near ur hse (probably few stop of bus journey like 15 mins), and offer u a pay like 1500...
Job B is not near ur hse (the journey to work takes ard 1 hr), but offers u a pay like 1600...

which one will u choose?

*****

me and mel will be signing up for aerobics... thus there are still 14 vacancies left, anybody wan join?????? last callllllllllll~

2008-08-16T01:13:00.002+08:00

Mel and me has decided to go for every fri's aerobics class at jurong west stadium.

anyone who is interested, pls tag or sms us.

tml, i will be gg to night safari~

*****

addicted to this fishing game recently.

River King: Mystic Valley

its a game where the protagonist's sister couldnt wake up from her slp. the boy went to the tree spirit for help and he told him that only the scale from the River King (a big fish) can revived her sister from her slp. thus, have to keep fishing different kind of fishes, exchange them for cards and fishing equipments, made ur way to the mystical valley where the river king lives, make frens and training ur monster pets along the way.

i have been fishing for 6 hrs and my profile isnt even 20% completed...

but, addictive, just like harvest moon...

and, harvest moon: island of happiness is coming on 26th august!

2008-08-15T00:20:00.002+08:00

dedicated to Mel~

for CardioMIX sessions:

- 8 Sept to 1 Dec, Every Mon, 7.30pm to 8.30pm

for AEROBICS sessions:

- 29 Aug to 14 Nov, Every Fri, 7.30pm to 8.30pm

for KickBoxing sessions:

- 17 Aug to 12 Nov, Every Sun, 11am to 12am

tts all tts available for the moment at Jurong West SSC stadium liao...

choose and let me noe asap okie!!

other than cardiomix which is 85, the rest is 65...

*****

went for interview at Peace Centre today, so along the way asked BB if he wanna watch movie at Cathay...

btw, if u pay using Nets at Cathay now, its juts only 6 dollar per ticket, except weekends.

first, the interview.

i asked for a temp placement first, coz i dunno how my results fares yet.

then, i asked for a perm placement, i wanted 1600 and above, thus i tell her to quote the companies 1700 and above... companies tend to cut ur pay with excuses lar...

second, the Mad Jack.

Paradiz centre had a new mad jack restaurant... it seems not bad and cheap prices... so i choose tt place for dinner.

third, the movie.

Journey to the Center of the Earth.

as expected, its more nicer than Mummy 3... haha~

We're still falling!
- famous quote from Trevor.

after movie faster rush to MRT for BB had to booked in by 1030...

*****

bought cleo today, and i saw something catchy~

reasons why u hate ur job.

1. my co-worker dun like me

(sometimes, i just dun like bitches and bimbos, or rather, i have seen lone colleagues too, i dun like them either. and yet, this is the most discouraging factor for all ppl who hate their job1)

(advice: chat and talk and ask for a mini-gathering session after work to noe each other beta.
results: i didnt do these. i rush home or rush to meet my bf after work everytime.)

2. my talent's being wasted

(yes, sometimes i can do more than just scanning and photocopying and entering data. but bosses dun see that. this is also why most ppl feel dissatisfied too.)

(advice: volunteered for extra work tt can 'showcase' ur talents. this also means lesser 'me' time.
results: if it benefits me, why not? if its time-consuming, i rather waste my talents. true for all?)

3. i been overlooked for a promotion again

(i nv had a promotion yet. but im think for others who had, it must be v disappointing tt u just lost the motivation to 'pia' for ur career again.)

(advice: show a positive attitude towards not being promoted. leave a gd impression to the boss.
results: nv tried. but could it be the boss dun like u at all? hmmm~)

4. im not being paid enuf

(ah~ gd reason. who will always think tt they are being paid enuf? wun u just ask for more and more all the time? well, sometimes, ppl are just underpaid too... but the market is versatile.)

(advice: work hard and ask for a pay rise NICELY.
results: i nv asked for a pay rise. but i think most ppl dun dare to ask for it, the just suffer it in themself more and more that the grudges just accumulate.)

5. my colleagues always take credit for my work

(it happens to me, on a smaller scale. wad to do? just tell urself tt the boss is blind. *shrugs*)

(advice: keep ur name of the documents, keep original copies and drafts.
results: if u still have ur name erased, its either u r stupid or ppl are more cunning than u. they are not smart, its cunning!)

6. it's simply impossible to please my boss

(i have met a few before, bosses are still bosses. even though they say tt 'u can have absolute flexibility in ur job', they still expect u to follow their rules. no flexibility, NV!)

(advice: communicate. 拍马屁.
results: i didnt bother to do that, so not me. but i seen others doing a great job. its nicer and wiser to have thick skin in the working world.)

7. i cant strike a work/life balance

(erm... so u prefer to go home early to watch tv or slp after a day's work? or go to hit the clubs or have high-class dining? i prefer a mix. no much problem for me.)

(advice: plan ur time well. have a notebook or organiser.
results: it works well. coz u wun forget timings and dates. but, can u even rmb to bring tt notebook/organiser along with u everytime?)

8. i have zero interest in the company

(im not the boss. of coz i have no interest in the company. wahaha~
wait wait, i have no interests in the industry. yes.)

(advice: NOE wad u wanted to work for. not just work for money.
results: who could ever find the perfect job?)

thats all~ btw, the results are my personal results ya?

2008-08-14T02:35:00.002+08:00

its a pity... hai...

puffy spree had to be cancelled, gals...

coz the quota of 5 still cant be reached in 2 weeks...

sorry!!!

i have decided to go HK or TW this december :)
even if not, it will also be malaysia or thailand...

it will just have to be outside here!

2008-08-13T01:00:00.002+08:00

i got a new job, and hopefully can start by next thurs...

finally exams will be done in a week... yay~

things are picking up and looks beta for me soon... i hope i hope i hope.

i dun expect a D, but i hope to at least have a P...

2008-08-12T01:41:00.002+08:00

can anybody answer me this qns?

in the present workforce, a UNISIM cert or a SIM-UOL cert is more recognized for employers?

i need asnwers~

tml's test will occupy 30% of my module... sian...
abit dull life... i just submitted new resumes for other jobs... lol~

2008-08-11T01:25:00.003+08:00

a day of no meaning today... BB wanted to bring me out for movies...
but the seats sucks... so forgo lo...
after tt went to his hse to 'cry'...
this mth's event is so nth la...

all ruined... zzz...
by tt stupid guy in this battalion...

i hope next week's plan wun be destroyed by another stupid guy...
i wan a fun-filled week..
im bored..

next week will be:
- my movie plan: Journey to the Center of the Earth
- japanese food trying at JP basement 1
- night safari trip

BB's mummy's company always had gd lobangs for their employees...
for example, she got 2 night safari tickets... for free!
so me and BB gonna go there to see some animals, although no point but dun wanna waste it...

i hoped DBS call me tml ^^

at least tell me 'im sorry u r not shortlisted' so i can go find another job asap...
i need money for my 21st overseas trip...

btw, im still short of 2 more pieces for my puffy spree!!
i will warp up by wednesday liao... so sian of waiting... zzz~

and also, i took off my extensions today, with the help of BB...
gg to do up my hair this week...